"Thank You"
.
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If I were a master of words,
To keep quiet would be the best choice;
For no sound, even the songs of birds,
Can seize the essence of what I am to voice.
.
Like the warmth of a travel cloak
And the wind gliding to a lost sailboat;
You held onto me wherever I roam.
You gave free directions so I can find home.
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In the darkness is where I always should be.
Hate and destruction go well with me.
That is why to me you're annoying.
"Now, do you see?" I almost found myself saying.
.
Traces of my mistakes are everywhere,
And "sorry" is not enough of a repair.
Impossible it may to have a second chance,
Yet you embraced everything I am with just one glance.
.
There's a wondrous chaos in me you have caused;
This weakness… I will not show at all cost.
For now, I need to be alone and ponder on what's true,
But I'll leave you a clue by saying, "Thank you."