Hi! I'm back to write another Sesshy/ Kags fic… my fave pairing EVER…if you love this song too, leave a review! It's For You I Will (Confidence) by Teddy Geiger. Enjoy! Oh, by the way, they're in the same level…
Kagome's POV
I suck at physics. I have gotten 3 out of 10 three times in a row. Wow. Precisely why the most perfect guy in our school would NEVER notice me. Because the very subject I suck at? He's the best in it.
The most perfect guy in our school is, first of all, tall. He has really beautiful long silver hair, and because he's so stoic most of the time, he comes across as majorly cool. He's also a prefect, has a PERFECT scholastic record, and is the art club president. For such an emotionless guy, he's actually really good at art. Plus he has practically our whole school's female population tripping over one another just to see a strand of that silky hair of his. I'm just another fan girl to him… or worse… I don't exist in his world.
That's why I fell in love with his half- brother instead. It was useless… countless of times I tried my best to beat him in physics so that he'd notice me, but no…he never did, because I never even passed. His half- brother, however, was so different. He failed physics too, and often went for extra remedial lessons with me. From friendship, it blossomed into puppy love (pun most definitely NOT intended). He already had a girlfriend… and I was still daydreaming about his half-sibling. I still dream of the most PERFECT guy every night… Sesshomaru.
Sesshomaru's POV
Physics. Everyone assumes that just because I'm top in it (like I am in virtually EVERYTHING), I love it. Wrong. I don't love physics. In fact, I hate it. Because it's the only class I share with her.
She is unique. An individualist I've come to admire. The way she blushed whenever she saw the marks on her physics test, the way she would pretend to be all smiles… or the way she attempted to look at me without me noticing… which of course, I did. I can't say I've fallen in love with her. All I know is that I acknowledge her existence, and for a fan girl, that's pretty much an honor.
Kagome's POV
I could only stare blankly at the teacher when she announced my name. No way. She cleared her throat and shot me a death glare that just paralyzed me even more than I already was. "Kagome Higurashi," she called out once more, this time dragging my name with irritation. "6 and a half upon 10." There was a soft round of applause, initiated by Inuyasha. I smiled at him in gratitude and he looked away, embarrassed. After clutching the test paper safely in my hands, I fingered the red 6.5, to see if it was real. This was the first time in history I had passed physics. Nervously, I glanced at Sesshomaru, who was seated three seats from my right. He was smirking to himself, confident that he would get full marks again.
After school, I headed home by myself, whilst listening to my CD player. I was old- fashioned, I knew, compared to the other 'cool' teens that owned Ipod Nanos, but I didn't care. I was an individualist.
'Wandering the streets in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be; nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have'
I quickened my pace. How true… I couldn't have Sesshomaru, as much as I wanted him. I sighed, and concentrated on reaching the bus stop in the quickest possible time. I paused when I saw a figure, toying with what seemed like…hair. After seconds of squinting, I recognized the person as Sesshomaru, playing with a lock of hair. I pinched myself instinctively to keep from laughing. I had always thought only GIRLS played with their hair.
'Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
Round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you what I feel about you'
I ignored the urge to laugh and kept walking till I stood beside the bus stop sign. Sesshomaru merely looked up for a brief nano-second, and then continued to stare somewhere else. I was nervous, being around Sesshomaru, with no other people in sight.
"Higurashi!" he suddenly barked. I leapt partly out of fear and partly out of anticipation. What was he about to say? "Fold up your socks," he muttered coldly, and I obeyed, not wanting to offend him. "You finally passed physics," he noted in a monotone. "Erm… yeah. I…I. It's… not… Its not m- m-y fault t-that I-I… I suck a-at physics," I stammered, pulling at my skirt in desperation. I forced myself to think of Inuyasha, to think of the bus, to think of… the song.
'Forgive me if I stutter
From all the clutter in my head
Cos' I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar; I've crossed you in hallways
A thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall'
He snorted. "I suppose," he replied. I smiled shyly and concentrated on the cracks in the cement. It was better than just staring at the sky, which was precisely what Sesshomaru was doing.
"I'm
gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into
the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For
you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to
try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I
will
For you I will
For you I will
For you"
The bus rolled in, emitting carbon monoxide from the pipe at the back as it parked in front of us. As the lyrics of the song began to fade away, I watched Sesshomaru place a foot on the first step of the bus. "Wait…" I called out, almost stumbling over my own feet. He tilted his head a little to look at me. "What is it, Higurashi?" he snapped.
"Can I… can I sit with you?"
