Lovesick
AN: a Christmas present for DGM-Yaoi-Lover! Enjoy!
Once again, my favourite kind of Allen here~ unsure and almost shy at first then rough and dominant (though still not on top) and sexy! :D enjoy!
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`Yuu, I think I'm dying.``
"Good." Kanda replied, not looking up from the book he was reading.
"I'm serious!" Kanda sighed and put his bookmark in place, wondering why Tiedoll kept letting Lavi into their house.
"Okay, fine, I'll bite... why do you think you are dying?" Lavi sat on Kanda bed and sighed, running a hand through his hair.
"Well... I've been feeling... weird for the last few weeks... I thought I would just go away but it didn't..." Kanda's eyebrow raised slightly in concern that he wasn't going to voice and he made a sound in the back of his throat, indicating to Lavi to continue.
"I sometimes get these like... weird mood swings... like, I'll be walking on air one minute and the next I'll feel like everything I want is out of my reach... and sometimes, I'll just get this feeling in my stomach, like I'm sick, but its more... like I'm so nervous I'm going to puke."
"When do you usually feel this?" Kanda asked, faking boredom.
"Usually when Allen is around..."
"Come again?"
"Whenever I'm near Allen... I don't understand why though... it just seems worse when I'm near him, but I want to spend as much time as I can with him..."
"Are you fucking retarded? Seriously, were you dropped on your head as a young child?" Lavi looked up at Kanda in surprise and confusion.
"Um.. no? not to my knowledge..."
"You seriously don't know what that is?"
"No! I've checked every medical textbook I can find and like, a million different websites and I can't find a damn thing!"
"My god... and people say you're the smart one..."
"Well my grades are quite a bit higher than yours Yuu-Chan..."
"Even so, you're a fool." Kanda rolled his eyes as Lavi huffed indignantly, pouting at the other boy.
"Well if you know so much, you mind telling me what you think it is?"
"You're in love you moron."
"..." Lavi blinked "Excuse me?"
"You... are... in... love..." Kanda repeated with and irritated huff.
"With who?"
"Who the hell do you think?"
"... Wait, you're saying I'm in love with Allen?!"
"No, you're in love with the god damn Easter bunny. Yes you're in love with the moyashi idiot!" Kanda snapped, wondering how even he, the least emotional person in the world, could know Lavi was in love with Allen, yet Lavi didn't.
"That's impossible! Allen and I are best friends! I can't be in love with him!"
"Why the fuck not? You like guys don't you?" it wasn't like the fact that Lavi was gay was a big secret, but Lavi preferred to keep people who weren't very close to him in the dark.
"Well... yeah I mean, duh, but... Allen is just a kid... and we've known each other for like... ever! I can't... be in love with him..."
"You're an idiot. The fact that you two have been so close for so long is the reason you like him dumbass." Kanda crossed his arms and glared meaningfully at the redhead.
"B-but... even if I... did love him, which I'm not saying I do! He... isn't gay..." Kanda scoffed, rolling his eyes dramatically as Lavi glanced at him.
"Che... Lavi, that kid is so far in the closet I don't think a nuclear war will make him come out." Kanda deadpanned and Lavi sweat dropped as he stared at Kanda with a sceptical eyebrow raised.
"Yuu... I really don't think that's the case..."
"Wanna bet?" Lavi's inner rabbit ears perked up and he grinned.
"A bet?"
"Yeah. A bet. I bet that the moyashi is so such a fucking faggot that he makes a circle look like a straight line." Lavi laughed and nodded.
"Okay, but if I win, and he's not gay, then you have to kiss Lenalee." Kanda paled.
"No fucking way! Koumi will slaughter me!"
"Are you saying you're scared of a bet Yuu-Chan?"
"Hell no!"
"Then you'll do it then, yeah?" Lavi grinned as Kanda's face worked before nodding stubbornly.
"Fine. But if I'm right and he is gay, you have to kiss Lenalee."
"Wh-what!? But I don't like girls! And Koumi will kill me! You like her at least!"
"So you're scared then?" Kanda countered, using Lavi's words against him and smirking and the redhead scowled.
"Fine, it's a deal. How are we going to find out of he's gay?" Lavi huffed, crossing his arms like a pouty three year old.
"That's up to you moron. I'm not trying anything."
"Well fine then! I'll prove to you that I'm not in love with Allen, because he is not gay!" Lavi's fist pumped into the air and Kanda sighed, shaking his head in annoyance as he rubbed his temples.
"Great. Get the fuck out of my room."
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Allen shifted uncomfortably as Lavi stared intensely at him from across the table of the cafe they were in.
"What?" Allen finally sighed, breaking the uneasy silence.
"What do you mean what?"
"What are you staring at?"
"You."
"I can see that. Why are you staring at me?"
"Because I need to figure something out."
"And what pray tell would that be?" Allen asked, stirring his sugar laden tea with a bored expression.
"Cant say, I would lose the bet then."
"A bet? With who?"
"Yuu-Chan. Whoever loses has to kiss Lenalee."
"Yikes..."
"Yeah, that's why I'm pretty intent on winning."
"Hmm... well I don't want to see you get slaughtered, so I'll help you." Allen smiled, though it faltered slightly as a grin spread across Lavi's cheeks.
"Okay then! Come with me!" the redhead jumped up and dragged the younger boy by the wrist from the cafe. Allen sighed as he allowed himself to be stuffed into Lavi's car, wondering what he had gotten himself into.
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"L-Lavi... remind me again... what does this have to do with the bet?" Allen asked, his cheeks an attractive red as the scantily clad male models strutted down the run way. The white haired brit was really starting to wonder if this was a fashion show or a strip club- was that man in a firefighter costume?
"You'll find out soon enough Allen~." Lavi smiled, glancing at Allen in the hopes of being able to keep his manly composure. Of course that didn't really help, seeing as Allen was ogling them with a face that was red as a strawberry (which is a very sexual fruit), and biting his lower lip in a way that Lavi found unbearably attractive.
'Ho shit. I think I might just be in love with him after all!' Lavi swallowed thickly, glancing around the room for something to focus on that wouldn't put him in a rather uncomfortable situation.
'Why must this room be full of sexy gay men!?' Lavi groaned mentally as he closed his eyes.
"C-can we leave? I feel so incredibly awkward right now its not even funny." Allen pulled on Lavi's jacket and the redhead grinned.
"Why would you feel awkward Allen? It's just a fashion show."
"I-err I mean umm... w-well look at what they're wearing? It's making me feel-"
"Hot and bothered?" Lavi supplied helpfully.
"Yes. I mean NO! No, it's just weird..." Allen fidgeted as Lavi nodded.
"Okay, that's fine, lets go~" they walked out of the room and through some halls before they arrived back outside and Allen sighed in relief as the fresh air filled his lungs.
"Okay, so now we move on to the next activity~"
"N-next... activity?" Allen looked incredibly nervous and Lavi just grinned.
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"Oh my god..." Allen muttered in horror as he looked around the dimly lit shop, eyes widening as they rested upon a section dedicated to –ahem- toys. Lavi seemed oblivious to Allen's shaking hands as he thrust something on a hanger into the poor boy's hands.
"Hold that will yah?" Lavi grinned as he turned back to the racks of clothing he was going through. The younger of the two slowly looked down at the article of clothing that had been pressed into his grasp.
A pair of leather pants without a back.
Allen yelped and dropped the pants as he stumbled back, blushing madly and imagining Lavi in said article of clothing. Lavi leaned against the clothing rack with an amused look on his face as Allen cover his face with his hands to hide the blush as he knocked into a shelf full of –ahem- toys, squeaking in surprise and backing away from the deviant items, tripping over the pants and falling into Lavi's waiting arms.
"You alright there moyashi?" Lavi tried not to sound amused, he really did, but he failed. Epically.
"M-my name is Allen!" the flustered boy snapped, his face hot as he realised Lavi was practically holding him.
"I know, but I like messing with you."
"W-well st-stop!" Allen pushed himself out of Lavi's arms and glared half heartedly at him, "C-can we leave please? I'm really uncomfortable here."
"Oh~? Why is that?"
"Because it's a shop for gay sex toys!"
"If you're straight, why would that bother you?"
"B-because I'm... I'm not gay! And... And I'm not really... much of a sexual deviant anyway... t-t-toys are a b-bit much." Allen blushed as hard Lavi was starting to wonder if his head was going to pop. The redhead laughed and casually put an arm around Allen's shoulders.
"Awww Allen, you're too cute! It's not like we're going to play with the toys~ I'm just looking at some of the outfits here~" Allen choked on his own breath as Lavi picked up the leather pants and help them in front of him.
"What? Don't you think I would look sexy in this?"
"I... I um... I'm not going to answer that..." Allen looked away from the madly grinning rabbit. 'Ohhh~ looks like I might just lose the bet...' Lavi thought, unsure if he was upset with that or not.
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"L-Lavi... look, would you please just take me home...?" Allen covered his face with one hand, trying to block out the sounds of the couple beside them at the 'restaurant' as they made out passionately. Now, normally Allen wouldn't really notice this much, but this two just so happened to both be male, and were getting rather rambunctious.
"Why Allen?"
"Well you've been trucking me around all day to places that make me distinctly uncomfortable and I just want to go home and... I don't know watch porn to reinforce my masculinity. Or something. Whatever." Allen was already so uncomfortable that saying something like that really wasn't going to change anything.
"Awww come on Allen, I don't know why you would be uncomfortable here, it's just a cafe-"
"In which we are the only two not making out, and there are no females in the room." The waiter arrived with their ordered drinks and winked seductively at Allen before smiling and stalking away.
"And the freaking waiter, who is also male just winked at me- Lavi... take me home. Please." Allen was ready to get down on his knees and beg at this point, though, considering the place they were at; being on his knees might not have been a very good idea.
"Okay, okay fine, just finish your soda and we'll go okay?"
"Fine." Allen sucked on his straw sulkily, fighting the urge to cover his ears to block out the sounds around him. With a final slurp, Allen downed his soft drink and glared at Lavi with a distinctly uncomfortable look on his face.
"Okay. There. Let's go. Like, now." Allen basically dragged Lavi out of the coffee house and back to his car, a dark red blush creeping up his neck.
"You okay Allen? You seem flustered."
"I am flustered! I've never see so much..." he searched for the right word that wouldn't offend his friend and Lavi chuckled,
"Gayness?"
"Y-yeah... Gayness... in one day!" Lavi started up the car and they drove to Allen's house, which to his own horror wasn't any more than three blocks away from the cafe.
"Does it bother you?" Lavi asked quietly as they walked into Allen's apartment complex. Allen paused in unlocking his door, looking thoughtful.
"Not as much as I thought it would have... but it made me feel weird."
"Weird how?"
"I don't really know... just... weird..." Allen flushed and turned away from Lavi as a grin spread across his face.
"Like it was natural to be around?"
"... I-I guess... a little like... that..." Allen fumbled with his keys, keeping his gaze away from the taller redhead.
"Make you wonder if you are gay?" the keys fell to the ground from Allen's shaking hands and he bit his lip.
"I... I'm not... gay..." Allen's protest was weak and Lavi knew he had lost the bet. 'Damn... I really hope Koumi won't kill me...'
"It's not a bad thing if you are. I would be really happy if you were actually." Timid grey eyes looked up at him from beneath snowy bangs as Lavi leaned against the door frame with a smile.
"Y-you would?"
"Yeah, because then I could tell you how much I like you." Allen sucked in a sharp breath, staring up at Lavi in surprise.
"L-like... me?"
"Yup... Yuu-Chan thinks I'm in love actually... but one cannot really be sure unless they talk to the person."
"L-love...?" Allen swallowed thickly, biting his lip worriedly as he processed what Lavi was telling him. The redhead could see the indecision in Allen's eyes so he advanced on the younger boy, gently cupping his cheek as he leaned in close.
"Would you like to try and see if maybe you feel the same way?"
"I-I... a-are you s-sure that's how you feel L-Lavi?"
"I'm always sure Allen..." Lavi smiled gently and pressed their lips together in a chaste kiss. The fluttery feeling in his stomach intensified for a moment before disappearing as Allen didn't push him away. The boy stiffened, feeling something akin to electricity shoot down his spine as their lips met, and he shyly starting moving his mouth against Lavi's. Allen's heart sped up and he felt dizzy with happiness, and when Lavi pulled back after a moment, Allen yanked his head back down and roughly assaulted his lips.
Lavi was surprised by Allen's actions to say the least, but quickly got over it and kissed back, loving the feeling of Allen's hands running though his hair as the boy pressed his body closer. Lavi's hands slid down Allen's lithe body and rested on his hips. The smaller boy gasped lightly and Lavi took the opportunity to slide his hot tongue between those perfect lips. Their tongues battled for dominance as Allen reached behind them, blindly groping for the doorknob and twisting it open. They stumbled backwards into the apartment, never breaking contact as Lavi kicked the door shut. Allen wasn't sure what happened but they found themselves on the couch with Lavi straddling Allen, hands touching everywhere as they made out.
The both froze as someone pounded roughly on the door.
"Oi, bean sprout! Open up!" Kanda growled through the door.
"Maybe if we're really quiet he'll think I'm not home and go away..." Allen whispered, doing his best to ignore the nickname.
"I know you're in there moron, Lavi's car is in the parking lot! Open the damn door!" Allen sighed and pushed on Lavi's chest, moving out from under the pouting redhead.
"What do you want BaKanda?" Kanda took in Allen's appearance as the boy opened the door and grinned wolfishly.
"I win rabbit." He smirked at Lavi as he walked up behind Allen and rested his chin on the younger boy's shoulder.
"Yeah, I know. Go away."
"Che... fucking gay ass homos..." Kanda muttered rolling his eyes as Lavi's arms wrapped around Allen's waist.
"You would like it if you tried it Yuu!"
"I would rather rot in hell." Lavi pouted as he pulled Allen back into the house, shutting the door as Kanda stormed away.
"Such a party pooper..."
"Maybe so, but at least he's not at our party." Allen grinned at Lavi before crushing their lips together again.
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AN: ^^ happy Christmas everyone!