A really really really short Spamano... one shot...
Gracias, Grazie
I need to tell you so many things, but since I don't have the courage to tell them aloud, I will write them, and I hope you can read this until the end without screaming my name and running to me to hug me. Therefore, please read this and then do whatever you want.
I will never understand why, why you love. I will never comprehend why you want to keep me by your side, I will never understand why after all the harsh words I tell you every day you stand here with me. I honestly won't understand, not even in a million years.
I hope you can understand that even if I don't say it too frequently, well actually I never say it, I thank you for everything and I hope you know it. Every morning you are here with me, taking time to talk to me , to look after me, it doesn't even matter that I have grown up, it does not matter that now I live with my brother, it does not matter the fact that I tell you every day that you don't need to look after me. No, all those things do not matter to you because you want to be there for me.
And now, because of your constant care, I have come to realize that… oh shit… this is so embarrassing, but… I know now, I know why I always feel so confused, why I can't see your smile, why I get so flustered every time you talk to me… all those things happen because…
Damn it… too soon, not ready yet to write it.
So, what I'm trying to say is that I want all those things to keep happening, even if I look like a I don't give a shit about you, even if I seem to hate all your words all your actions, that's not true… I actually like it… and I hope you keep all those weird customs towards me until the end of the times.
So thank you for being here and I'll try to write it now.
I… I love that you are here for me.
I love that you understand me.
I love how you smile to me.
I love you so much that it hurts… so please… accept my feelings because… I really love you, Spain! I really love you, Antonio!