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Hi guys, this is going to be great. Have you heard of or like the story of Romeo and Juliet? Well then this is the story for you...
Holes, holes so many holes. I could feel them spreading their pain and suffering through out my body. Another day without Edward is like i am dead and never going to return to heaven. As the days drag on i loose track of where and when i am. I am so depressed and lonely. It is like i need something to happen so that i can begin to start patching up the holes. I need him...
Charlie was up early as per usual and i made him breakfast as usual. I don't know how he would survive with out me around to cook for him. He is such a lousy cooker. I smiled at the thought of Charlie trying to make his own meals. Him dropping and spilling and tripping. It was so funny i could not help but feel a little lighter at heart.
I made Charlie his usual eggs for breakfast and i had some plain toast with butter. I was not very hungry. Dad was always so pushy. He desperately wanted me to get out more because me being depressed scared him. He said i needed a new life. A life where i could forget about the person who i hated to mention. I could still see his pure golden eyes piercing my very soul.
"Bells." Dad's voice broke my concentration. "Yeah dad." I replied, still in my dreaming fantasy. " I have been worried about you Bells, its not normal to be cooped up in your room all day. Go and hang out with some of your friends, like Jessica."
"Dad Jess and I are going to the beach this afternoon. It is probably too cold to swim but we can still hang out." As is said this i thought of the plan that was developing in my brain.