i do not own icarly or any of the characters in this story
carly's pov
i was laying down on my bed, thinking about how i was gonna tell freddie how i felt 'i can't just go up and kiss him, he's probably over me'
my thinking was cut off by freddie, sam and gibby walking into my room
"hey carls whats up, you look alittle down" sam said coming over to sit on my bed
"wha what, umm nothing's wrong i'm just thinking"
"thinking about what" said freddie with a smile
'freddie his brown hair,brown eyes, his perfect smile, i love him i really do i don't care if he's a geek, i've loved him ever since his voice got deeper and he got muscles, he became hot (To me)'
"carly"
"oh um, i was just thinking of stuff for icarly"
"oh ok, what are we gonna do this week" i heard gibby say
"umm im not exactly sure yet maybe we can meet up tomorrow to talk about it"
"oh ok carly im gonna go" sam said "me too"gibby said loudly, not wearing a t-shirt as usual
"bye" they both said walking out the door of my bedroom
"hey freddie, do you want to watch a movie"
"yeah of course, what movie"
"you pick"
"ok, how about the scream 4"
"umm, ok but i'll get scared"
"do you want to watch something else"
"no, it's fine"
freddie put on the movie and sat on the couch while i got my pillow and blanket.
when it was half way through i was nearly on top of freddie and only just realise it when i jumped
"im sorry freddie"
"it's fine"
'should i tell him, no i can't he's not into me, i can see that he's not'
'stop being stupid, nope it's time'
"freddie i have to tell you something"
"ok what"
"i love you, and i know you don't feel the same way, i've left it too long, im so stupid"
and with that i ran out of my apartment past the lobby crying, luckily lewbert was sleeping, freddie was too shocked to follow so he stayed where he way staring into space.