The Breakup
It had been two days since the breakup and suddenly everything, everywhere reminded me of him. Suddenly my life was not so perfect. A lot of Shit had happened in the last 48 hours. Serious Shit like a) breakup b) failing c) gaining a lot of weight (a lot means a lot. I don't even want to specify) and d) I had killed my social life
If you are wondering who I am. Let me introduce myself, I'm Courtney Mcadams. I go to Roosevelt High School. And I'm struggling. Everyone at Roosevelt calls me Sexy. Gosh no, I'm making that up. Everyone calls me Adams .Uhm I am 5'5 and I have okayish long black hair. And I'm currently Single that's because my boyfriend Jordon Fitz Broke up with me.
My bestfriend thinks, Jordon did it because he wanted to date Sara Milly, She the new hottest chick at our school. Everyone calls her H (H=hot), that lame right? But my bestfriend Adeline thinks I'm just jealous. Why wont I be jealous after 5 months he broke up with me for some slut? Sara. Jordon and Sara have astrophysics together. I was cool with it last until this happened. Now I know why Jordon changed his club from the football one to astrophysics. He loved football. He had said like long back "Court, the only thing I have ever loved more than football is you" I hate myself for being in all this true love shit and I hate Jordon with a capital H for making me believe in all this. I can go on and on about him but I have a French assignment.
The next few hours I spent studying about France and their Culture. I even listened to slow music. Music reminds me of Jordon. He always listened to all these dumb songs. He loved songs I never understood, songs about sex and drugs. We fought on what to play in the car Linken Park or Taylor Swift. Music was one thing we never agreed on and never will if we talk some day. When we first went on our date, we had this huge argument about music. He said "Courtney change the channel. We wont listen to country music. They are always about heartbreak."
"And what bout your rap music? Everything is not always about sex and sex"
He smirked "sex is better than heartbreak" The next moment he slowly pulled me close and whispered "Do you want to breakup with me already. Is this a sign court?"
I whispered back "Jordon is this a sign that you want me in your bed alre." Before I could complete my sentence his lips were on mine. It wasn't the first time he was kissing me but it felt different. It felt right. My hand reached for her perfect brown hair and my tongue played with his. He pulled me closer and between the kisses he mumered "I" "wanted" "you" "in" "my bed" "since" "the" "day I" "saw" "you".
We couldn't stop making out like two 12 year olds for another hour or two. That night wasn't the first night when I couldn't sleep but that night was the first night when I only thought of Jordon Fitz who wanted me in his bed.
I had to get some sleep before tomorrow. Mom had strictly told me I had to go to school tomorrow. I should quote her "Courtney people leave you, they ditch you for someone else , they leave, they go away, they die but thats life. You have to learn to move on and be strong. If you wont be strong today you can't fight tomorrow. So go to school tom and show Jordon that you hardly care if he lives or die." My mom is real big on her inspiring words. She believes when dad left she became stronger and more independent as a woman. I think that's all an act, she misses dad at barbeques and on thanksgiving. Dad lives all by himself and I spend weekend with him. My brother left lest year to study in Miami. Rudy is a getting his degree while working part time at the some restaurant. He visits us every then and now. I miss him, I miss Rudy.
While I was thinking I received a text. It was Ads aka Adeline
Adeline texted me: c u tom babe
I quickly replied :I don't think I cn come. I cant see Jordon kissin Sara the S.
Adeline: THEY ARENT TOGETHER
Courtney: Jordon wants to hook up with her. 100%
Adeline: Mike told me Jordon isn't into Sara . Mike never lies
Oh so yeah Mike is Adeline's boyfriend and Jordon's best friend. We did double dates and Mike is the sweetest guy I have ever know. Mike hasn't responded to my text because he told Adeline he didn't want to get involved.
Courtney: U sure?
Adeline: C u tom. Wear something hot so Jordon knows You have moved on.
Courtney: Moved on? I think I'm dying and I need an oxygen tank because my heart aint beating which means my heart isn't getting oxygen. That proves my lungs have failed and I shall be dead sooner or later.
Adeline: Shutup Adams. Don't take bio to me.
Courtney: Ads what will I do w/th Jordon
Adeline: Go to sleep Adams. See you tom at 8 Adams
Adeline was my best buddy since the grade 2 and she wasn't like everyone else. She was different and amazing. Last year she got a tattoo
That say "Good girl gone bad" and she drives a motorbike to school. She is the biker chick everyone wants to sleep with. But for me she is just ads, ads the girl who I played Dress-up up when we were 6. She is the one with whom I picked my junior prom dress. She is the same idiot who forgot my birthday and she is the loser who nicknamed me Adams. Yeah so basically she is my life. There was Jordon, well now he's not there so she is everything that is left is Roosevelt and in my life.
I texted back in two: Gn babe.
Even though my life revolved around Jordon, I have to learn to move on, right? I heard my mom shout 'lights off Courtney"
I turned the lights off and lay on my bed thinking about Jordon , our breakup, life , adeline , mom. But mostly Jordon and Sara Milly.