I hope you enjoy this. Feel free to request a song for me to write about in the next set.

A special thank you to my lovely Brit, Kat, for being my beta reader.

Disclaimer: I do not or will I ever own Big Time Rush. If I did...let's just say it won't be on Nick...

1. According to You ~ Orianthi

Kendall sighed as his girlfriend, Jo, bitched at him again. His mind started drifting back to last night, where one of his best friends confessed a major secret.

Logan Mitchell told his best friend, Kendall Knight he was in love with him. He went on to say all the things he loved. Everything Jo hated or complained about. How he loved his mischievous mind, his green eyes, his big eyebrows, everything. Most of all, he loved him for who he was inside and out.

Thinking about it, and the person who said it made him feel all warm and fuzzy.

It was then he realized, that he loved his genius of a best friend, too. He loved his half smile, his loyalty, his chocolate brown eyes, his habit of rambling when he's nervous or scared, his nerdy ways. Just everything about the older boy. It was then he made his decision.

He looked over to his soon-to-be ex-girlfriend. "Jo, we need to talk..."

2. I Won't Say (I'm in Love) ~ Hercules

"Why, oh why can't I have a less feminine body" Logan Mitchell grumbled, tugging on the purple toga dress and long black wig. Why did the Palm Woods school have to do a play based on the Hercules movie? Why did he have to be Meg when there were tons of girls who could play the part? And many more thoughts ran through his mind.

He was just about to go out with James, Carlos, and Camille, who played the Muses, to do I Won't Say I'm in Love part of the play. And guess whose the dashing Hercules in their play. It starts with a K and ends with a 'dall'. If you guess Kendall you guessed right! The boy he was madly in love with. The boy who made him feel like he was flying, soaring through the air. The boy who was straight and had a girlfriend.

-LineBreak-

After going through most of the song, having his 'Muses' giving him pointed looks. It was coming to the part where he would sigh happily as Kendall pass him. Kendall pass him, he sighed, "At least out loud...I won't say I'm in love..." he sang ending the song. He sadly stood up, and gave one more look to Kendall that wasn't in the scripted, earning a look from said boy, walking to his mark.

Someday he'll say it...Someday he'll say He was in love...someday..

3. Whiskey Lullaby ~ Brad Paisley

Tears were flowing steadily from his green eyes as he gazed down at the smiling face of his partner in crime, his best friend, his boyfriend. He choked back a sob as that smiling face slowly changed to hollowed cheeks and empty eyes. He took another gulp of his bottle of whiskey clutching the picture to his chest, sobs begging to be let out.

It was then he decided to end it all. He rose from the bed, and walked over to the dresser, picking up his pocket knife. He glanced down at the picture one more time. Choking back one more pain filled sob, he plunged the knife into the soft spot on his temple.

Later that day his best friend found him. Clutching a note and picture in one hand, a knife in his skull. The picture was of him and Logan Mitchell, arms wrapped around each other, happy and care free. The note said, "I'm sorry, but I couldn't live without him anymore."

Kendall Knight was laid to rest next to his love, Logan Mitchell, under the old willow tree. Together like they should be.

4. Maneater ~ Nelly Furtado

Logan glared at the bottle blonde currently batting her lashes with a pout on her totally fake lips at his best friend/crush, begging for a $400 pair of designer sunglasses. He hated how she was after Kendall for his money. He hated how she makes him buy her all these super pricey things while shes sleeping with most of the guys at the PalmWoods. How he wished he could bitch slap that gold digger, but alas Kendall would get mad at him.

So for now he has to sit back while his friend gets used and abused by a skank. Hopefully not for long, he thinks as he watches a look of annoyance cross Kendall's face with a smirk.

5. Airplanes ~ B.O.B.

Tears fell from brown eyes as the owner of them laid on a hill looking at the stars in the fall night sky. Night. That word tore at his heart, because it wasn't that long ago, a couple hours, that someone with that as a name broke him deeply. Tore his heart out and rubbed salt in the wound it left.

-Flashback-

Logan rubbed his hands nervously on his pants as he crept into the room he shared with his best friend, Kendall. He walked over to his bed and collapse on it, sighing sadly.

"Something wrong, Logie?" a voice called from the other bed in the room. He froze, breath caught in his throat along with his voice. "Logie?" the voice said again. He quickly found his voice again.

"I'm fine Kendall," he said quietly, "Except that I'm in love with my best friend who's straight and has a girlfriend." he mumbled under his breathe, thinking the other boy wouldn't hear him. Boy was he wrong.

"What?" Kendall yelled, staring at his friend in disbelief. Logan took a deep breathe calming his nerves. Here he goes...

"I'm in love with you Kendall..." he says quietly, staring at the carpeted floor.

"Get out..." he heard whispered by the younger boy. "W-w-what?" he said scared. "Get out!" his friend yelled.

Logan went into autopilot. He threw on the first shirt and pair of jeans he grabbed, slipped on his vans, and walked out of the room, out of the apartment.

He didn't even stop when he heard his other friends call his name. He didn't stop until he was at the park where they had that snow fight to cure Hollywood fever. There he stopped, dropped to his knees, and cried.

-Flashback End-

Even two hours later he was crying, thinking of how stupid he was to think his feelings would be returned. How he wished he could go back in time to before he said it. Just as his eyes started to dropped, he saw a light streak across the sky, and made good on his wish, not realizing the light was an airplane.