A/N: If Glee & Gossip Girl were mine, St Berry would be law & all the Dair shit of the 5th season wouldn't exist.
This story is definitely AU. It's kind of Gossip Girl but with Glee's characters in it and with a twist. Hope you enjoy!
Rating : M
Pairings : St Berry, Quick, Fabrevans, Lonely!Finn, Klaine, a little bit of a hint of Seblaine.
Summary:
Jesse and Rachel both love games, they also love each others, but of course they'll never admit it, not with Finn in the picture anyway. When Rachel thinks that loosing her virginity to one curly haired boy is a good idea, things will get pretty heavy. Set in NY. Kind of a GG crossover.
Also, to fit GG's story, Kurt is Quinn's younger brother, she was never pregnant and never dated Finn. Rachel lives with her mother, Shelby, because her dad ran off with another men. Blaine's Jesse's cousin. He lives with him at the Empire (Jesse's father's hotel)
Chapter One, The V-Card.
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- Hello, Darlings. I have the biggest news ever. One of my many sources, Melanie91, sends us this: "Spotted in front of Constance Billard: Rachel Berry, putting a foot inside of Jesse St James's limo." Was it only almost a year ago our Queen B declared War to our Golden Boy? And just as suddenly, their back at their old selves.
- Don't believe me? See for yourselves. -
"Three words, eight letters and i'm all yours". He murmured, pecking and sucking into her neck while playing with her hair. She wanted it badly, very badly. But she didn't want to say it first.
"I am ready" She replied.
He stopped and gave her an odd look.
"What?" He blurted out. It wasn't exactly the words Jesse was waiting for.
She smiled at his confusion "Three words, Eight letters, and you're all mine, right? So, I am ready" she repeated, with a playful spark in her eyes.
"You don't seriously mean it, do you?" He told her- clearly confused.
"You don't know how badly I want this right now, I want you." She retorted in a moan.
"Not Finn, uh?" It was such a turn on for him.
He kissed her deeply before lightly pushing her away. "And then what will you do with the perfect plan you had planned in your head? You know, the one where you and your lousy boyfriend loses your virginities to each other?" He asked sarcastically.
She sighed, clearly unpleased about the choice of topic. "Don't worry about that. It's already destroyed. Finn slept with Santana a week ago, but you already know that, don't you? It was at the Empire. So, no. He don't get to touch me anymore. Can we stop talking about this now?" She pleaded, kissing, then sucking, on his Adam's apple.
He stopped her once again, unwillingly, pulling her away while running his left hand on his curly beautiful hairs awkwardly.
"You knew?" He asked, feeling bad for her.
"Do not pity me St James. And anyway, it doesn't matter anymore. He's an asshole." She said, annoyed.
"Is it just now that you realize the prick he's always been?" He told, laughing awkwardly.
An awkward silence settled between them until Jesse muttered a "Fuck it" and gently pushed her by her hips against the wall. Their lips met passionately.
Fireworks.
Like always between those two. He slithered his hand under her dress and started stroking her hairs, she wrapped her legs around Jesse, letting a groan out of him. At the contact of his hands on her skin she moaned.
"Rach" He whispered. The way he said her name was turning her even more on than she already was. "Condom" He muttered against her lips.
She shook her head and breathed "I'm on pill".
He let a 'oh' come out and asked again "Are you sure? I mean the last time we talked about your fantasy of a first time you wanted epic romance. I don't think that being fucked against a wall can be define as epic romance." He smirked.
She deserves way more, she deserves better. He thought.
She sighed once again. "Yeah well we were talking about Finn at this time, I was 12 and kind of naive. Plus, who said I was going to be fucked, we're gonna have sex because I want it now, that's all." She whispered letting a hint of sorrow in her eyes.
"That's all" He breathed out heavily. She closed her eyes as he pulled her closer to him.
He kept his eyes on hers as he hooked his fingers into her panties and gently pulled them down. She gasped holding her breath as he slided his fingers inside of her leisurely.
"Open your eyes, Rach." He breathed out. She did as he told.
She let a long moan come out which make him a harder than he already was. He leaned down to kiss her, still circling her slit in and out.
She was at the edge of the orgasm.
"Miss Rachel? Mister Finn is downstairs." They heard someone say from downstairs. Dorota.
Jesse automatically stopped, she let a sigh of disappointment come out. He gently put his forehead on hers "Shit." He muttered in his breath. "Go ahead." He whispered bitterly, putting her down.
"I'm not going anywhere."
"Are you sure you don't want to see mister finn?" He asked with a huge smirk on his face.
"Mister Finn will wait." she answered firmly. His smirk just kept growing if it was even possible. "As you wish then." He breathed out, pulling her legs around him again.
"Rachel? Are you here? I'm coming!" Finn asked behing the door. "Shit" She muttered, putting herself down. "What the hell does he want Rach? You don't have to see him now." Jesse asked her. She put a finger on her lips telling the boy to calm down and shut up.
"Uh, I'm not decent right now! Wait a minute, Finn." She said in panic, hiding Jesse in her bathroom.
"I think I can see my girlfriend decent or not. I'm coming." Finn said in a laugh.
"What? You didn't break up with him?" Jesse yelled at her in a whisper. "Not officially. Stop screaming like this he's gonna hear you." She said closing her bathroom's door behind her.
Finn entered the room
"Hey, I asked Quinn where you went after class she wouldn't tell me and Dorota told me that you went out when I asked her if I could see you but then Shelby told me that you were just upsta-"
"What are you doing here Finn?" She cut him, clearly annoyed by the fact that her mother just set her up.
A little giggle came out of the bathroom.
"Uh it's been kind of a while that we didn't talked soooo I thought I could come here and that we could, you know ... do things." He said, pushing her gently by the waist against the wall.
"I thought you wanted to talk." She said harshly, pushing him away. She couldn't look him in the eyes without thinking of him and Santana together, not anymore. It was just gross.
Meanwhile, Jesse was ready to burst out of the bathroom at anytime.
"Oh come on Rachel, you're like the only virgin left at Constance! You're so prude, even with me! We are together since fucking kindergarden for christ sake! I'm getting so frustrated with you!" He yelled at her out of defeat.
"Well if you're getting 'so damn frustrated' why don't you go to Santana you prick? Tell me it's not true." Rachel cried out, pushing him out of her room and slam the door. She could swear she heard Jesse muttering 'asshole' from the bathroom.
She heard across the door "Are we breaking up, Rach?" Finn said softly, more like a statement than a question.
"No shit Sherlock." She said, dryly.
"We can fix this Rach, we don't have to break up!" He blurted out pithily.
"Don't call me that. And no matter what you're saying we're breaking up. Or I'm dumping you. Your call." She said, kind of sadly. After so many years, he was still so clueless of almost everything about her. She was glad that this masquerade was finally over, it didn't seem right to stay with him.
Since kindergarden, she always thought that Finn was the perfect boyfriend and that they'd be together 'til the end of the time but when Quinn told her that her brother, Kurt went to the Empire to see his boyfriend, Blaine, and that he saw Finn and Santana get out of one of the hotel's room, she realized that she was in fact in love of the idea she made of Finn, not of him.
"Who's gonna take you to your perfect prom then? It's in less than a week Rach-uh-el" He howled.
Jesse came out of the bathroom and saw Rachel, sitting on the floor, her head against the door and her eyes closed. She was crying, he just wanted to hold her and never let go.
"Uh? Who's gonna be the king to your queen, Friday?" Finn insisted, pushing the right buttons.
Rachel couldn't respond, she did thought about how the break up would affect her Prom, her Night. It was the main reason on why she didn't break up with him in fact.
"I am." Jesse broke the silence.
. . .
- Why'd she start ignoring him? Why'd she stop? Send me all the deets. And who am I? That's one secret I'll never tell. -
- The only one. -
- XOXO, Gossip Girl. -
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