HI! Ok im trying this its been in my head for a while ive been inspired by movies and other fanfictions with this one! Note I do not own raise of the guardians or anything! Im just getting my word out there! This will be rated m and will contain rape so dont say I didnt warn you!
Darkness thats all I could see. It was silent and freezing. And I was so scared. Then I broke through the ice. And there was the moon smiling down on me and I didnt feel so scared anymore. I landed on the ice, it resealing it self when my feet touched it. I looked down at myself. I had long white hair reaching the back of my knees and it curled around my face. I looked down at my pale white hands my fingers long and girly looking. I was wearing brown leggins and a brown coat looking thing it was covered in ice and my feet were bare but I wasnt cold I knew in my mind that I should be cold but I wasnt. My skin was coated in ice. My breasts seemed to be bound down like I was trying to hide them.
"you are jackie Frost or as all will know you as jack" I looked around shocked before I realized the moon had spoken to me.
"what am I meant to do?" the moon never replied. I signed and started to walk when my foot hit a staff. I looked down and picked it up as I picked it up frost flew up the tip. Hmmm I thought. I tapped a tree with it and it froze. I giggles and ran about freezing stuff when the wind caught me and threw me up. I cried out but soon realized that I could control it I flew to a village, and landed falling over giggling. I stood up and brushed my self off, wondering why I was wearing male clothes when I was female. I waved hello and asked when I was no one answered me. I started to freak out, when a child ran through me. I burst into tears, terrified. Why could no one see me? was I dead? Why cant I remember anything? tears froze as they ran down my face.
"such Delicious fear you have my dear" I jumped and looked around to see a man wearing all black stepping out of the shadows, an evil grin on his face, his gold eyes shinning. I took a step back my fear getting worse.
"Y-you can see me?"
"why of course I can my dear for the same reason you can see me, we are the same" he started to circle me like bird. "hmmm Fresh? A winter sprite? Thats rare, mother nature must be sick of doing all the seasons herself. Probablly very powerful." he grabbed my face and moved it into the light of the fire so he could see my face. "such big beautiful ice blue eyes. I even see a snowflake in there." I start to shake and tug my face away but I pull too hard and fall on my butt
"dont touch me"
" interesting you dress like a boy and yet your a girl….. what are you hiding from hmmm? I shall have fun with you my little snowflake. When im done no one will know your a girl." he grins and I stand up to run off and I take off running as I run away he shouts. " I will always find you Jackie! And I will make sure no one will ever know who you really are my girl! No one but me shall know your a girl! And I will make you mine!" I ran as fast as I could a hid in a cave trying to catch my breath. I deiced I needed to stay away from him. I looked around and hid till morning, and thats when I started my duties as the bringer of winter. No one told me what to do. I just knew. In the fall I would paint the leaves and winter I would bring snow and ice and the cold. As time moved on I never saw the man again but I knew he was there. His name was Pitch Black and because of him, I stayed as jack frost, everyone thought me to be male so I dressed the part, I pulled back my long white hair and hid it under my clothes, and wore male clothes. It wasnt till 1968 that I saw Pitch again… he got me and did unspeakable things that caused me to cause a massive blizzard that the Easter bunny got so mad at. Bunny didnt like me very much. We fought a lot since that day, I just let him get mad at me, how do you explain your really a girl and was raped by the boogy man? You dont thats how. I just locked all it up in my heart and kept laughing and joking around and pulling pranks making me look like a carefree prankster.
~300 years since the pound~
I looked around a giggled having funny making a snow day for jamie and his friends. I had no idea why but I loved jamie I felt close to him, maybe its because I have seen his family line. I vowed to protect them after a few days after I woke in the pound I saw a sad family go to the pound with a sobbing little boy crying about his sister. Since then I have watched over his family trying to keep them smiling. After Jamie walked through me again I sighed and flew up to a telephone wire freezing it and looked up at the moon.
"what am I doing wrong? ive done everything and they still dont see me! Please tell me what to do!' the moon didnt answer, he never did. I sighed and pulled my hood up covering my face when sand man 's dream sand shot all over giving the kids dreams. I smiled and shoved my hand through it causing my favorite animal the dolphin to jump out. I giggle as a I watch them. While I didnt get along with most people who could see me, I did get along with sandman though I never spoke to him, I loved his dreams they made me feel safe and warm. Suddenly I heard a THUMP! I looked around shocked and flew off after the noise following it to a dark alley I look around my staff poised in front of me ready to fight, when I saw him: the Easter Bunny.
"hello mate." he twirled his boomerang looking down on it as he did. I relaxed it wasnt pitch.
" bunny. " I grin relaxing.
" been a long time blizzard of '68 I believe.' I freeze but force myself to relax and put the cocky grin back on my face leaning on my staff.
" oh you're not still mad at are you?"
" yes.." he glares at me " but this is about something else… fellas?" I scream as something grabs me and shoves me in a bag I feel myself start to shake remembering what pitch did to me. Soon im tossed through a portal I land on the ground and I can hear wings and bells. Where the hell am I?
"Quiet! Hes here!" I open the bag and I see… Santa…. I look around confused as a yeti picks me up and sets me down out of the bag. I see my staff on the floor I use my foot to pick it up. " There he is! Jack frost!" it was santa who spoke I look around and see sandman, bunny, santa and the tooth fairy. I take a deep breath and make sure my hood is still on so they cant see my face or hair. Soon santa introduces everyone and the tooth fairy calls him north, which fits better then santa. The tooth fairy got excited about my teeth and shoved her fingers in my mouth to look at them I pull away freaking out she grins and flys away.
" wow what did I do to warrant all of you together? Am I on the naughty list?" I freeze an elf looking around, I swear sandy looked excited that I did that. North laughs
" on the naughty list! Ha you hold the record! But no matter we are whiping clean the slate." he rubs his tattoo
" how come?" I look confused
" Because you are GUARDIAN!." he shouts the last word and causes all this choas to happen music, yetis twirling fire , I back away from them, I feel a tug on my pants, I look down and these elves walk up holding shoes wanting me to put them on. I freak this is too much for me I pull my staff up and slam it down. Ice sprouts from it covering the floor sliding everyone back
' what makes you think I want to be one? Im not one of you! Your all hard work and dead lines and im snow balls and fun times."
"thats what I said!" bunny shouts the tooth fairy shakes her and flies over to me
" jack hunni I dont think you get what we do." she points to the globe and tells me.
" all the more reason to pick someone more qualified!"
"Enough! We didnt pick you man in moon chose you! We were all chosen. But we dont have time for this! While we are all talking pitch black is out there doing who knows what!" north shouted at me. I paled.
"P-pitch black?" I shake my head unaware of my hood starting to fall down "nope! Cant help you there! I refuse to go anywhere near him!"
" why must you be so selfish?!" Bunny hopped over to me picking me up by my hoodie " look im no more happy about this then you but you were chosen! Now stop whining and help us!" he shook me hard causing my hood to fall down my hair slipped out of its hair time and fell out of my hood. The curls framed my face making me look like what I was a girl. The guardians gasped and bunny dropped me I fell hard on my butt with a plop. "WHAT THE HELL?! ARE YOU A GIRL?!" I pale and grab my hair tie and tie my hair back up trying to pull my hood back on
"i told you im not going to help you, you picked the wrong girl um boy' my voice shook as I stood up and went to fly away but north grabbed me around my waist and pulled me back.
" no sit" he sits me down and pulls my hood down I sigh defeated and let him, he pulled my hair out again and takes the hair tie off. " are you a girl?" he asks me looking into my eyes I sign and nod.
" oh sweetcakes! Why didnt you ever say anything!" the tooth fairy fluttered over, as I shrugged my shoulders
" everyone thought I was a boy so why correct them?"
"whats your real name them baby?"
"Jacqueline but I prefer Jackie."
"how have you been hiding this all?" tooth asked
"ill show you" I stood up and pulled my hoodie off showing that I have been binding down my breasts. " I didnt feel like correcting people so I just went with it plus man in moon said they would call me jack so why fight it? If every thinks your a boy then whatever. Didnt hurt me' I pulled my hood back on as sandy gave me a sad look while tooth went to speak but she then paled. "we have to go! Theres trouble at my palace!" she flies off and north, bunny spring into action north grabs me and my staff and throws me over his shoulder.
"HEY! PUT ME DOWN!"
"no you will come with!" he walks me to his sleigh and throws me and bunnymund in I land on top of him his paw on my breast. I blush a pale blue and moves as far away from him as I can as he shouts
"OI!" sandy just snickers and we took off, soon we arrived at tooths palace. Nightmares were all all over chasing fairies, I jump up and snatch one saving it.
"you ok baby tooth?" baby tooth nods and we soon land in the middle of the battle tooth was freaking out about her fairies and teeth baby tooth flew out of my hands and back to her mother, who looked slightly happier then one fairy was safe.
" Well, well well its the big four all in one place, im a little star struck." a voice called out I froze knowing the sound of the voice my face pales more then normal.
"N-no please no please tell me im hearing things" I quickly pull my hood up to try to hide. Pitch grinned evilly when he saw me, then his grin fades as he sees my hair falling out of the hood.
"why its my little Jackie frost! Its been a while my dear! My favorite spirit! Last time I saw you was…...hmmmmm…. 1968? yea that sounds right, now my dear if I remember correctly I told you not to let anyone know you were a girl? And here you are with the guardians with your hair out? I will have to punish you!" he grins evilly at me and I back up terrified "your fear as always is so filling and yummy… but sadly I will have to deal with you later right now im focused on them." I gulp I know hes laying he always sends nightmares to fight the guardians and I prepare myself for a fight against one but they all ignore me suddenly I feel something behind me and nightmare sand shots out and grabs my arms and legs like chains and pitch pulls me to him, and I whimper tears filling my eyes "why dont we get started on your punishment? You know you belong to me all that fear." He grins and snakes a hand under my top to my breast bindings which he rips open and he grabs me. I scream and try to fight. But the sad is too strong his over hand snakes down my pants to touch me. I scream as he puts a finger me, tears pouring down my face. Ice is covering the floor shooting out from my fear as I sob and fight. Pitch moans "your fear is so good my dear." suddenly a boomerang comes flying at his head he dodges and the nightmare sand fades from me leaving bruises. Bunnymund goes flying at pitch kicking him from me, fall to the ground coughing and crying. Pitch growls and snarls. "this isnt over! I will take all you down and bring jackie to my side where she belongs!" With that he and his remaining nightmares disappear. Every one kneels by me as I sob, my frozen tears falling the the floor shattering as I shake. Everyone looks at me scare not knowing what to do.