Me: Hallo! If you haven't guessed the title of this fic is in German and it means "False Suicide".
Kurogane: I'm not doing anything for you or that baka mage with that asshole priest!
Me: Awww! But Kuro-woof you'd at least read my disclaimer wouldn't you? -gives the 'Ain't I an innocent 17 year-old?' look-
Kurogane: FINE! (-mumbling- Dumb bitch)
Me: WHAT WAS THAT!?
Kurogane: Forget it, K-kun does not own TSUBASA: Reservoir Chronicle except for the manga and some art. But if she did Kurogane would XXX to Fai?! WHAT THE FUCK?!
Me: Dammit! I knew I should of got Fai or Sanzo to read that damn thing! (starts running for life)
Kurogane: (angry and blushing from what disclaimer said) Get back here you bitch!
Me: AWWWW! KURO-MYU'S SO CUTE WHEN HE'S BLUSHING!
Kurogane: WHA? YOU BITCH!
No Spoilers, I was in the mood for a Fai Death fic, no idea why either
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It had felt good I decided one day
To cut myself, to feel alive, if only for a minute.
When had this started you ask me. My decline of sanity? My self-mutilation?
Longer than you know, before we even met, before we paid the price to the witch.
I want to go back. Not to the beginning of my ruin, but to when I met you and the children, those were happier times.
The Between times
When I didn't have to think of him constantly.
At first, I just teased you for the fun the fun of it, then I realized…I loved you.
Everything about you
You're scowl, your dedication, and your strength.
I loved all that about you
But I can't, will never, get the chance to tell you, as I lie on the floor, the knife, freshly stained with blood, my blood, lying limply in my dead hands.
And I as I lie, slowly dying I wonder.
Would you have felt the same way?
I'll never know now, because…I'm falling…and there's noone to catch me, save me…from this darkness.
But maybe there would have been, because of the faint 'No' you said before I faded.
It was pleading
Begging me to stay
But I can't
Not now
Since I'm already gone
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K-kun: I…am surprised at myself.
Iruka: For the fact you killed one of your favorite characters?
Kurogane: The fact he's suicidal?
K-kun: No… that I could actually think long enough to make this.
Kurogane and Iruka: Oh
Iruka: Read and review.