Gone
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters in this story, as much as I wish I did.
Characters are a little OOC.
Chapter 1
Tony's gone. It's kind of hard to believe. I never even got to tell him how I feel. I've been in love with him for years and now ... I can't even think about it. It hurts me more than anything else ever has. The last time I truly felt like this was when I lost Shannon and Kelly. That was my fault as well. I wasn't there when they died, and now I've failed Tony as well. I seem to lose everyone that I love.
I've loved Tony since I first saw him back in Baltimore. I knew he was different. That's why I brought him back to DC with me. Well, that and the fact that he is a brilliant agent and I can trust him with my life. Hopefully, I will be able to trust him with my heart as well. He just looked so ... beautiful. I know that 'beautiful' isn't usually a word used to describe a man, but he is, with his bright emerald-green eyes, soft brown hair and toned, muscled body. I've know that I'm bisexual since I was fourteen and I told Shannon when I first started dating her. The only people I've never really told is the people I work with. Jenny knows, but that's different since I used to date her. Kate never knew and neither does Tony, Ziva or McGee. They don't need to know. I think that Ziva suspects something, though.
Poor Tony ... we have to find him; I won't be able to rest until we do. I dread to think what he's doing to him as he is already well-known in America for torturing people until they break. I hope that Tony doesn't become broken. Christ he doesn't deserve this. As soon as we find him, I'll tell him. I'll tell him that I can't survive without him, and he needs to know. He needs to know that his boss, Leroy Jethro Gibbs, is completely and utterly in love with him.
I might update this story in a couple of days if people like it.
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