Pairing: Addison and Alex

Summary: This takes place at the end of "Wishin' and Hopin'"

Disclaimer: I do not own Grey's Anatomy the genius Shonda Rhimes does

Here she was screwing Mark Sloane for the-well she didn't how many times she had screwed him since he came to Seattle. But here she was screwing him again. This time was different. She didn't like Mark nor was she particularly attracted to him any more. Don't get me wrong he was hot and he was very good at doing what he was doing right now. She wouldn't be screwing him if he wasn't good at it.

No this time she had an itch to scratch and he was so easy to get into the sack. Every other time she was with him she was at least thinking about him. This time she wasn't thinking about him, but rather she was screwing Mark while having very inappropriate and frankly unprofessional thoughts about her intern Alex Karev.

See she was admitting it. She wanted to really be screwing Alex Karev, but wait she wouldn't call it screwing if it were Alex. It would have to be called sex not screwing or any other expletive used to describe sex. Sure the first time might me fast and hard, but after the initial act and the edge had been taken off. She was sure that it would be different with him. She didn't know why she thought that. Maybe it was the things that he would say to her out of no where and were what was making her change her mind about him.

Yes she would admit that he was cocky and that he reminded her of a young Mark, but he was also different. It had to be the way he could soften up with a patient especially the babies, but only when he thought no one was looking. Or the way he purposefully gave Mark a vanilla latte, because Mark was rude to her. She didn't know when it had started that he went from an annoying, cocky intern she couldn't stand to some one she really wanted to get to know and not just as a friend.

So here she found herself screwing Mark again, but this time she wished that it was Alex who was there instead. Not screwing her like Mark was. She was only doing this to relieve some of her sexual frustration having to do with Alex. No she wished it were Alex here making love to her and not screwing her. Wait did she just think the word love. She needed to back up and stop thinking about making love. It was way too soon for that, or maybe it wasn't.

It was too early for that right now. She had no idea what to do about her feelings for Alex or even if they would be reciprocated. I mean she had kissed him and he had kissed back, but then in the linen closet he had said that he wasn't attracted to her. Then all day today they had been having major eye sex with each other and she knew it wasn't just her who was engaging in the eye sex. Alex was certainly giving it back to her. I mean when she had seen him in the clinic with that black shirt. Let's just say she was glad that she had had that oxygen mask on or else she would have been in trouble.

It was that damned eye sex that had led her to where she was now. It had left her hot and bothered and she had needed away to release her sexual urges. So that was why she found herself currently screwing Mark. Don't get me wrong it is good screwing and I have just had the most amazing orgasm, but only because she had wished it was Alex giving her that orgasm.

She knew she had to deal with her feelings for Alex and she knew that it shouldn't be by screwing Mark. So she decided from now on there would be no screwing of Mark no matter how sexually frustrated she was. One thing she knew for certain she was going to get Karev into either her bed or his within the next week no matter what it took. After that they could go from there. She wasn't sure if she saw Alex as being anything more than some one she really wanted to have sex with. She was pretty sure it was more than that for her, but she wasn't sure if it was for Alex. She knew for certain that he wanted the sex just as much as she did, but beyond that she had no idea and she didn't want to get hurt. So she would get him in the sack and then go from there. She didn't care how unprofessional it was right now. All she knew was that she needed Alex and it needed to be soon, or else she didn't know what she was going to do.

She knew that she needed a plan and she needed it right away.

A/N: I am not sure if this is going to be a one shot or if there will be more. That depends on whether people like it and if they review. I will be up front with you all I am in college and I have a hard time getting new chapters done. So if you guys want updates then you need to review, because encouragement does wonders for writer's block. This is my first GA fic so be kind. Please!!!