Fix Me
A/N: So this is a little story based on Sadie & Lauren. Continues from the end of Lip Service when Lauren finishes things with Sadie & then Sadie robs the art gallery. There will be lemon fluff and fun involved, so if you're not into that kind of thing then don't read. Otherwise; enjoy reading guys! =) P.S: I really wish that they wouldn't have ended L.S, just no need to.
SPOV
"You stay away from me. You stay away from me and my wife!" I winced at her words. Her voice was so different. She meant it. It took the whole of 3 seconds for them words to leave Lauren's mouth, the same 3 seconds that it took to rupture my heart. I felt it shatter inside my body, my ribs throbbing from where my now broken heart was pounding so much. I didn't know what to do as tears started to flow from my eyes, down my face, all I could do was watch Lauren walk away. Walk away from me and go back to her wife.
In an angry rage, I made my way to the Art Gallery that her wife, Jo owned. Luckily for me, she had employed me and trusted me with the alarm code, unlucky for her, all her takings and would be taken in the next 5 minutes. I made my way into the office and got the money out of the safe. I knew that no amount of money would stop the pain that I was feeling, but I'll be fucked if I wasn't going to use it for alcohol and drugs to help. On my way out of the gallery, the £35,000 vase caught my eye. I had roughly about £8,000 in my bag, with the wages that they both were earning, that wasn't going to face them. That's when my hand accidently knocked the vase from its stand. Hearing that shatter was like a repeat in my head of what my heart had done less than a hour ago. I smirked and walked out the gallery, putting the alarm back on so nobody knew any different until it would be too late and I would be gone.
I made the short trip into the heart of the city and hit the town. Everyone knew me in town, all of the bouncers and the bar staff. I walked into the club and sat down at the bar.
"Hey Sade, what can I get ya?" I looked up at the woman who was taking my order. I recognised her because I've fucked her, I just don't remember her name.
"Vodka, double, straight" She pulled a face at my request "What? Am I not allowed to unwind?" The harsh tone to my voice must have been recognised because she did not answer, just went and got my drink. "Keep them coming" I said as I placed £300 on the bar.
After a few straight vodka's, my nose was twitching. It knew what was coming. I went to the bathroom and locked the cubical door. Reaching and searching around in my bag I finally found the small clear bag that I was looking for. My good old friend, cocaine. I got my phone out and my credit card and started to crush the white powder. Organising 4 lines on my phone, I grabbed a note, rolled it up at let the cocaine take over my brain. The burn of it going up my nose allowed me to feel something else other than numb. I cleaned up and licked the rest of the residue from my phone and card and went back to the bar.
After been sat there for ten minutes, I felt the cocaine taking over me and the beat of the music was infectious. However I wasn't really in the mood to dance, until a woman whispered in my ear, "you want to dance gorgeous?" I turned around to face her and see if she was worth moving off my seat for. To be honest, I wasn't fucking bothered what she looked like. I wanted to get fucked. I placed my hand on her thigh and nodded towards the dance floor. She took my hand and I finished my drink before heading there. The music had clearly taken over her as she danced into me, wrapping her arms around my waist and my body, grinding into me. God this girl was desperate. She didn't even know my name or anything, not that I was bothered because I wasn't that interested in hers. We danced for around 20 minutes, but all I could think about was Lauren. The way that her hands would work their way around my body, the way that she would grab me, with such need and urgency.
"I'm off for a drink, do you want one?" The girl nodded at me. I came back with two jagerbombs and double vodka for us both. "Do the Jager, then have the vodka" she nodded at me again.
On the count of three, we both downed the drinks and carried on dancing. I could feel the Coke wearing off, so I scuttled to the toilets to top myself up. Still thinking about Lauren, I inhaled a further 6 lines in the hope that I wouldn't think about her for the rest of the night.
I carried on dancing with the mystery woman, drinking and taking more and more coke as the night went on. Before I knew it, the club was closing which could only mean that it was around 2:30am. The woman looked at me as the music was turned off and the club was silent, apart from the noise of drunken idiots who didn't know what was happening. I looked in my bag quickly and noticed that I still had a full bag left. Since I knew the owners and staff pretty well, I asked if I could quickly use the toilet and grab another drink before I left. Of course, they obliged. I hurried into the toilet and put half a bag up there before grabbing a few more vodka's to wash it down with. To my surprise, the woman was stood at the bar waiting for me
"Wanna go back to mine?" She slurred. Poor lass, I've fed her alcohol all night, without any drugs. "Sure, just don't expect me to be there in the morning" I forewarned her. At least this way, she knew what she was getting herself into and wouldn't be too disheartened when I wasn't there when she turned up.
We grabbed a cab from outside and made our way to hers. We had been in the taxi for around 5 minutes when my phone began to ring. If I'm honest, I was too fucked to even see who was calling me. All the cocaine from tonight was hitting me and I was wrecked. I pressed the answer button t o the unknown contact;
"Heellloooo" (this is what cocaine does to me)
"Sadie? Sadie is that you?"
No matter how fucked out of my head I was, I remembered that voice.
"Lauren..."
A/N: Thanks guys if you read this. Sorry if it seemed a bit rushed, just needed to rush this part with it been the beginning. Promise that the following chapters won't be as rushed. On the other hand, please review! I love hearing people's feedback. I will be shortly updating the chapter within the next week =) Wonder what Sadie's going to say to Lauren.. I also appreciate any idea's that people may have for where this is heading.. thank again guys!