I try to make it through my life
In my way
There's you
I try to make it through these lies
that's all I do
Tifa ran up the hill, trying to erase the memories. But every night her dreams turned to fire and silver. There was only one way to ease them. She hurried because she wanted it over with.
Just don't deny it
just don't deny it
and deal with it
yeah deal with it
"You're late."
"I hate you. Why would I worry about punctuality?"
When had it come to this? Why couldn't she stop?
"No. You hate yourself for loving me."
"Let's just do this! I need to get back!"
You try to break me
You wanna break me
Bit by bit
That's just part of it
Tifa stared into green eyes cat-like eyes. They seemed to get brighter with physical exertion; and how amazing that exertion was. She leaned back into the rock wall her bare back was pressed against, tears slipped from her eyes as her mind shut down. She hated thinking at times like these; her traitorous mind would show her images of why she shouldn't be here.
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
I don't care,
And all the things You left behind
I don't care,
I don't care
"Go jump off a cliff."
Chuckling and a silencing kiss were her only response. She moaned when calloused hands slid down her bare, sweaty skin and gripped her most intimate areas hard enough to leave marks there to join others from previous couplings with the monster she was currently bedding.
I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But you're eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting tired of this shit
I've got no room when it's like this
what you want of me
just deal with it
"Why can't you just leave me be." He answered her half-hearted complaint with his usual response.
"Why do you keep coming back?"
"Because I hate you! I'm planning to kill you the moment opportunity presents itself!"
"Liar. If that were really your plan then you've failed more times than I've bothered to remember."
So
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind
I don't care
I don't care
"Tifa where were you last night? I woke up and you were gone!"
"None of your damn business Cloud!"
"Geez. I think I hit a nerve."
"Don't worry Cloud I can take care of myself!"
Nothing can care about, Nothing can care about
you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me
"Stay."
"No."
"Please."
"… Only for a little while."
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
I don't care,
and all the things you left behind,
I don't care,
I don't care
"I love you."
"So you finally admit it."
"Do you?"
"No."
I always knew. But I had to hear it from his mouth to really believe it.
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care
(Nothing can care about, nothing can care about)
I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care
(you won't be there for me)
I don't care
At all
"Sephiroth…"
"Yes Tifa?"
"Fuck you."