My Love;
The love of my life, Dylan Mckay. I was leaving him today for my scholarship in London. I don't know how I was doing it, but I was. Just the thought of being far away from him made my eyes water. Part of me wanted to stay, the other part wanted to go and do something for my life. I wanted my family to be proud of me and for my mother to say "That's my girl up there" But more than that, I wanted Dylan to be proud of me. Of course, I already knew that he would be, he believed that I could do anything I wanted to. I just wished that what I needed to do wasn't so far away. So here I sit, at the airport waiting for my plane to be ready and fly me to London. I knew that I was doing the right thing by going, I just wished someone could've took me to the airport and watch me go, But so far no one showed. I knew that deep down Dylan would've came if i didn't tell him the wrong time, I just couldn't stand the fact of saying good-bye and never seeing for a year or more. God, how I loved that boy. Every fiber in my being ached for his touch when he was near, my heartbeat sped up when he would say my name. If this was the only man that I could ever love, then I am glad it was Dylan.
"All passengers boarding the London plane, please make they way to the gate. I repeat all passengers boarding the London plane, please go to the gate"
"Well, show time Bren" I whispered
As I got up and made my way the gate, I swore that I could hear someone yell my name, but it possibly couldn't be me they were reffering to. If anyone wanted to say good-bye, they would've came earlier. Just as I neared the line for the gate a voice I knew all to well yelled my name.
"BRENDA WALSH!" He yelled. I froze and stopped waiting for him to be near.
"Bren, what were you thinking, you know that I wanted to be here when you board that plane, why did you not tell me" Dylan said with hurt in his voice.
I turned to face the love of my life. " I couldn't stand to see the look of longing in your eyes when I left. I thought this way would be easier on us"
"Bren...baby, I would rather watch you go and know that possibly one day you will come back, then wake up and relize that I never got to say good-bye"
"Dylan, it's not just that...I can't stand to say good-bye to you.. I love you so much." I whisperd. As I looked up into his brown eyes all my fears and saddness went away because the look of love burned deep within them. I closed my eyes and waited for his lips to touch mine. And when they did, passion and heat exploded, the kiss became intense and magical. That's when I knew I could let him go for real this time. I knew that through everything that has happned between us, we can moved passed this.
I pulled my lips away first and looked into his eyes, love and passion were still there but a sense of knowing that there was no way he could change my mind.
"Dylan I.."
"No, Bren.. I love you and I know that you need to do this. Go to London, I will be here when you decide to come back" He said with tears in his eyes.
"I wont be gone forever Dylan, I will come back to you"
"I know Bren and like I said, I will applad you from afar"
"I love you Dylan, I will never get over you" I said as my tears came running down my face.
He took his hand and whiped away my tears and pulled me into a hug, while kissing my forehead " I love you to Brenda"
With that, I left his embrace and walked to the gate, gave my ticket to the lady and walked on my plane without looking back. "I love you more then ever Dylan Mckay, don't forget me.." I whispered to myself as I got on the plane.