I love A_ M_. I love his eyes. I love his hair. I love how he is taller then me, even if he is younger. I love his jokes. I love his kindness. I love his anger issues. I love how he is from Canada. I love how mysterious he is. I want to learn about him. I really do. I can't forget about him. I can't let him get hurt. If he does, then I hate how I can't go help him because people will know I love him. Sometimes I want to scream my feelings at him and other times, I think he secretly knows. Like right now I want to see his gorgeous dark green eyes and see him smile. The world stops and stares when he does. His smile reminds me of a sunset through bare trees. Something so beautiful that shines through the cold and warms up the frozen souls. I wish he would hug me. I just want to know how it feels to touch him. One time he did, it was the best feeling. It was so soft that shivers went up the sky. Maybe someday he would be mine. I want to be his wife; I think we are perfect together. He wants someone to understand, and I want to understand him and hear everything about him. He wants a pretty girl; I think I'm sensible pretty. He wants an intelligent girl, and I'm very wise for my age. Even when I'm arguing with him, I still smile knowing that I'm at least saying something to him. I just want him to love me. Ever since that one day when I actually saw him I wanted to know more. I wanted to know why he wore a hood inside when he had his sweatshirt on. I wanted to know why people were telling me not to go near him. I only wanted to get closer. Maybe it was the butterflies he gave me when he gave me a shy smile when he handed me my math binder from 6th grade that I still have, with the sparkles in his deep eyes. I can tell when he is faking his happiness and I can tell when he isn't. One day I could tell he was miserable, I told my friend and she said I didn't understand him and that he wasn't. Why would she tell me that when I can just look into his eyes and tell that he didn't want to be there that day? I don't know. All that I know is that he is the most handsome, misunderstood, funny, sweet, and interesting guy I ever met. Any guy who told me they wanted my number or that they liked me, I didn't want to be with them because deep inside I knew that I only wanted to be with him. I love you A_, please love me back.