Hardest Thing

I'm climbing through your window
My heart is racing out
Before I leave you have to know
My soul can't stop the doubt
You're sitting silent on your bed
It's like you know what's coming
You look at me your eyes so sad
And offer me to come in

It's the hardest thing I'll ever do
To turn around and walk away from you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever say
Tell you I don't feel about you that way

I'm telling you the whole truth
My heart's not free to love
I'm bound to her more then I knew
And she have ached enough
She's carrying my baby
From dreams we didn't own
You know it's hard to say this
But you can make it on your own

It's the hardest thing I'll ever do
To turn around and walk away from you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever say
Tell you I don't feel about you that way

You're crumbling down, you're crying
I cannot stand your pain
I see your soul is dying
And I'm the one to blame
And then you cease, so fearless
You swallowing and speak
Your voice is small and tearless
But eyes remain so bleak

It's the hardest thing I'll ever do
To turn around and walk away from you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever say
Tell you I don't feel about you that way

You say that I can walk out
And leave you all alone
You're not as weak as I thought
You're eyes hard like a stone
I gaze at you so soulless
I speak upon your name
Your figure proudly shines, so flawless
And once again tears came

It's the hardest thing I'll ever do
To turn around and walk away from you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever say
Tell you I don't feel about you that way

I know we'll meet again though,
In other place and time
The fate's got other plans, so
Someday you might be mine
I turn away and leave you
Your fears shed on my soul
I climbing out the window
And gone before you fall
It's the hardest thing I'll ever do
Not hold you close when you'll be feeling blue
It's the hardest thing I'll ever lie
Tell you I don't love you when you start to cry