I was lifted up inside the arms of the most beautiful person I knew who was still around and saw nothing except warmth and black passionate heat. He landed in my room and laid gently down across my bed as he kissed me over and over again. Everything was heated and blurry. I couldn't see. I could only feel what was going on.

My body was on high alert as Jacob kissed down lower, biting my flesh ever so slightly as he did so.

"Jake.. don't go."

He moaned and licked his hot tounge across his still unmarked territory.

I was his and not Edward's anymore.

That was okay though because this was the most passionate sex I had ever experienced in my life as a human.

The song was soft as were Jacob Black's kisses he made on my lips and body now moving over on top of me and pulling the covers gently up around us as he slowly tore the fabric of my clothes away from my body.

"Bella baby shh. I won't ever leave you. I'm in it for life however long that may be."

I believed him and we kept going.

But I felt tears welling up behind my eyes and I started crying.

He looked down like he had seen something so heartbreaking that he was so overcome with grief over it that he couldn't function for a few minutes.

"Bella baby what's wrong?"

"I need you. So bad."

"I'm here. What do you need?"

"You."

He feverishly kissed me now picking up speed until I chocked on my salty tears.

"Was it a nightmare angel?'

"Yes."

"Oh sweetheart that's awful. Let me help you out."

Jacob took off his shirt and moved himself deeper within me and ran over my cold skin warming me up as best he could and touching where only he knew.

I went over in my heart how amazing this felt and he kissed all the tears away.

I had no more sadness left in my body and Jacob left it like that until heat rose up out of my body and went into his already scorching soul.

" Bella..."

"Jacob..."

He came hard against me as I picked his body up and held it tightly against my own nakedness.

This was so perfect I couldn't move because it went on again for hours.

Just heat, love passion and Jacob.

My beautiful Jacob Black.