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Did I make the right decision? Chapter1
After the misunderstandings between Ahsoka and the Jedi were resolved and Anakin, her old master, offered her to be a part of the Jedi again, to be his Padawan again, she couldn't say no. She spent the last fourteen years in the temple, it's her home and the Jedi were her family. After Anakin had clipped the beads to her headdress, they went to their cabin. Ahsoka went to her part of the room immediately and sat down on the bed. Anakin stood in the door and watched her for a couple of minutes before he decided to give her some space. He closed the door to Ahsoka and left in his room. Ahsoka sat on her bed for the next hours without moving. She thought about the last days and tears started rolling down her cheeks. The whole time she asked herself the same question. 'Did I make the right decision?' One thought was on her mind.
"The council didn't trust me, how can I trust myself?" More and more tears filled her eyes and soon she was sobbing. She crossed her legs, put her hands on her knees and fell into meditation. Her eyes closed, she slowly stopped crying and started searching for answers. She had to know whether she made the right decision or not. She needed answers.
Falling into deeper meditation she began to see herself in something like a room, but it wasn't really a normal room. The walls were made of light and the ground she sat on was grass. She opened her eyes and got blinded by the shining light. She blinked a few times, so she could see clearer where she was. Hearing noises she looked around, but couldn't see something. As she looked through the room the third time she saw something sparkling in the light walls. She starred at it and a togruta made of light came out. Ahsoka looked at it confused and stood up.
"Who are you?" she asked willing to get an answer.
"I am you", the togruta answered with a cold voice. Ahsoka put her hands on her lightsabers, which she has also gotten from Anakin, and was ready to fight.
"There's no need to fight me.", the togruta spoke again.
"What do you want?" Ahsoka yelled.
"The question is, what do you want?" the togruta replied by asking another question.
"I am you! I am your inner voice. I am your mind. I am here because you want me to be here."
"I don't understand." Ahsoka replied with a confused look on her face.
The togruta smirked "You will." it just said and then Ahsoka's 'inner voice' left and let Ahsoka standing there in confusion.
Slowly Ahsoka came back to the real world and she opened her eyes again just to see herself back in her room. Still confused about the vision she just had she laid down hoping for some sleep. But instead of getting some sleep, she laid there in her bed starring at the wall thinking about her decision to stay.
"Was it the right?"