A/N~This is a songfic to Fences by Paramore.
I'm sitting in a room
Made up of only big white walls and indoor halls
There's people looking through
The window though they know exactly what we're here for
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I'm in here to decide the fate of the world. I think of my friends, my family. What would be the best. They all watch me as I do this.
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Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be
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I could never tell or show them the stress I'm going through. I smile and pretend there's nothing wrong with the way life is now, though I know how bad it really is.
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You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
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Everyone's always watching me. The gods, my friends and family, Kronos. They expect me to win this war for them just because in a child of the big three. Sometimes I wish I never found out I was a half-blood.
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And it's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And open wide, 'cause this is your night
So smile, 'cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
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This choice was killing me. Making it harder to breathe. I was dying. I'd still smile, I'd smile until I was no longer alive. I'd do it to make everyone happy.
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If you let me I could
I'd show you how to build your fences
Set restrictions, separate from the world
The cost of battle that you hate to fight
Just blame the limelight
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I had to build barriers around relationships just incase this didn't go well. In case I didn't make it, so it wouldn't hurt so much. The cost of this battle could be my life... Kronos.
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Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be
And now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
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I'm smiling. They can see right through it though. They know I'd rather still think I was a regular kid. A mortal. I wish...
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And it's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And open wide, 'cause this is your night
So smile.
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Still as I live, I'm dying on the inside. I am alive, and it's almost obvious that my act is a hoax. I'll still be 15 for a while so I might as well enjoy it while it lasts.
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Yeah, yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this, big talk, yeah..
So now let's see you walk it
I said let's see you walk it
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this, big talk, yeah
So now let's see you walk it
I said let's see you walk it
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I've probably been asking for death, me staying alive. I'm a huge mess. I lie say, I'm fine. Yeah. It's like the time a broke my leg. It would have been a miracle to be a able to walk. Glad I had some nectar.
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And it's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide, yeah oh oh open wide
Yeah, oh oh open wide
'Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style
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Yeah, extremely obvious that I think I can't do this. What am I? One half blood against the entire world? I'd love to see the titan's burn! You know maybe I can do this. I will. And I'll do it with help from everyone.
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Random Person- This was a songfic!?!?!?
Snb- Of course!!!!! I did type SONGFIC at the beginning didn't I?
Randon Person- Not with all capitals!!!
Snb- You know what?
RP- Chicken Butt
Snb- *throws person 2 miles* Sorry you had to see that!!!!!
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