A/N: Hey everybody! The sequel to 'You Can Never Escape Your Past' is here! Before we get started I just wanted to say a few things: 1) If you have not read 'You Can Never Escape Your Past' I would suggest you read that story first to fully understand this one. 2) I might not update as frequently since I'm working on two stories this time but I'll try my best to keep everyone updated! 3) I'm not exactly sure how long this story will be. It mostly depends on how well I can get it to flow so we'll see how it turns out I hope you all enjoy!

Mistakes

Kendall P.O.V.

It had been about five months since we had seen James. I had promised James that we would find him and bring him back and that's what I intended to do. Rose has been helping us track down Dimitri because wherever he was, James was sure to be there as well. Everytime we seem to get a lead or find a trail to follow, it always leads to a dead-end. It was really starting to irritate me.

I've been a little on edge lately, which has resulted in many arguments between the guys and I. I guess this just proves that things aren't the same with just the three of us. "Kendall?" I looked to see Rose walking up to me. I had walked outside to get some fresh air because I was seconds away from snapping at the guys.

"What do you want?" I asked, the question coming out harsher than I intended. "I know you miss him." I looked at her with a curious look on my face. "What are you talking about?" I asked, curious as to who she was referring to. "James. You miss him. That's why you've been so on edge lately." She said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

I let out a sad sigh at the thought of James. "It's more than that. I mean… I promised him that everything would be okay. And now he's off in who knows where with Dimitri! Who knows what's their doing right now!" By the look on her face she clearly didn't have the same worries. "I'm more worried about you right now. I mean if you haven't noticed, you've been acting kinda wacky lately."

"I have not been acting wacky!" I yelled, earning a teasing look from Rose. "Okay, maybe I have been a little on edge lately. But I think I have a right to be! What would you do if one of your friends were turned into a vampire and joined a psychotic vampire?!" She gave me a look that I couldn't quite describe.

"Let me ask you one question. If it had been Logan or Carlos that had been turned and went off with Dimitri, would you still be this worried." The question had caught me off guard, but the sad thing is that, I honestly don't think I would be this worried. I mean, I know I would be worried, but I don't think I would so on edge all the time.

"Wow, nice to know how much we mean to you." Rose and I turned around to see Logan and Carlos standing there with hurt looks on their face. I felt my heart clench at this. "Guys, I-" But of course I was cut off by Logan. "Just forget it Kendall." He spat before walking back into the house. I looked over at Carlos who looked so betrayed that I wanted to cry. I was going to try to explain but he followed Logan back into the house before I got the chance.

I looked over at Rode who was now giving me a sympathetic look. "I'm so sorry Kendall." She said before trying to give me a hug. "Just… don't." I said before brushing past her and walking into the house. I walked through the house looking for Logan and Carlos but didn't see them. I walked to their room to find them sitting there with the same look of betrayal on their faces.

"Guys I'm really sorry about all of this. You know I care about you!" I said, feeling nervous about losing my best friends. "You know what Kendall, I could deal with the fact that you and James are closer than the rest of us. I mean why wouldn't you be? You did meet each other first and have been together practically since birth. But I thought that we at least meant as much to you as James did. But I guess I was wrong." Logan said, anger evident in his voice.

"You've gotta believe me you guys! You DO matter to me! It's just…" I didn't know what to say. I was so confused right now and everything was happening so fast. "Kendall just drop it." He said before pushing me out of the room and slamming the door in my face.

I walked back outside feeling more alone than ever. I could feel the tears starting to burn my eyes. As much as I tried to hold them in, I couldn't stop them from flowing down my face. I tried to think of how things got so messed up. James was off with some psycho, the guys hated me right now, how could things possibly get worse.

I looked up at the sky and noticed that the moon was covered by clouds, making it seem darker than usual. It looked as if a storm was coming. I felt like I was in some cliché movie because the sky matched my mood perfectly right now.

"Where are you James? Things are falling apart here. I made a few mistakes, and I'm kinda screwing things up here and going crazy without you here. I know it sounds cheesy but I guess we really do even each other out and keep one another grounded. I just… I need a sign. I need some kind of comfort right now." I said out loud to nobody in particular. I felt like I was making it seem like James was dead. But I did this sometimes. Talking out loud as if he could hear me was strangely comforting.

I felt a drop of water fall onto my face and took that as my cue to head back inside. I walked to my room and picked up my phone. I scrolled through the contacts and came across James' number. Hit 'call' just to see if it would ring this time but to my disappointment, it didn't. I've been doing this ever since he left. Calling his phone hoping that it would be on but everytime I call it's off.

I let out a sigh before laying down and letting a new wave of sobs take over. I didn't know how much more of this I could take. I was now starting to understand how James felt. Now I didn't really blame him for wanting to take away the pain. As I started to drift off to sleep, I started to wonder if that was the answer to everything.

Well didn't this story just start off with angst. So as you can tell part of this story is going to be focused on Kendall's relationship with the guys and as we get closer to the end there will be ALOT more action in this story than there was in 'You Can Never Escape Your Past' So what's you guys think? Do you think Logan overreacted or did he have a right to get angry with Kendall? Let me know in a review. Please? ;) By the way, I'm not sure when I'll update since I'm working on two stories now but I'll try and update as soon as I can! Until next time!

-Epically Obssessed