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Prologue – Of the Past

Dear Diry,

Today, mi dad hit me agan. Mom isnt hom, and Sis s at her kalege parti. im lonli.

Dear Diry,

mi hed's bleeding and it hurts but i kant c the doktor or els Dad will get in trubel. i lik dad so I wont tell. Kross mi fingers and hop to di.

Dear Diry,

i think mi legs brokn. it hurts a lot and the pane wont go away.

Pepel keep telling me im the devil. Hav I ben a bad grl?

i hate this. Mommy, Daddy, Sis…sav me.

Ever since I was little, I always hoped that one day, my family would love me. "If I'm a good girl, I'll be loved." That's what I truly thought and never strayed from.

Three years from then, my father and mother were caught for child abuse, my sister for under aged drinking. I then went to go live with a new family, a foster family, the Hinamoris'.

They are kind people, with a daughter of their own. But the hope that I had back then for my real family to be "loved" had never recovered. A pathetic, useless person…that is exactly what I am. For me to have believed all those years…and it had simply amounted to nothing.

I'm not sure what kind of future I'll have.