Feelings

By: DekotaSkye

DISCLAIMER: I don't own the characters, the Jim Henson Company does, and.whoever else. Aeryn's Angst Fic Challenge Rate PG

How does one stop the feeling? How do you turn the emotions off? First John died.always the hero. Now the second John dies.but he wasn't trying to be.he was protecting our child and me. He was doing what came natural for him.to protect the ones he love. Goddess, how can it hurt worse then the first time? How?

Cold. Eyes that is sightless. His blood so red. it's everywhere. Most not look. Why can't I take my eyes from his face? Oh, the frelling feeling.can't shut them down.the pain.

His chest is not moving. No breath left in him.his heart is no longer beating under my hand. Never to see his sweet smile.the love shining from his eyes.the words 'I love you' never to past from his lips.the feelings of lost is to much.

No, please don't take him from me. I know he is cold. I know he is dead. It's just I can't live if you take him from me. Please one more microt.

Why always the hero? Why did he leave me behind again? What do I tell our son? What?