Summary: Kakashi has lost everyone from his past and he's not quite able to move on completely. the encounter with a grass ninja makes it even more difficult for him. YAOI/Shounen-ai don't like don't read! You have been warned!

Rating: T – Violence, non-explicit adult themes and language (because I have a foul mouth myself lol)

Genre: Romance, Comedy, Drama, Action

Timing: right after the time skip (so beginning Shippuden), why? Cuss I hate that so many people die (NOT SPOILING ANYTHING! I'm not naming anyone! X3)

Pairings: Kakashi x Obito , Kakashi x Iruka , mentioning of Obito x Rin.
- there are more but those are the main couples -

PROLOGUE

He winced as he pulled his hand away from her grasp feeling that the right side of his body protested against the movement under the heavy weight on top of him, he had hoped that pulling his hand back would make her move faster, he couldn't see them but he felt their presence near him.
They had to leave, he knew they had to. He heard his teammate call out to her, desperation in his voice, he knew it too, they had to leave .. soon.
She didn't react and stayed still beside him, he felt her stare, he heard her breath shaking, he didn't want her to cry, didn't want to cause her pain but she had to leave. That's why when he felt her reach out for his hand again, he pulled away.
the ground started shaking and he knew that the Iwagakure ninja's reinforcements had arrived, that and the fact that his teammate furthest away from him had gasped. He heard his teammate call out to the kunoichi again, when he didn't feel her presence leave he tried by calling her name, forcing her to leave him behind. He finally felt her presence leave and heard her call out to him, still hearing the tears in her voice, it broke his heart to know that he was the cause of her pain, still .. he was glad to feel his heart hurt, it reminded him that he was still alive, he knew it wouldn't last much longer and that the pain would fade, he just hoped that his team would be safe.
his body started cooling down and he felt himself becoming weaker, not capable of fighting the pain much longer, before his mind would go blank he heard his enemy … no, his best friend call out to him, the sorrow and guilt that covered his friend's voice sent another pain throughout his heart.
' still alive ' he reminded himself, he smiled slightly as he felt himself fade away ' i wish I had more time with them '

A groan escaped his lips when he felt the weight being lifted from his body, he heard voices but couldn't clearly make out what they were saying.
He opened his right eye waiting for his vision to focus, he didn't bother opening his left, knowing he couldn't see through it. The figures above him didn't show any detail and all he saw was colours and shapes.
his left hand formed to a fist scratching at the soil beneath him, he could admit easily that he was scared, anyone could be standing there, even the enemy preparing to finish him off . He wished his vision would focus so that he could recognise whoever was standing near him. That however was too much to ask for, both his body and mind was too weak to make anything work including his sight and hearing.
One of the silhouettes moved closer and he knew the person was kneeling beside him, the voice he heard was still blurry but he could make something out of it, the voice was young and feminine. What she said wasn't directed to him but to the person with her, she was talking about sensing his chakra and before he even realized what was happening he felt himself being lifted by the taller silhouette.
He felt his eyelid going heavy again and felt the rest of his strength disappear slowly, the last thing he heard was the girls voice wondering if he would make it.

Authors Note

Prologue is done ^^ I hope you guys like it, do tell me if you do though lol I'll keep writing if I keep getting reviews.

i know i didn't write any names, i did that on purpose btw ^^ the other chapters won't be written like that, there will be dialogues and the chapters will be longer as well. i just wanted the Prologue to be written like this i do hope people like it ^^

FYI I'm Belgian so sorry if there are spelling mistakes I did my best ^^

Chapter 1 should be up soon, this is just to spike your interest ^^ I hope I did well =3