Chpt 1
Bpov Bella's point of view
Secret cutting
It's been a month since he left me. I've been In a deep zombie depression,so to take the pain away I trust my razor to help me in this pain,cutting is the only thing that helps me keep my mind of him.I remember those horrid words he spoke " It will be as I never existed " the same words that ruined my
pathetic I took the rusty razor that was stained with blood I pierced it through my pale skin over recent cut marks as the bleeding began I smiled wishing he could see me now. My father never suspected a thing ; only because of the clothes I began to wear that hid my scars and bruises I also started dressing a black clothing and alternative music it's really helps me sleep when my mind begins to woundering.I have also dropped my old friend Mike,Jessica,Angela,and had stop speaking to me after I went in my depression so I just ignore them now and made new friends Amanda, Alyshia , and Alexis are in a really cool rock band call THE 3 ACES they are hardcore people you the type you would not toy or fucker around with they are the ones that got me into the drugs, drinking , and cutting and I must thank them for keeping me alive and new painkillers the drugs help alot but not much as the cutting is the best way to forgetting about HIM EDWARD CULLEN.