PARADICHLOROBENZENE
JUSTICE
Because of unspeakable loneliness, it's merely self satisfaction.
-C6H4C12-
I sing without knowing the meaning.
I stared down at the bloody corpse before me. A young man, a fine one. He had a good job, good family, and people around him liked him. But I knew the truth.
I dance without knowing the meaning.
His wife was so loyal, and loved him so much. But every night after work, he would go with another woman, laughing with her, having dinner with her, and eventually making love with her. His wife didn't know. His children didn't know. No one knew, except himself, and me.
I hate the rules that binding me. So I escaped, even though I was aware of the consequences.
So I did my job. I punished him. I purified this world. Because no one would do that. There were unseen rules that bind people to punish the ones that deserved it.
Enemy Enemy Enemy Enemy Enemy Enemy Enemy Enemy Enemy Enemy
Sinful people were my enemy. This world was dirty because of them. So I would purify it.
Paradichlorobenzene.
Another day, I was sitting in a café, a cup of coffee was in my hand. I saw a cop was beating an old beggar, shouting to get out of his way. I put down my still-half-full cup.
I won't accept this.
Tonight, my hands were covered with red again. I looked up to the dark night sky. There was still a long way to go.
Evil = Justice
My heart screamed in protest, but with the pulled trigger I shut it down. With the sound of gunshot I covered it.
What am I fighting against?
-C6H4C12-
I'm jealous.
She stared at me. Her gaze was cold and harsh.
Is there any meaning of this song?
She answered,
There's no meaning to this song.
Is there any sin to this song?
There's no sin to this song.
Is there any meaning to benzene?
There's no meaning to benzene.
Is there any sin to benzene?
There's no sin to benzene.
Her gaze never left me. It pierced through me with such a strong force.
The meaning to this song is…
She kept silent. I was urged to finish the sentence.
Benzene.
She looked disgusted. The night wind blew her blonde hair gently.
I'm jealous.
She spit to the ground at the words.
I realized that what I had been doing was just hypocrisy.
My hands trembled on the thought. I'd realized it from long time ago, but I decided to ignore it, to reject it, to pretend that it wasn't there.
What value do I have for living?
The wind blew harsher. If the silent was kept much longer, maybe I would end it all.
I'm jealous. I'm jealous. I'm jealous. I'm jealous. I'm jealous.
Of what? She spoke up with the same cold voice.
Of the people who don't commit sin.
Her lips curved into a cruel smile.
Then you're a fool.
Paradichlorobenzene.
Author's note:
Listening to Paradichlorobenzene and Antichlorobenzene now.
I made this fic in my free time so, sorry if it's weird.