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Warning : Language, druge use, underage drinking, self-mutalation, death, suicide attempts

Summary : The death of a loved one is always hard to deal with. The death of the only family member your close to is tragic. haley James just lost her brother. She's falling and fast. She's cutting and drinking. Her grades are falling and she;s shutting everyone out. Cocaine? There;s a line in front of her. It could help ease her pain. Someone she barely talks to is her only hope at being saved. But what if she doesn't want to be saved? What goes on behind closed doors? She's locked her door, dried her tears, and blasted her music. When the song ends, will her life end with it?

A/N : This is a SPN (Supernatural) crossover. Haley is a bit like Peyton with the whole webcam and rock music thing.

Invincible - Prolog

Haley Dawn James was the most popular girl in Tree Hill High. She had it all. She made good grades. She was captain of the cheer squad. She had amazing friends and was dating captain of the basketball team. She had good looks and a perfect body. She had money. She had singing talent. She also had a dark past. And an even darker future.

This is the story of Haley James. The story of the drugs, the booze, the sex, the self-mutalation. This is the family problems. The abuse. The death of her brother. And the suicide attempts. This is the ugly truth. This is the truth.

Music drowned out the voices of Lydia and Jimmy James. They were once again fighting. They seemed to be fighting a lot this week. Haley picked up a shirt and covered her webcam. She opened one of her desk drawers and pulled out a razor. She placed the blade to her skin and pushed down. Once blood started to trickle to the surface she dragged it across her arm.

They were fighting about Haley's behavior. About her falling grades. About her attitude that had drastically changed. She knew what they were really fighting for though. They were fighting about Michael's death again. It had been a month since she last went to his grave. A month and a half since he died.

Snow was falling heavily as the wind harshly kicked it around. The tempature was steadily dropping as the sun set. Normal people were inside where it was warm. One person could be found outside though.

She stood in front of Michael's grave. The cold air cause the exposed skin of her face, hands, and knees to turn a bright pink. She didn't feel it though. She was to numb. She hadn't felt anything in two weeks. He had been gone those two weeks. She didn't want to believe it. He couldn't be gone. He had to be here to save her because Chris couldn't.

Tears welled up in her eyes and her knees buckled. She would have fell to the ground but two strong arms wrapped around her waist and held her up. She turned around in the arms and looked into his eyes. It was her brother Logan. She balled her hands into fist and hit him the chest over and over again. "It... should... have... been... you... not... Michael." Her words came out in between sobs.

Ryan got out of the car and ran over to them. He took Haley out of Logan's arms and hugged her tightly to his chest. After she stopped crying and was merely hiccupping he lead her to the car.

Haley pulled an oversized black hoodie over her pajamas and opened her bedroom window. She crawled out it without anyone noticing. She walked in the cold dark to the apartment she seemed to always end up at.

Chris was leaving to follow his music soon. She wasn't sure what she would do then. She would probably start going to Sams. Sam was the only person besides Chris Keller and Rachel Gatina, who was MIA, who knew about Haley's problems.

Tree Hill was to small of a town for anything to stay secret for long though. Starting Monday her 'perfect' world would come undo. She only prayed to every god she could think of that she had the strength to handle it.

A/N : Hopefully this makes it look more organized. I decided to combin the first chapter and the prolog together. It makes everything look a little more put together.