Hurt From the Heart

The waiting concludes, it's that time at last

I'm unafraid for our love goes unsurpassed

My existent life will completely erase

As he leans in, I'm ready to face death's embrace

Trust, Love, Determination

Away from my body my soul was soaring

Away from my mind insanity was pouring

The burn of a thousand flames lick my nerves

Equal to the payment this sin deserves.

Pain, Suffering, Torment

Immobile, I desperately want to run

Afraid of my reasons coming undone,

Is it worth it, who could put me through this?

No answers come from my mind's tangled abyss

Questions, Fear, Helpless

After a lifetime, and more then just an ache,

I sluggishly rise grateful to be awake

The world is different in a way I can't place,

I'm sure whatever I've done is a disgrace.

Shame, Confusion, Difference

But then memories flood back of the reasons for the pain

My worries, doubts, and questions instantly drain.

Into his shaky waiting arms I be longingly flew,

Finally we have forever to look forward to.

Passion, Hope, Eternity