Chapter 1
Kagome stood staring at the open area where the bone eaters well used to be. It was gone, she could never go back, never return to her friends in the feudal era. Naraku's last wish was for her to return to the future and never be able to get back to Inuyasha. She clenched her fists as she cried out; she would never see Inuyasha again.
"Sister?" Souta's voice came from behind her, she turned to face her younger brother who was holding out her backpack. "Today is your first day of High School you don't want to be late do you?"
"No thank you Souta," she sighed as she took the back pack from him and placed it on her back. She glimpsed back at the well as she made her way to the busy streets of Tokyo. Along with never being able to return, her whole entire family and friends had completely forgotten everything. They didn't know who Inuyasha was or anything about the Shikon jewel or bone eaters well. This was like a living hell for her, Naraku had ultimately lost but he still had gotten what he had wanted; Kagome to be miserable and for Inuyasha to be mentally wrecked.
At her new school, she found it hard to consintrate on anything at all. All of her friends had gotten into better schools, and she was stuck at this one. She was alone here even, no one to talk to was heart shattering. She barely made it through the day and was sure all of her new teachers labeled her a trouble maker. She wasn't sure how acting depressed put a number above her head, but some how it did. She was in a lower ranking school after all, she had barely passed her entrance exam.
All that fighting with Naraku had ultimately ruined her home life's future, if only she had tried harder. Now she was stuck only in the future in a sucky school only to have a sucky career and life from this point forwards. She cursed herself all the way home from school that day, she felt as if she would never be happy ever again.
When she had returned to school her mother asked her for help cooking dinner, she agreed. As she washed vegetables her mother watched her concerned, "Kagome is something wrong?"
"No mama I'm fine, just thinking about math problems," Kagome said putting on a fake smile for her mother. She couldn't talk to her mother anymore, because her mother wouldn't understand, she didn't remember Inuyasha.
"I see, then stop thinking about these silly math problems because they seem to be bothering you so much," Mrs. Higurashi said frowning at her daughter, she knew it was not just math problems bothering her. "When anything starts to make you upset you should just wipe your mind clear of it and continue on like it never existed."
"True, thank you," Kagome said thinking about what her mother said. 'Should I just forget all about Inuyasha and the others? There is no way to get back to them, they are lost from me forever. I might as well forget about them and start life a new,' she thought as she finished helping her mother and she headed out side.
She walked in to the well house and closed the door behind her, she would try one last time. She walked down the steps and then laid herself on the dirt where the well used to lay. "Inuyasha, I wish you could just come here with me. Or I wish I could be with you, I think now that if I had to choose that I would stay with you," tears began to form on her face. "Inuyasha you jerk why did I ever fall in love with you?" She chocked up and rolled into a ball as she twirled her fingers in the dirt.
It hurt so bad, to finally be apart from him. She wasn't sure how she would continue like this, how to go about not caring all of a sudden. Her heart was breaking, why did something so horrible have to happen to her. Never in a million years would she think that she would be forced away from Inuyasha, let alone pulled away forever. "Well I guess I will just have to say good-bye. Forget about me, and I will forget about you; that is the only way. I don't want you moping around until you die because of me!" She sat up and slammed the dirt with her fist.
"Sit boy," she said hoping that something would happen. She imagined Inuyasha some how hearing the command in the past and being slammed into the ground. She smiled as the tears continued to flow, "I will always remember you my first love."
After the first year Kagome was starting to get back into normal routine, she started dating Hojo exclusively. He was a caring and handsome man and cared for her more than anyone she could ever remember. His only downside was that he was a complete soft and had no spine. But he loved her and showed it wasn't that all that mattered?
She was slowly forgetting all about the others, no one else but her remembered so it was easier than she first thought. She had made new friends at her school and quickly became the smartest kid in her classes. After she successfully passed her freshman year she applied to get into a better school and took the entrance exam. She passed with flying colors and was now emitted into the most prestige school in the area. She was some how surviving quiet well, and every time she thought about Inuyasha she smacked herself.
Rarely now she saw him in her dreams; before she would dream about him coming to rescue her every night. But now she only dreamed of him and she was starting to believe that he never truly loved her in the first place.
One night as she sat at her desk she rolled over to her open window and looked at the God tree in her yard. Once she had been able to communicate to Inuyasha through the tree, but this time was different. "I wish I could have had you erased from my memory as the others did," she said as a tear slid down her face. It had been a long time since she had thought about him and missed him, and she promised her self that this would be the last time. "Inuyasha I hope you have forgotten about me."