A.N Ok so another one shot song fic. This time it's a Rosalie and Emmett fic. I just thought that Rosalie shuts people out except one. Emmett. The song is Halo by Beyonce. I was a bit doubtful about doing this because of my other fic Bella's Halo. But decided as it wasn't the same song I should be able to get away with it.
Disclaimer : Steph Meyer owns all characters and Beyonce owns the song. Basically I own nothing.
I can see your Halo Emmett.
I have always been something of a closed off person. Even when I was human, I never really felt comfortable letting people in. I don't trust them, if you trust someone enough then you give them power to break you. I don't ever want to be broken.
So I shut everyone out emotionally. Sure I could become good friends with someone but I always held a part of me back, I kept myself protected. I never loved Royce and I never let him see a side of me. When he and his friends attacked me it had confirmed my doubts about people being good, he destroyed my trust in people further.
Carlisle found me and 'saved' me. I was turned into something I didn't want to be and was living a life I didn't want. It caused me to shut people out even more. Carlisle had provided me with a life where I could never have children. I would never grow old with someone I loved. Yes I was thankful that I wasn't dead but I was still angry at some of my opportunities being taken away from me.
I can remember when I went after Royce and his buddies. I made sure that he felt the same fear and pain that I had felt. I wanted him to feel like I did. I wanted him to look into the eyes of the person that was supposed to love him, for better or worse, and know that all hope was gone. That nobody could save him from this hell. He kept begging for my forgivness but I could never forgive him. You see I had realised that it wasn't Carlisle that had damned me to this life. It was Royce. If he had never have 'killed' me then I wouldn't needed to have been turned into this.
With Royce out of my life I fell back into my usual routine. I hid behind my beauty and vanity. Letting people believe that all I cared about was myself and my looks. When in truth it was that I was scared to let them see me. After I found out about Edwards abilities I kept my mind closed as well as my heart. Careful to only think of myself when he was near me. It must have worked because I could feel his disgust sometimes at my thoughts.
Time passed and with each year my heart became that little bit more cold, and the walls got higher. Nobody could reach me. I shut off the world and became distant to Carlisle,Esme and Edward. I hated myself.
Then something happened to melt my heart and knock the walls down. I had been out hunting when I had smelt the most wonderful smell. It was beautiful and human. I followed the smell against my better judgement and heard sounds of screaming. It was a man. As I got closer I saw someone being attacked by a bear. I caught a glimpse of him and my breath caught. He had curly black hair,blue eyes and dimples. He looked like Vera's child from my human years. Without even thinking I pulled the bear off of him and killed it.
I looked down at the human and made my decision. Another selfish decision based on what I wanted. I took him to Carlisle, I will never know how I stopped myself feeding when I was carrying him.
I can remember when he opened his eyes for the first time since the attack. They were crimson. He was naturally scared and uneasy. We explained who and what we were. He told us his name. Emmett McCarty.
At first Emmett couldn't get the grasp of the vegetarian life and did fall off the wagon a couple of times. He felt disgusted with himself each time. The more time I spent with him the more I began to feel myself fall for him.
Emmett had been the first one to admit that he had fallen in love with me and the memory still rings clear in my mind.
Flashback
I was walking along the embankment when I heard him behind me. Emmett. I turned and looked into his beautiful golden eyes. He smiled wildly and stepped closer to me. I sat down at the side not careing if my white sundress was getting dirty.
Emmett sat down beside me.
"What are you doing out here?" I asked
"Well I was looking for you. You see I need to tell you something. I don't really know how to say it or how you are even going to react but I know that I need to say it."
"Say what?" What was he going to tell me?
" The past couple of years I have began to fall for someone and I don't know how she feels back. She is the most beautiful person I have ever seen in my life and just being near her makes me nervous"
I felt a pain deep in my chest and stomach. The one person I loved was in love withs someone else. I didn't know what else to do so I got onto my feet and shrugged.
" I don't know what you want me to say. If you like this human or vampire or whatever that much. That's your problem not mine. I'm not an agony aunt"
Emmett began to laugh manically. He wouldn't stop and for a few seconds I relished in the sound.
" Who....... who do you think this person is?" he laughed
"I don't know nor do I care. I hope that you live a very happy life with her"
As I turned to walk away I felt a hand grab my wrist. Emmett had locked me in his vice like grip. When I turned round to yell at him. I noticed something in his eyes. They had softened and taken on a serious look. This wasn't a look often seen on Emmett.
"Silly Rose. You think I'm talking about someone else? No the person that I have fallen for is with me right here, right now. It's you Rose. I have loved you for years. You are beautiful and kind, even though you try and hide it. You are the sun in my life. Being near you makes me tingle. It's like one half of me is on fire while the other half is perfectly calm. Happy to just be near you."
I was stunned into silence. I couldn't believe that this gorgeous creature loved me and wanted me. So I said the only thing I could.
"Well I guess your lucky. I just happen to love you right back. Emmett McCarty from the first moment I saw you I wanted to be with you. I wanted to be the kind of person that you would love"
My free hand reached up and pushed a lock of his hair out of his face. It trailed down and rested on his cheek. His mouth turned and kissed the palm of my hand. Slowly his other hand slid round my waist and pulled me forward. I was pulled up against him. His head leaned down and his mouth met mine in a gentle kiss. As I threw myself into the kiss I realised that this was home. This was mine and I would never let him go.
End Flashback
I hadn't even realised Emmett was in the bedroom with me until I felt his arms around my waist. I turned my body around on our bed and stared into his face. Here was my angel. We were still as in love as we were all those years ago.
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
He was the only person that really knew me. He was the only one that I let in close enough. He had power over me and I found that I didn't care. He was the only one I could ever let break me and I knew he wouldn't I caressed his face and slowly kissed his lips. Tracing my tounge over his lower lip. Asking for permission to enter. I was granted without hesitation.
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
It's the risk that I'm taking
I aint never gonna shut you out
I was one of the few that got to see Emmetts soft side and he was one of the few that got to see mine. As i kissed him I felt his hands sweep down my sides and rub my thighs before creeping back up to the hem of my top. I raised my arms and he lifted the material off. Emmett moved down my neck and placed feather light kissed on the top of my chest. I moaned and let out a shaky breath.
I unbuttoned his top and found my finger shaking slightly. He shrugged out of it and I let my fingers trail down his chest. Again his mouth found mine.
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over you face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
His hands quickly unbuttoned my jeans as mine done the same to him. He pulled them down with my pants down my legs before taking his own off. His hand lay flat against my chest and he slowly pushed me down onto the bed. I closed my eys as he lay kisses over my body. He was soft and gentle but at the same time demanding.
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to you light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
So pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
The risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out
As he entered me I felt a completness that I only every felt with Emmett. It was like a warm day, a comforting hug, a promise of trust. He was my protector and my best friend. He moved within me gently. Not one did his mouth leave mine.
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over you face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
He kept moving inside of me and rubbing my arms with his hands. I wrapped my legs around him tighter. He was my angel. He was my own personal miracle sent from god. I loved him more than anything in the world. Even myself. I would die for this man.
"I love you Rose" he whispered into my mouth
"I love you more Emmett" I whispered back . He laughed lightly
"Not possible baby" he said
Halooooo Ouuuu
Halooooo Ouuuu
Ouuuuu Ouuuuu
Ouuuuuuuuuuuu
As we both came to our release we hugged each other tighter. Emmett then placed a kiss on my lips then my forehead before rolling off of me. He let one arm lay out on the bed into which I lay on and his hand wrapped around my shoulder. He stroked my arm and kept kissing my head.
"I don't think you know how much I love you Mrs McCarty"
"How much Mr McCarty?" I snuggled my face into the crook of his neck
"To the moon and back. Actually more than that. I will love you forever. You are my wife, best friend and lover. You are the most important thing in my life. What you gotta say about that?"
"Everywhere I'm looking now, I'm surrounded by your embrace. Baby I can see your halo, You know you're my saving grace. You're everything I need and more. It's written all over your face. Baby I can feel your halo. Pray it won't fade away" I sang.
It was a song that we had heard on the radio weeks ago and Emmett had said that it was our song. He was right.
Emmett smiled and held me closer and tighter. We both shut our eyes and just bathed in each others presense.
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I bathed in Emmetts Halo. My angel. My lover. My friend. My husband and the only one to break down my walls.
The End
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Dramione Cullen