Translator/Note 1: I bring you Fey Black's story called Waning Moon. It's not my story so any questions or comments should be given having in mind that I'm only the translator, Fey Black deserves all the credit for this great story. Also, I'm not a native English speaker or a native Spanish speaker so there's a good chance you'll find some mistakes. I'm not using an on-line translator so it'll take a while to update (it'll depend on my free time). Hope you all like it.
Translation from the original Cuarto Menguante
Original language: Spanish
Writer/Author: Fey Black (Chile)
Translator: Karisan-karisan (Portugal)
Rated M
Waning Moon
Summary: although Leah didn't want to celebrate her "anniversary", Jacob had other plans. "Don't think…just feel." He whispered, and she followed his advice. Cuarto Menguante
Chapter 1 – Our first and last time
She was at the beach, alone, sad and angry. These were all familiar feelings, since she was always sad or angry…mostly angry, it didn't matter why or at whom. How could have been a year already? She thought to herself. Twelve months, three hundred and sixty five days…her first anniversary as a wolf…she couldn't believe that it had been already a year since she had first phased into a giant dog.
"What are you doing here?" A voice asked behind her. Leah knew who it was, she didn't even need to turn around to see him, his scent was recognisible for miles.
"Why do you care? Just go away." She snarled and she thought that maybe she should leave because she was about to go into a depressive state of mind and she didn't want Jacob to be there watching her.
"It's your anniversary, you shouldn't be here on your own, you should be celebrating." He said approaching. She could feel his strong manly scent and the heat coming out of his body.
"Celebrating? Celebrating what? Do you think I'm happy about being a wolf?" She asked whithout turning around to meet him.
"All the others celebrated their anniverseries as wolves. Their lives changed considerably after the first day they phased."
"Jacob just do the world a favour and get lost! Permanently, alright?" Leah yelled furiously. The last thing she needed was having him there, pissing her off. She didn't want him to get lost, like she had told him to, she didn't even want him to leave, he was her alpha, one of the few people she could have a conversation without having murder instincts all the time, and to make things even worse, he was also the man she had stupidly fallen in love with. It was true. She had realised she had fallen for him not too log ago.
"Wolves have a good sense of orientation, I can't get lost." Jacob joked trying to lighten up the mood. He hadn't followed Leah to have a fight.
"Don't you have a hybrid kid to look after?" Leah asked acidly recalling that he had imprinted on the 'daughter of Satan'.
"Her name is Renesmee." Jacob corrected trying not to feel upset by Leah's comments on his imprintee.
"Do you honestly think I care about what the spawn is called?" Leah finally looked at him and Jacob stood there in silence.
Why is she so sad? He asked himself. He knew Leah was different than before. Recently she had changed and was no longer the powerful and strong woman she always seemed to be. She was upset and he didn't know why. But the fact that she was upset made him upset too and he hated seeing her like that.
"Jacob…just leave me alone, go play hide and seek with your imprintee or whatever you do together." Leah turned around again watching the ocean. Her tears were about to surface. He had to leave immediately or he would finally see how vulnerable she was. Leah woulnd't allow that. No one could ever find out her vulnerability. Not like that.
He stood there for one more minute. He knew he should go. That was the best and the smartest thing to do in that moment. He should just turn around and go back to the Cullen's mansion to visit Renesmee, but surprisingly he didn't want to do that. Jacob had this strange feeling that he should be there, with Leah. He wanted to comfort her, ask her why she was so sad.
I must be crazy. He thought. Something's definitely wrong with my head.
He didn't go. He kept watching Leah as she stared into the horizon, her arms locked around her own body as if she was trying to replace the arms that should be there comforting her, the arms that would never hold her. Jacob knew she needed comfort, support, and a shoulder to cry on. Why? He couldn't possibly know but he wasn't going to ask her either.
But he was going to risk his life and physical integrity just to hold her in his arms.
Jacob took a few steps closer without thinking too much because he didn't want to chicken out.
Leah felt his steps and didn't move. She didn't have the strength to fight anymore and she didn't want to do it either, at least not now when she was about to break down after recalling how miserable and pathetic her life really had become.
She thought Jacob was going to sit down on the sand next to her. It wouldn't be the first time they'd be sitting down side by side watching nothing in particular in complete silence…she'd be thinking about how wonderful her life would be if he loved her and he'd be…he'd be thinking about his imprintee, of course.
But what really happened took Leah by surprise.
Jacob put his arms around her shoulders and pulled her up into his bare chest. She froze and he waited for her reaction. A punch most certainly. But the punch never came and encouraged by her lack of movements, he sat down behind her allowing Leah to bury her face in his chest. Then he felt her tears. She was crying and he was mortified.
"Why are you doing this?" She asked when she managed to regain her voice.
Good question. He thought and realised he had no idea. All he knew was that he was really enjoying the heat her body was erradiating and her flowery scent was amazing. But obviously he couldn't tell her that.
"You're sad." He wishpered in her ear causing an electric shock in all of Leah's body. "When I'm feeling sad, I like to be hugged…I thought it could help you out a little."
"It doesn't." She said in a very low whisper. It was true because the heat of his body wasn't helping her at all. Being hugged that way was killing her reputation. She was supposed to be strong and invincible.
Jacob decided to let her go but she didn't allow him to move. In fact, it was her own body that didn't allow it, her mind on the other hand was screaming warning signs for her to let him go.
"Why are you feeling this way?"Jacob asked moulding their bodies closer together. It really felt good to have her so close.
"Because my life sucks. Ever since this wolf thing started, the only person who actually had to deal with all this crap was me and…Why do you care anyways?" She snapped out of it just in time and now she was trying to free herself from his arms. Only this time he wasn't willing to let her go so easily.
"Let me go, you idiot…or I swear I'll kill you!"
"Please Leah…" He begged in her ear causing her to shiver. "Tell me what's wrong, I hate to see you like this."
"Get used to it."
"Lee…" She froze. Her nickname didn't sound so bad coming from his lips and for a split second she tried to imagine how it would feel to listen to him saying it while being straddled by her long legs. "Honey…please tell me…what can I do to help?"
"You're a sick bastard. You have no idea what you're doing to me!" It was too late to stop the tears now. She felt her face being flood, the tears were blinding her and she knew she was now more vulnerable than ever.
"I'm trying to comfort you…"
"You're killing me!" She yelled back. "How can you not now what's going on with me?"
But Jacob knew. A while ago he had seen her feelings for him when she was phased and unaware of his presence. He was frankly surprised when he realised she was in love with him. Back then he even felt scared because he didn't want to hurt her, but now…now things were different because he had also fallen in love with her.
Nessie was the most important person in his life and in his heart but…if he hadn't been caught by the imprinting magic, he knew he would probably be with Leah…and even now he wanted to be…he was there with her.
"Yes, I know." He replied sadly. "I know you…you know…with me…" He felt like a moron not being able to form a whole sentence.
"So what? Do you enjoy watching me hurt like this?"
Damn it! Does he really know? Shit! Leah thought. Prepare yourself to become La Push's joke…again.
"No. It's just that…I…also…with you."
Leah faced him directly. She could hardly believe he was about to say that. He couldn't do it. For the sake of her sanity, he couldn't.
"No…If you're going to say some shit like 'I'm in love with you' or something like that, you better shut your mouth and bite your own tongue." She declared. "Because it doesn't matter what you say to me now…as soon as you watch the beautiful brown eyes of your beloved Nessie, you'll forget about everything you said to me…and I'll be the one making a fool of myself…again."
Leah got up suddenly and taking him by surprise she managed to free herself from his strong grip.
Giving him a murdering glare, she started to walk away from the water.
Jacob coulnd't allow her to leave like that. For a few minutes they had managed to establish a connection and he didn't want to lose it. He wanted one more chance with her. Standing up, Jacob ran after her.
"Leah please, if you just shut up and listen to me, I could…"
"No, you couldn't do a thing. It's pretty simple…" She cut him off. "You have an imprintee and you know what that means." Leah wanted to cry but she held on firmly to keep her front and her dignity intact.
"Yes, but…that doesn't mean I can't feel anything else for another person Leah…and you…what I feel for you is more special than…I don't know how to explain." He mumbled randomly. Maybe it would be better to phase so he could show her how he really felt about her.
"You like me but now enough to actually be with me… Even though you never wanted to imprint, this bond you two share is more powerful and bla, bla, bla… the exact same shit Sam fed me." Leah said trying not to give too much importance to the fact that Jacob admitted he also liked her. Why should she think about it if standing next to the perfect and beautiful Renesmee Cullen she was nothing? She was just a freak of nature.
"You have nothing to tell me, nothing to give me in return…"
She wasn't able to continue talking because Jacob's lips covered hers. She hadn't seen it coming, she hadn't realised he was so close again. She wanted to stop it even though she had dreamed about that moment for months. Leah was afraid to lose control now that she had finally tasted him. She was afraid of wanting more.
As for Jacob, he had no idea what he was doing. Why was he kissing her? No idea. Why was he asking permission to deepen the kiss? No idea. Why was he enjoying the kiss so much? No idea. And that was precisely what scared him the most. He was enjoying it much more than he should be. He wanted her even though he shouldn't.
Tasting her as much as he could, he could feel how sweet she was and he suddenly felt the desire to taste more of her. Not only her mouth, her lips, her tongue, but also her skin. He wanted to feel her heated body all around him. With his brain completely fogged by Leah and the emotions she was eliciting from him, Jacob decided he wouldn't think about anything else. He would just feel and go with the flow. The consequences of his actions didn't matter anymore.
Jacob lowered his large hands to hold Leah's thin waist, feeling her skin and noticing it was as soft as he had thought it was. That was something he had always wondered about everytime he could watch her flat stomach when she walked around the Reservation in the tinniest clothes he had ever seen. He would often ask himself how would it feel to touch it, taste it, caress it slowly until reaching a bit higher where that thin top covered her breasts…or even a bit lower, where incredibly small shorts were covering an area he could only dream about.
Why not? He asked himself. Things between them were flowing so naturally.
"No…Jacob…" Leah panted but her hands betrayed her brain and went up into his black raven hair. She didn't want him to stop but she was aware that if she let things slip out of her control they would end up doing much more than kissing and touching each other. And truth to be told, Leah wanted him to take her right then and there, she wanted to be his, but she was afraid.
"Don't think…just feel." He said before kissing her again. Trying to resist, Leah tried to push him away with no success. "Just for today, Leah…don't think…just let me give you this." Smashing their lips again, Leah stopped fighting against the hurricane she was feeling now. Jacob's taste in her mouth was all she needed to realise she had to surrender. And she did. He could do whatever he wanted with her because she wouldn't resist anymore. She was finally at his mercy.
Jacob noticed the way she was crumbling, her defenses were down and she probably wanted that as much as he did, because he felt her arms lock around his neck, making their bodies touch completely. He shivered when he felt her hard breasts against his naked chest and he decided to take his chance. He would have to tease her if he wanted to get something good in return. His hands ventured to her hips and he pulled her closer until their pelvic bones were touching. To feel her that close was originating side effects in his body: his temperature was rising again and the blood was flowing down into a very specific place.
He had never felt like that before, he was so hard it actually hurt.
Leah screamed in his mouth when she felt his hard member touching her. She wasn't scared anymore, on the contrary, all she felt now was excitement. She didn't care about control any longer. If he wanted to give her this gift she would take it. Slowly Leah rose one of her legs up to his thigh and Jacob picked up the idea immediately. He pulled her body up and Leah wrapped her long tanned legs around his waist.
He held her there steadily, as if she weighted as much as a feather and when their lower halfs met even through their clothes Leah moaned, grinning over his lips with the thought that she was the one making him feel that way.
While his lips were working down her neck, Leah tilted her head back to give him more access. But it wasn't enough. Her skin was paradise but he needed more than to kiss her exposed neck. Lowering his head he kissed her breasts so softly that Leah thought she was going to faint in his arms.
Slowly Jacob lowered himself to a sitting position on the wet sand. Leah was on his lap, her legs still locked around his waist. Having his hands finally free, he started to touch everywhere he could. Up and down they went, leaving hot trails of sweat underneath her clothes. He wanted to rip the stupid piece of fabric covering her but was afraid to scare her with his eagerness.
Without thinking, Jacob took one of his hands to one of Leah's breasts and was rewarded with a few moans. Gasping for air, Leah pulled back from his lips to stare into his eyes, black with desire. A mirror of her own. Without hesitation she sensualy removed her top revealing perfect round breasts that Jacob couldn't stop staring at.
She grabbed his hands and placed them on her stomach. Then she slided his large plams up into her breasts. It was a perfect match. Not wasting time Jacob started to caress her and Leah arched her back in pleasure thinking that by the way he was touching her he almost sounded like a professional.
Leah was beautiful, gorgeous even, he'd always known that but now that he had finally touched her there was no turning back and all he wanted was more. Feeling as she glued their bodies together, Jacob felt a painful sting when he felt his cut-offs becoming tighter, his member was begging to get out of its confinement and bury himself in a much sweeter place.
Kissing her neck over her pulsing point, Jacob started to explore other places. One of his hands remained on her breast, playing with her nipple and provocking moans and shivers on Leah's part. The other hand ventured below her stomach and ended up inside her shorts where he could feel her dripping.
She was ready for him.
"Shit!" Leah exclaimed through a whisper feeling Jacob's finger playing in her center. The pleasure was unbearable. Did he want to drive her insane? That was his plan for sure because a minute later she felt a second finger joining in. Putting her hands through his hair, Leah pulled it while tilting her head back to enhance the pleasure. She looked directly at him for a couple of seconds before crashing their lips together forcefully. He replied by moving his fingers faster, enjoying the fact that she was actually submitting to him.
His lips left hers and went down to the breast he had freed. He kissed and nibbled until Leah started to squirm in his lap. She could feel the coil in her stomach threaning to develop into a huge flame of pleasure. With the little conscience she still had left, Leah thought that it wasn't fair that she was the only one feeling so good. He deserved the same treatment.
Her hands went straight into the huge area in the middle of his cut-offs and he moaned feeling the pressure of her small hands in his hardness. When she finally worked out the zipper and touched his length his brain stopped functioning. He couldn't concentrate anymore and she smiled triumphantly while her lips travelled down his neck and her hands worked his member, caressing it teasingly. Jacob rested his head on her chest and tried to keep up with her heavy breathing in vein. He was about to topple over the edge when he decided to grab her hands and make her stop.
"What's wrong? You didn't like it?" She asked a bit unsure.
Jacob smiled when he realised she was all flushed and her eyes were much softer than before. She was being gentle and caring and he loved that Leah.
"You're going to kill me…" He whispered in her ear and in a fast movement he turned their positions around. Now he was on top and Leah was lying down on the wet sand. Leaving hot trailed kisses down her neck and stomach, Jacob finally reached a barrier: the black shorts he loved to see her wearing. Only now he would rather see her naked.
Having that thought in mind, Jacob grabbed the hem of her shorts and slided them down her legs ever so slowly.
Leah was turning insane. His fingers touching her skin was pure torture and when she felt him positioning himself between her legs and kissing the inside area of her thighs, she almost lost it and arched her body to give him more access.
Leah was so lost she didn't even feel him grabbing her hips and turning her body around. She ended up on her knees with him kneeled down right behind her.
He caressed her hips and one of his hands slowly ventured up her back until finding her neck. Jacob lowered his body down to hers to be able to whisper in her ear.
"I've been waiting for you for months…" He whispered, his voice filled with desire.
Leah knew what he meant because she had also been waiting for him for several months but she coulndn't reply because in a swift movement he was in. She moaned feeling him so deep inside while his hands had travelled again to her breasts and his lips were leaving small kisses on her neck and shoulders.
She wanted to feel more of him. Urging him to move faster, Leah moved her hips at a higher speed and he picked up the idea quickly. To be out of her for the few seconds it'd get to him to push back in was so painful he couldn't even consider the idea of stoping what they were doing.
He was pushing so hard, so fast and so deep she wasn't even able to breathe properly. Never had she felt like this, no one would be able to make her feel this good ever again. Her moans got louder as he picked up a faster pace and one of Jacob's hands reached her core, as if he knew exactly what she needed to find her release.
Pushing her body up, Leah wrapped her arms around his neck, her back pressed up against his bare chest and finally, feeling her insides burning and contracting, she exploded in a wave of bliss, leaving Jacob moving on his own just for a few more seconds because he soon followed her, reaching his climax and feeling his body completely spent.
Breathing erratically and sweating they fell forward into the sand, breaking the fall by supporting their hands on the floor. Their bodies were still feeling the replica of the powerful release just a moment ago. Jacob took that chance to intertwine their fingers together, enjoying the wonderful sensation of being inside of her still. He had no intention to move or let her go. He didn't want to ruin that magical moment.
The fact that she was his was still registering in his mind and he was bursting with happiness because no one could ever change that now.
What happens now? What can I say after this? Wow, this was incredible Jacob. Leah thought to herself. She couldn't say that, even if it was the absolute truth. She knew she would ruin everything if she opened her mouth. She always ruined everything and the thought of not feeling him embracing her was terrifying.
She wished they could stay like that forever but things couldn't stay like that because despite everything they'd done on that beach, he didn't belong to her. He wasn't hers.
Realising this Leah tried to get up but he was way too heavy.
"It's not enough…" He whispered softly in her ear causing her body to shiver and a sudden heat spread through her belly. "I want to see you when you come…I want to kiss you for a while longer…" His husky voice caused her to stay put. She too was dying to feel that close forever. She too wanted to kiss him until the world ended.
Gently, Jacob flipped her around to look into her eyes. They were absolutely beautiful. Removing a strand of hair from the base of her neck, he pulled her a little bit closer to kiss her again and realised he couldn't live without her kisses anymore. There was something about her that clouded his judgement and made him feel completely drawn to Leah.
While attacking her lips, Jacob placed himself between her thighs; he needed to feel her again, to be inside of her one more time.
Understanding his intentions Leah grabbed his length and lifting her hips from the sand she slowly guided him until he was, again buried in her.
"Oh…God…" She moaned heavily feeling him so deep. Her body was still weak and sore and she trembled with the intrusion but the light pain she felt vanished being replaced by pure pleasure.
He began moving again in a steady pace. How someone with no experience could make her feel like that was beyond her, but the way Jacob moved in and out, was almost as if he was meant to do that since always.
Capturing her lips to muffle their loud moans, Jacob felt how Leah was pushing her body into his with her legs to deepen their connection and intensify their pleasure.
Pulling her with him, Jacob lifted her body from the sand and sat down placing her small body in his lap. Now she was in charge. Her hips were moving sensually over his, up and down, in a wild frenzy. Placing his hands on her hips he started to help her pulling down and lifting her up intensifying the pleasure of their merged bodies. Having total access to her chest, he played with her bouncing breasts bringing his mouth to her niples and kissing all the flesh he could. Her body was addictive.
They were about to reach the edge again when Leah fastened her pace to make sure this time they would overcome the last orgasm they had shared. This one would have to be much more intense. This time she wanted them to come together.
And then everything came crashing down. The unbearable and amazing pleasure made them react and in an unpredictable act they buried their teeth in each others necks. Leah felt her blood dripping into her shoulder while also tasting his blood in her mouth. You're mine. She thought. At least for today.
"You're mine." Jacob said as if he had read her thoughts. "It doesn't matter what happens tomorrow…this…" He brushed his lips over the wound he had inflicted on her neck. "This is the real proof that you're mine."
She sighed deeply. She knew it was true. He was right and she was his, no matter what happened.
"Too bad it's not mutual…" She whispered. Her head was resting over his shoulder and the tears had suddenly burst from her eyes. "As soon as you look into her beautiful brown eyes, you'll forget everything that you said to me and everything we did today."
"But Leah…"
"You'll block it out of your mind so that your future father-in-law won't be able to see that you've cheated on his daughter although she's still too young to know what it means." Leah's own words were causing her pain but she had to let it out of her system. "This…" She touched the place where her teeth had marked him, where the wound was still, surprisingly, fresh. "This is just a proof that you were mine only for today."
"Wait…" He tried.
"This won't happen again…" She declared. Leah didn't really want to leave him. She didn't want him to pull out of her, she didn't want to stop feeling his touch or his kisses, but sooner or later everything would come to an end. When the day was over and Jacob went back to the Cullen's mansion, she would be the one hunted down by this memory. The memory of them, making love, at the beach.
There was no point to prolong this uthopy. This short-lived happiness they had shared was over. She was finally strong enough to get up feeling immediately empty when their bodies were disconnected.
"Leah…I love you." Jacob said trying to make her understand the magnitude of his feelings. "Is that so hard to understand?"
"I feel the same…" She confessed never looking into his eyes. Her wild hair was covering her face preventing him to see her expression. "Your imprintee will always be first, and I can't stay here watching you two living happily while I'm just…the second best…always the second best…"
Jacob was about to reply but she didn't allow it. It was better this way. One day Jacob would be married to the half-leech and she would…well she would just be. She didn't want to be there when that happened.
"Thank you Jake, this was the best anniversary in my life, I'm quite sure of it." She gave him a little smile that never reached her eyes.
He just stayed quiet, without words. Would it really end like that? He didn't want it to end but he couldn't deny the words she had just said because he knew his imprintee would always come first. So even though he did love Leah, Nessie would always be his world.
Leah passed around Jacob and walked into the woods, relieved to see he wasn't following her. This will never happen again. She thought. Tomorrow she would leave La Push and go to some place far away from there… But maybe…just maybe she would be back to her next anniversary.
Translator Note 2: This is my first time translating from Spanish to English. It was also the first time I "wrote" a lemon and it was…very difficult. I hope I didn't fail the readers. So far Cuarto Menguante has 8 chapters and I'm starting to translate chapter 2 but I don't know when I'll post it.
To Fey Black: I hope I didn't disappoint you. You can criticise and comment anything and anytime you want, okay? I'm very honoured to be the Cuarto Menguante's official translator. Thank you. Take care, Karisan.