Disclaimer: I do not own Bella, Edward, or any other characters. I do not own the best books in existence, Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse. Stephenie Meyer does. I just own the plot of my story.

Those three days were the most painful days of my life.

Oh, I knew the feeling of fire in my veins, so you would think that it would be less painful.

But it wasn't at all. However, I had one person to stay with me through all of the fire, my Edward. We have gotten married and he was just the most amazing person that I have ever met. Now, to cope through my first year as a newborn. Ugh.

"Bella, love, you will have to listen to me. I know that it's odd to have the sudden urge to have blood, but we'll get through it. I promise." He grabbed my hands and looked into my now coal black eyes with his golden melting stare, which would have usually made my heart start stammering.

But, I did not have a heart. I know that was one thing i would have to sacrifice to be with Edward forever. I would sacrifice everything if I had to. I love him and that's the thing that keeps me going.

"We have to go hunting right now." Edward suddenly broke my train of thought.

"Why? Do you think I can't handle it? Because I can. I am." I said, while trying to make an attempt at an angry expression.

Edward started laughing. Oh. Bella. You are so beautiful. Even when your face is very humorous.

"EDWARD! Oh my god, I can hear what you're thinking!" I exclaimed.

"Are you sure Bella?" Edward said. He looked at me as if he was the only one who could read other people's minds.

"Yes, I am sure. You're not the only vampire who has that ability." I snorted.

Edward laughed. "Silly Bella, you haven't changed one bit!" He grabbed me and crushed me against his marble chest.

He leaned down to kiss me. However, this kiss was different.

It was my first kiss with him as a vampire. He put a lot more enthusiasm and force into this kiss. As if he had nothing to lose. Which, I guess, he didn't. He couldn't break me, now. I was stronger than him!

Stronger than Edward.

Stronger than Emmett.

Which reminds me, Edward asked me once to challenge Emmett to an arm wrestling match while I was a newborn, to teach him a lesson. Oh, that sounds like fun.

The kissing continued. I never thought that it would be this enjoyable. His cold lips moved along with mine. it was amazing. I had to brake free and take a breath, even thought I didn't have too, but it was a habit. I was getting dizzy.

Edward pulled away, while keeping my hands cradled in his, and gave me my favorite crooked smile that would have usually made my heart stop. I hope he did't miss that too much about me. As if he knew what I was thinking, which he probably did, judging by my face, he looked into my eyes and said:

"Bella, there are a few things that I miss about you when you were human. For example", he took his hand away and brushed it against my cheek," this would have made you blush that beautiful scarlet. I will miss that. And your heartbeat. I seemed to have been attuned to it. But those are the things that I can sacrifice. All I want is you. I love you. Your beautiful face, the spark in your eye when you figure me out, your crazy ideas. Those are all of the things that make me love you. Always remember that. You are my life. You are my everything."

I started tearing. I love it when he says things like that. He is the only man I know that would ever say that. I am so happy that I met him. I probably would've been stuck with Mike Newton. Ugh. How fun that would be.

" Edward, you know I love you too. Very much. You are the love of my existence. And I hope to spend every moment with you. But, I really need to go hunting. Would you show me the ropes?"

Edward chuckled. "Of course, my love. What would you like to start with? Deer, bear?"

"Hmm… deer sounds good. Now how do I do this…?" I wondered.

"It is actually very simple. All you do is follow the scent of your prey, and go after it. Jump onto it and sink your teeth in. Drain the creature and start again." Edward said this as if it was very normal. Which I guess it was, to him at least. Oh, how I was afraid to kill an innocent animal. What did the deer ever do to me? But then, I smelt it. The blood of the deer. I could taste the venom in my mouth, my throat going dry. It was inhuman, the way I was thinking. All I could think about was I have to kill that animal.

Before I knew what I was doing, a dead deer lay before me, eyes wide open in shock, blood drained out of its body. The blood tickling down my throat felt amazing. It was as this was the fuel that kept me going.

"Bella, love?" Edward suddenly said.

"Yes, Edward?" I replied while licking my lips.

"You have to bury the body. Or else, people will think a monster did this! Which, one did. But no one needs to know that." He gave me a wink.

A few hours of hunting later, it was time to go. I felt much, much better. When we got back, I noticed that my eyes were also very warm and golden. Hah! The Cullens are not the only ones who can dazzle. Hey, that's a good idea! Let's test this out, and see if I really am a beautiful vampire.

"Edward?"

"Yes, Bella love? What would you like?"

"I was wondering if I could test a theory…"

"You still have more theories?" Edward sighed, and then laughed. "Of course, we can, Bella. Now what is this theory?"

Hope you liked it! This was my very first fanfic!! More coming soon, revieww !