I own nothing but the thoughts. All credit goes to Akira Toriyama(DBZ) and Mariah Carey(All I Want For Christmas Is You). Criticism is always welcomed, thanks! ^_^
I can't take this anymore! How could you decide that I would be fine, your sons would be fine without you? Our poor little boy had the whole entire world depending on his shoulders. Gohan wasn't mentally ready for that, but in the end you really did know what you were doing. Right? Actually, he's turning up to be quite a young man, we definitely raised him right. My motherly senses are saying that Goten will be very similar. All of your friends miss you, dearly and these visions of you will never vanish.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You
Goku, I just can't accept the fact that your gone. Gohan is doing fine with his studies and playing with his little baby brother, at least there's no more chaos in the world to stress over. Christmas is almost here and well... all Gohan has been doing is reminiscing about the days when you were with us. Every time we go out for whatever it may be, there are couples who are planning things together and for their children. It's braking my heart to know that we can't do the same, I'm here on Earth. A young angel in Heaven guarding over us, but we all really need you here.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby
Sitting here in the comforting house that you were once apart of, holding back tears is the toughest fight ever. The boys have your looks so in the end that makes up for it, the oldest says he is very grateful for what he has. He doesn't want any toys for this year, but still his innocent ways remain. The youngest, never knowing of such a wonder person his father was...looks at me then back at the picture frame of our wedding day. We have decorated with everything more beautiful than usual, but it will never be the same without your presence. I know you're somewhere up there thinking about us. Imagine the joy on everyone's face if the number one hero was the present that we all waited for last.
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...
Although I haven't lost hope completely, my motivation has been depleted a lot and there is nothing more that I want for Christmas more than you to be here with your loved ones. Before I would throw out hints for what I wanted, but now there's not a single thing I wish for.
Haha, Goten's pointing at the snow and Gohan has cream on his nose from the hot coco. How adorable! We have Christmas music playing, cartoons running, and I happen to be sitting underneath of the mistletoe. Perhaps waiting for my hero to appear, just for once, be it even for a few minutes.
How lovely that there are carolers outside, so now the boys are humming along. Containing my smile is impossible and maybe setting sometime to think things through brightened my mood. My three precious boys, ha. I love you all, even until death and after.
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You
Oh, I just remembered that Bulma and I were planning a party that will take place on Christmas day. Everyone will be there and we want to do something extremely special to commemorate you. You are the only gift that could ever change things, Goku, we're proud of you! I'm going to take Gohan and Goten out to help with the party, I know your spirit is with us every step that we walk. If you are up there I hope you received this message, I can't wait until we're all united again. Love you, goodbye my handsome angel.