DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN BLEACH IN ANY WAY WHATSOEVER!

WARNING: CONTENTS:

shounen-ai ( ichihitsu, ichigo x hitsugaya ), if you don't like it then don't read it….

NO EXPERIENCE:

I am young and VERY inexperienced, this is my first attempt at writing ANYTHING that isn't an essay or schoolwork…this is obviously my first fanfic and maybe last if it does turn out as horrible as I expect…also English isn't my mother language so expect mistakes, many of them……

Hitsugaya Toushiro's POV: (btw in this story, toushiro can REALLY hold a grudge…it's kinda the main idea here)

Today is Monday, it's my first day as a transfer student in this high school. I have to say that I am a bit nervous. Moving 1823km from the place I grew up might have a bit to do with why am nervous but really it's because of my mom. My father died 2 years ago and mom couldnt really support the both of us since. She was such a klutz that she couldn't keep a job for more than a month, so she suggested that we move. I think that moving is just going to make things worse,but if the same thing happens with her work then I WILL quit school and work.

Kurosaki Ichigo's POV:

~~Kurosaki's house~~

'Monday mornings are the worst!' I thought as the evil sun shone onto my face. "wake up nii-san! You're gonna be late for school!" shouted Yuzu, my younger sister, as she knocked on the door. Yuzu can be really persistent when it comes to Karin and I, she's almost another mother. "I am awake Yuzu, really, I am." I said in a tired voice, giving up on any more amount of sleep before school. I went through the same never-changing morning routine. I try to get as much sleep as I can get, Yuzu doesn't give me the slightest chance, my father kicks me, I dodge, he complains, Karin is just happy that she gets to eat my breakfast because am going to be late AGAIN(A/N:this was supposed to be his morning routine which I think really screams ''Ichigo''XD) . She's so lucky her school is so close, mine is almost all the way across town!

~~in school~~

Today , there was supposed to be some new kid in our class. Rumours say it's a really cute girl so I am not interested. And yes, that means I am attracted to guys. I am not really sure of how I feel, it's just that girls don't really do it for me and I do occasionally find myself staring at guys. I noticed my sexuality when my sister, Yuzu, asked if had a girlfriend. I told her I didn't so she said, "Why nii-san? You are really good-looking and most guys your age already have girlfriends." When I found myself looking at some guy's ass in school I just kinda put two and two together. It didn't really come as a shock and I didn't make a deal out of it, I just kept it in the back of my mind like any new interesting thing you learn in science(A/N: many people call me a freak but I am always interested in science and I just know the feeling but cant really express it).

Hitsugaya Toushiro's POV:

~school~

I went into the classroom with the teacher to be introduced to the whole class. The class looked really surprised as I entered. It seemed that they thought a girl was transferring if the guys' complains are any indicator. I didn't really pay any attention to the students in he classroom, I introduced myself and wrote down my name on the board. The teacher told me to sit in the back because it was the only empty seat. I think he said I'll be sitting beside a Kurosaki Ichigo. I almost laughed because I thought it might be the same Kurosaki from middle school who used to hit and make fun of me. I say almost because when I saw that orange hair and honey brown eyes I knew that this person is definitely the same Kurosaki.

I just went to sit in my seat and ignored the boy's hand as he offered it me to shake. He seemed really hurt that I ignored him, but I couldn't just forget what hell this devil put me through. I can still remember the days I returned home crying or with something or another broken by him. But it seems like he forgot about me rather easily. Ofcourse he forgot, he was the one laughing and enjoying every moment, why does he need to remember?

Class finally finished and I turned to leave only to bump into the guy in front of me, who just happened to be Kurosaki! Damn fate playing with me. Now he's gonna get angry and tell me to look where am going and I'll become the object of his abuse yet again.

Kurosaki Ichigo's POV:

Most of the guys in our class where disappointed when the 'cute' girl turned out to be a guy, and a cute one nonetheless. The guy was on the short side with bleached hair and teal eyes. He came in and introduced himself as Hitsugaya Toushiro, a name that I felt was somehow familiar but couldn't quite place yet, and was told to take the empty seat beside me. I extended my hand to him as he began to sit but he totally ignored it. I was really hurt by that and thought about it for the rest of the period.

I know that I knew the name, I just cant remember. The best way to get what I want is right beside me, Hitsugaya. I need to know from him the reason he ignored me and I will ask him if I know him from somewhere. When the period ended I walked to the other side of his table to confront him and he stood up quickly going for the door but bump right into me instead.

IMPORTANT:

Author's Note:I really don't know how good this is and I want to know because if it is, then I'll continue but if it isn't I will remove it…please review…and constructive criticism is VERY welcome(read: what am looking for) especially since am into the whole yaoi thing and all my family and friends are homophobic!