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Living for his sake
Chapter 1: I believe in you
Zero's point of view
It was a full moon when he left to another country, before he left he told me: "So that our relationship will survive, I must leave. But don't loose hope I will return by your side, no mater what
happens my eternal love". These were the last words he whispered to me. I was confused. We were very happy together and no one had tried to break our relationship apart. Also he always
said to me that he loves me more than anything in that world and that he will never leave me alone. It was like he broke his promise. But I didn't loose hope. So that I will find him in the
future, first I finished school, and then went to West so that I will find him. He went it the opposite direction, to mine. The chairman was worried for me that I went searching for him. I was
able to understand why he was worried. But I couldn't wait for him any longer.I had to find him no matter what happened. I had hoped that I will find him alive. When I started my journey I
was already twenty years old. I didn't take a car; I decided to walk until I find him. Every time I would get in a city I would get a job and a girlfriend. Even thought I had slept with countless
of girls but none of them made me happy. They were only so that time will pass faster. A year already passed noticing I wrote a diary. But, when I started reading it once again I observed
that I have written my thoughts of him, the person who left me alone, that cruel pureblood that stole my body and soul, the one named Kuran Kaname. I was about to cry after I finished
reading my journal. It was really sad that I was all alone reading it.I wished that I could show him in the near future if we met. After I read what I wrote I continued my journey. Every time I
was in a new city I would meet only great people. They were always happy and they had a kind heart. It felt like there was always someone that guided me to them. But, what surprised me
the most was that I didn't meet with a vampire. No matter where I was, the only vampire was me. It was very hard for me to understand why. But, what if it was related to Kaname's reason
for leaving? But I didn't have the answer to that question. Maybe it was best for me to wait the answer to the question than rushing the answer. I decided to write what I did in every city in
my journal so that when I will get bored I will read what I did, besides thinking of him and maybe I will also read what I wrote to Kaname too. So that he will know what I had to endure in
my journey.
Three more years have passed. I still looked like a teenager even thought I was twenty-four years old. I still didn't find any trace of him even thought I traveled so much. It was like he
disappeared from Earth. But I still didn't loose hope. But, now I had to pass the desert. I didn't have too much water and almost no food left. It was almost impossible to walk to the other
side of the desert, but I had to give it a try. Exactly when I was at the half of the desert I fainted. This was the last thing I remembered. But, when I woke up I was in a room. The bed was
comfy and someone put on my forehead a cold handkerchief. I turned my head around so that maybe I could get to see who the person that saved my life was. But, I couldn't see anyone. I
was alone. But, when I turned with my head back I saw him, the one that I was searching for. I was so happy that I hugged him. I didn't know what to say to him. I was so happy that I
didn't want to let go of him even if it was a dream. Kaname took my arms and then kissed me. When our lips touched my tears started flowing on my cheeks because too much time passed
since I felt his cold lips against mine. But, my happiness didn't last long. After we kissed Kaname said that he has to go now and that we will surely meet some time in the future. As he licked
my tears and gave me a good-bye kiss on my forehead. All I could think of was that, once again he is leaving me behind one more time, in the darkness. Leaving behind only his scent and
the coldness of his lips on mine.
End of chapter 1
I hope that you, (the reader) liked the first chapter. It was kind of sad, don't you think? Well the idea for this fan-fic came while I was looking on the walls and listening to Kings of Leon-Closer. Please Review & fav.
Next chapter: Will I be able to save him?