A/N: Hi there! It's been such a long time since I've last written a fanfic! I just wanted to let this off my chest!
Disclaimer: Fairy Tail (C) Hiro Mashima ^^
8th of July x791
I still remember it all, Lu-chan.
On the third night as we all partied with not a single care in the world.
Feeling victorious because of what had become, and what was still to come.
It was like any other party. Just enjoying each other's company to the fullest.
Even when I close my eyes right now, Lu-chan, I can still remember it all so well...
We were so sure of our victory.
Do you still remember it, Lu-chan?
We were all so happy back then. Everything was perfect.
Then the next day. He, the one whom you love, won in an overwhelming way... I can't help but think he did all of that for just you.
That night as we partied again, many other things started becoming very clear.
Like when you confessed to me how much you loved him. It wasn't that big of a surprise.
Then on the last day there was that one fierce battle. We came out as victorious.
We were Fiore's number 1 guild again.
That night, as we partied to our heart's content.
Many things finally started to be resolved..
Jellal and Erza resolved things between them and they got together. The council also approved of Jellal's innocence.
Elfman and Evergreen made their relationship official. Afterwards Mirajane fainted and Lisanna cried her eyes out.
Gray finally told Lyon he should stay away from Juvia. She belonged only to him, according to himself. I still remember Juvia's reaction. It was priceless.
And then there was you, Lu-chan. I already knew about your huge crush on him. But I had sincerely never imagined him loving you back so intensely. The kiss you both shared was wonderful. I can still find myself crying just by remembering it.
...
I can't seem to go on...
I..
He, Gajeel, the man I loved.
He, whom I had always admired from afar. Whom I had been afraid of.
I... In the midst of euphoria, stole a kiss from him.
And.
I had never expected him to,
... Kiss me back.
And once again. I can't seem to grasp that feeling again. And I think it's not possible anymore.
Because on the 7th of July...
We all lost to fate...
I... Can't seem to stop the tears falling from my eyes.
They're all gone now...
Like...
... Died as well.
... Also
...
And...
... Who I loved,
As well as ...
I can't put it into words, Lu-chan.
I can't take it anymore.
Somebody please help.
X-X-X-X
10th of July x791
Lu-chan,
I managed to escape into a hole in the ground where they can't reach.
I still have water and some food with me.
Bodies are scattered all around me. I feel scared.
The feeling of having lost them seems so unreal.
Even more when I close my eyes. Imagining them smiling and being themselves.
I'm preparing their graves. I don't have much time.
I managed to find a ray of light in this hole where I'm writing from right now.
I want to see him again, Lu-chan, so badly.
You have no idea... How much I loved him.
He meant everything to me.
He was my past, my present and my future.
He... Protected me and...
Lost his own life...
For..
Me...
Lu-chan, what is this irking pain?
Reality. I want to escape..
I feel like I'm driving insane...
I want to forget it all.
I want him back.. I want all of them back.
I want you back...
I've gotten tired of crying. I've gotten tired of this.
Lu-chan, please.
Come back.
X-X-X-X
10th of July x791
I bid them their last farewell.
Even if it seemed insignificant..
That moment...
It was the moment of letting go..
Accepting reality. Accepting fate..
Accepting that they're gone. That I'm the last one left.
Realizing that my whole existence in this empty world... Doesn't mean much to those things at all.
They'll just come and kill me just as they did to them.
And sincerely?
That's all I'm just wishing for.
I want to join them. I'm tired of this emptiness.
I think I've lost hope.
Who am I even writing to?
Lu-chan...?
... No
Lu-chan, you're also gone, aren't you?
I...
I can't go on any longer.
What am I supposed to do.
Memories still haunt me.
The happiness, the pain, the loss...
Their presence still reflected on my scars.
I'm finally realizing that there's not much more to be done.
I can't even hold onto that last string of hope anymore.
I want him. I can still feel his warmth. I can still hear his voice ringing in my head.
...
I can still feel his lips brushing against mine.
Lu-chan...
I...
Will always remember you.
X-X-X-X
I'm still here.
Surprisingly, they haven't been even close to this hiding place.
It's like they're doing it on purpose.
Playing with my feelings.
Enjoying my dread.
Their noises still terrify me, but I'm prepared to confront it.
I'm not scared anymore.
I've learnt to accept that my fate will be the same as theirs.
Why did I even survive?
Was there a reason to?
Was it so I could write to you, Lu-chan?
Has fate decided this?
But is fate even on our side?
I can't stop thinking about it.
When I suddenly fall asleep all I ever dream about is the past.
I wish not to wake up again.
I...
I'm so lonely...
I need you.
I need him.
X-X-X-X
14th of July x791
Lu-chan
I have no more food left.
I can still summon some water with the little strength I've left.
I'm writing this because I can feel they're approaching.
They've decided to strike.
Will you ever come back?
Will they ever come back...?
Goodbye.
FIN
Hope I didn't make to many mistakes! / See y'all later!