It was never meant to be
How had it come to this?
Having fallen so far from grace
Just to fall flat right here on my face?
You can't cheat on something you never had
Never knew Sin could taste so good
Now I know why Eve took that fatal bite that
Had changed fate
How could this feel so wrong
With his comforting weight against my skin
As my eyes fluttered closed with burning tendrils down my skin
And gentle kisses in my hair
And three sweet whispered words in my ear….
That do not belong to the one I hold dear
And then my eyes snap open like a crack of light
I struggle in the morning light
And look about as my heart grips in despair
To find that my dark god had turned to thin air
I turn to my side
Darkness falling as I cry
how can such a dream be bad?
When it's just out of reach,
Such as the one you love
Can only seek you in his dreams?
Yet how could the one who is so far
Be your one comfort in the dark
When your future that shines so bright
Makes you stumble and fall without a guide
Into the blinding light?
How could you make everything else in my world right?
When it could only feel so wrong
In the end?