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My life was prefect so I thought! Well it was until I moved to my moms. Let me tell you my story before I had to move and then I can tell you the rest of my story.

My name is Isabella Maria Swan, Bella for short. I use to live with my dad Charlie Swan, and his brother Michael, Uncle mikey for short well that's what I called him. My dad was the chief of police at the sheriff's department in Forks Washington.

My best friend was Alice Cullen, her brother was Edward Cullen who I had feelings for. There father was Carlisle Cullen he is one of the top doctors here in Forks. There mother Esme she loves to design houses especially the really old houses.

"Bella what are you doing this weekend?" Alice and I were leaning against our lockers Edward and Jasper were across the hall at there locker. Jasper Whitlock was Edwards best friend and Alice's boyfriend. "Nothing that I know of, why what's up?"

"My parents wanted me to ask you if you wanted to go camping this week, since it's spring break?" I looked at Edward and back over to Alice, sure but I have to ask my dad, and Uncle Mikey first, but being your family I think they will say yes."

Alice did her happy dance. I rolled my eyes. "It just wouldn't be right without my best friend there." I smiled at Alice.

After I got home from school dad was no where in site. "Uncle Mickey, where's dad?" He looked up at me. "He's working late tonight sweetie why?" Darn it this sucks. "Then I ask you first then, Alice's family invited me to go camping with them for spring break and they will be gone for a week, only one problem now dad's not here I had to ask him before tonight because that's when they're leaving."

Uncle Mickey smiled one of his famous grins when he had a brilliant idea. He picks up his phone. "Hold on Charlie your daughter needs to ask you something before tonight!" He hands me the phone. "Dad, well Alice's parents invited me to go camping for a week, for Spring break, and they're leaving tonight, I told Alice I had to ask you and Uncle Mickey first.!" I was waiting for dad to respond, I really hated this when he did this. "Yes you can, go have fun with your best friend."

"Thank you dad I love you." I hung up the phone. I hugged uncle Mikey. "Thank you, thank you, love you uncle Mickey" He started to laugh at me. "Don't you think you need to call Alice and let her know."

"Oh crap, your right." I grabbed the cordless phone and ran upstairs to my room, while calling Alice.

Edward answered the phone. "Hey Edward, can I talk to Alice please!" I loved the sound of Edwards voice on the phone. "Sure Bella, ALICE, BELLA ON THE PHONE FOR YOU!" I giggled at him. "Hi, Bella, what did they say?" l could not help but scream for joy. "I can go the whole week with you I'm packing right now." We both squealed in excitement, then I heard Edward in the back ground. "I take it Bella gets to go I can tell by the way your squealing."

"Do you want my Uncle to drop me off." She said yes, she told me what to pack. Plus to bring a pillow and a sleeping bag and a few other things. We hung up. I gather up every thing and ran back downstairs.

"I'm ready can you take me over there now Mikey, please?" I gave him my puppy dog eyes. He said come on.

I got out of the car and waved to Uncle Mickey. Alice and I hugged and squealed for joy. "Are you two ready, or you going to jump up and down all day." Carlisle asked

We stopped and just looked at each other and laughed and grabbed my bags and handed them to Alice's dad. Edward walks out of the house with Jasper. "Jasper going to Alice?" She nodded and whispered yes. I just nudge her with my elbow and giggle at her.

All of us got into the mini van and took off. We got to where we were camping at. It was beautiful, we were in the forest that was close to the mountains. There were alot of hiking trails to.

"Alice and Bella can you find firewood, Jasper and Edward can help me get the tents up, mom said she was going to cook. Since this is Bella first time here, after dinner we can all walk up to the bathroom and shower so Bella knows where it is." Carlisle told us.

I followed Alice. "Alice it so beautiful here." Alice started showing which wood to pick up. "You will love it Bella, if you want to even go for a walk by yourself just make sure you tell someone ok." We finished gathering up wood and walk back to the camp site.

We sat by fire and ate, then we got up and walked to the shower bathroom area. "Bella it should be fairly easy for you to find." I just nodded.

We headed back to the camp site and every one climbed into there tents. The boys had there own. Alice and I had one together. Esme and Carlisle of course they had there own.

I knew it was the middle of the night, because it was still dark. I had to go to the rest room. I knew no one was awake so I had to go by myself. So I grabbed the flash light and climbed out quietly so I did not wake anyone.

I had the flash light on I was trying to remember the ways they told me and I finally made it there, it felt like it took me forever. I walked out of the bathroom and as I went to walk away from the building I heard someone behind me. I about jump out of my skin.

"I'm sorry Bella I didn't mean to scare you but you were taking to long, and well umm." I turned and looked and it was Edward leaning against the wall. "How you even know I left, I thought every body was sleeping."

He rub the back of his head with his hand. "Well I heard a zipper or a noise and and I woke up and I unzipped the window part of my tent, and saw it was you. I waited but you didn't come back. So I walked up here and there you were walking out."

We walk back in quiet. We went to get in until I said, "Umm Edward." He turned and looked at me. "Yeah, Bella." I look down and tell him. "Thank you!" I climbed into my tent not even giving him a chance to say anything.

I laid there in the tent, thinking about Edward. I may be only 14 and Edward 15 but I knew what my heart felt. I Didn't know if it would ever happen where he ask me to be his girlfriend. Alice told me he said he like me. But what if that's all put on. Who am I kidding. I finally fell back asleep.

I finally woke up. I get up and grabbed my change of clothes for the day, my hair brush and hair tie. I climbed out of the the tent.

"Hey sleepy head, how you sleep last?" Esme asked I looked around and everyone except Carlisle and Esme were gone. "Where is everyone?" They went for a hike they asked us to tell you to tell you which trail to follow, so you can meet them." I grabbed a cup a coffee and then they showed me and I first walked to the restroom and changed my clothes, and put my hair up in a ponytail.

I went and put my stuff back in the tent and went on the trail that Esme and Carlisle told me to go on. I walked a while. I started to hear them talking then I heard my name. "You need to tell her Edward."

"Jasper I do not want to end up breaking her heart, you know how she is and I hate. I can't even keep her away from me." Edward said.

"Edward I know but she has to leave you alone, you have feelings for someone else!" Alice said

"You have to Edward there's no way around it, you are going to have to tell her to leave you alone, that you want someone else." Jasper said.

"Your right, I'll do it." Edward said. Edward has feelings for someone else. Well I guess I will just quit trying for now. I won't even talk to him no more.

I take a deep breath and walk up to Alice. "Hey, Bella I see you finally woke up." Alice said. "Yep I got your message to, so here I am." I smiled.

Alice hooks her arm into mine. "So where we headed Alice?" She looked over at me, "This is a short trail, but this one goes to a small pond." Alice said

She was right it didn't take long to get there. I saw a boulder to sit on. Edward was skipping rocks in the pond. Alice and Jasper started to get kissy face. I just couldn't watch it no more.

I walked up to Edward. "Edward tell Alice I went back to camp ok." He looked at me confused. "Are you alright, do you want me to go back with you?" Edward asked.

"No, I'm fine, and stay I'll be alright." He said ok as long as I was alright. I walked back to camp and sat down by where the camp fire would be. All I could do is think about what I over heard. As much as it hurt me I had to do this. He in love with someone else.

I waited for everyone to get back. "Hey Bella, are you doing alright?" Alice asked me as she sat down next to me. "Yeah I'm fine, just wanted to sit by myself for awhile." She smiles at me. I lied to her.

Edward sat across from me and Jasper sat next to him. I kept noticing Edward was looking at me off and on. "Bella come with me please." Alice said.

I got up. She told the boys will be right back we were going to the lady's room.

As we were walking I decided to ask Alice about who this other girl was, but made it like I keep forgetting to ask her. "Alice I keep forgetting to ask you this but it's stupid to remember it now but in school who is that girl that follows Edward once in awhile?"

"Oh, it's not stupid I forget to ask things all the time. That's Tanya Denali." Alice said. "Oh!"

I know she beats me in beauty for sure. So I don't have a chance in hell with Edward. When we were done we headed back.

That night was fun, we made smores, Alice and I goofed off in the tent, I think we stayed up half the night talking. But we had alot of fun.

We got up the next morning to Carlisle on the phone. We all sat and waited. Then he got off the phone. "Well I have emergency surgery I have to do but I would only be gone for one night Esme could stay here but I think you kids are old enough and responsible enough to handle one night out here yourselves. We'll be back tomorrow."

The 4 of us were on our own for the night. I just sat quietly for awhile. Alice ask, "Let's play truth or dare." I just glared at Alice.

She just rolled her eyes. In the back of my head I did not want to do this. "Ok Jasper you go first then Edward then me then Bella."

"Alice truth or dare?" Alice was thinking. "Umm, dare." It didn't take Jasper long to come up with something. "I dare you to kiss me." She did it. It was Edward turn.

"Jasper, Truth or dare?" Jasper pick truth. Edward asked him how he really felt about Alice. I was blown away at how much he really cared about her.

Alice ask Edward truth or dare. Edward chose truth.

"How do you feel about Bella, I mean really feel about her?"

I gasped. What did Alice just do. Did she really want to break my heart. I had to stopped this because I already knew this answer.

"Stop, don't answer that. I don't want to hear the answer I'm sorry I just can't." I just got up and ran out of there.

I didn't realize which trail I ran down but I didn't care, I just had to get away. I came to a river I looked for a place to cross as I went to step on the rock I almost lost my balance and fell in but I felt a hand grab my arm. I turned and looked it was Edward.

I didn't realize I was crying until I felt the tears falling down my face. "Bella what are you doing?" l just didn't want to hear what you had say. I'm sorry I just can't." Of all my rotten luck it started to rain.

Edward pulls me back up on bank. "Bella what gotten in you since yesterday you been out of it or distance?"

"I over heard you guys, yesterday and by the sounds of it you like someone else, well it kinda of did, and then Alice asked you how you felt about me, I just couldn't hear you liked someone else, because I have feelings for you, I have for awhile now I just haven't said anything, Alice knew." I turned away from Edward.

I just couldn't face him when he told me he had feelings for another. "Bella Swan, you have it backwards." I turned and looked at him. "What do you mean I have it backwards I know you have feelings for Tanya Denali."

Edward walked up to me put his hands on my face, "Isabella Maria Swan, you have it all wrong I do not have feelings for her I have them for you." I looked into his eyes. "What, your just not saying that are?"

He smiles. "Bella you have always been so stubborn and thick headed." Edward put his lips down to mine and our lips part just right and our tongues just explored each other mouth. We pull apart. "I believe you now." I smile. Edward starts laughing.

"Can you do that again?" He looked at me and smiled. "Do this again." Edward said. He wrapped his arms around my waist and took his lips softly against mine, he gently kissed me I wrapped my arms around his neck. Our lips part just so we explore each other mouth. I feel strange feelings all over my body. We pull apart.

"I think we need to get back. So I can let them know I found you." He unwraps his arms from my waist and grabs my hand. we start walking. I stop. "Wait, I don't want this to end yet." I said.

Edward stood there for a moment and then smiled at me, he pulled me closer. "You know what they can come find us, because I don't want this to end yet either."

We went and found a spot under a tree that was dry and started to talk while he held me in his arms. I couldn't believe this. Edward and me are together finally. He kissed me.

As time went by Edward and my feelings grew stronger. We didn't sleep with each, well not in sexual sense, not that we didn't want to because we did, we just agreed until we were both ready and we both were sure thats what we both wanted.

It had been over a year, and I had gotten home from school, one day and there was Phil and my Mom sitting in the living room. "Mom What are you doing here, it's so good to see you, I missed you so much."

They said they had something to tell me and that I couldn't fight them on this. My mom was pregnant and I had to go live with them and help my mom with the baby. That I will be moving to Phoenix at the end of month.

"I have a life here I have a boyfriend school a best friend and you want to rip me away from it." I ran out the door. I didn't know what to do. I just ran.

My phone started to ring, I looked it was Edward how do I tell him?" My heart just breaks. I can't talked to him yet. I don't want to do this. I ran into the woods and thought maybe if I just kept going I just could get lost.

It was dark and I was tripping over stuff, because I couldn't see. I started to see a storm coming. Great what next now. I finally fell to the ground and just wrapped my arms around my stomach and just cried. My phone went off again. It was Edward. I decided to finally answer his call.

"Bella, thank god, everyone is worried about you. Even me." I just didn't want to leave Edward, or my life in Forks. "Edward I don't want to leave but there making me." The phone went silent. "Bella what are you talking about, what do you mean leave? Where are you now." I forgot he doesn't know yet. "I'm in the woods, it was the closest thing I could think of when we first got together I guess." He asked me where I went in at and what my surroundings were for what I could see. He said it sounded familiar, that he be right there. He stayed on the phone with me until he found me.

He grabbed me and wrapped his arms around me. "Edward I got home and my Mom and Phil were there, my Mom's pregnant and they told me I could not fight them on this that I was moving to Phoenix at the end of the month to help with the baby. I just ran out of the house.

I don't want to leave you, Alice, or my Uncle, my dad. I don't know what to do. I love you too much." Edward froze when I said that. I can't believe I said that out loud.

"Did I say that out loud?" Edward took a deep breath. "Yeah, you did. It's the first time to." I just sat there a moment. "I guess I didn't realize how much I really did love you until this happen. I should of kept it to myself then." What did I do. My life is going down hill and I just made it worse by telling him I loved him.

"I'm glad you did Bella, because I love you too." I Sat up and look at him. "Now we have a problem." I turn and kind of straddle him so I can face him. "This really stinks, I hate that I have to move. I don't want to."

I wrap my arms around his neck. "Bella I will always love you at least we have until the end of the month to spend with each other. Let's make a promise though to each other right here, that we will always find a way no matter how to keep in contact with each other."

"I promise you Edward." But no one else knew this or even Edward, but I made a promise to myself never to feel like this with anyone else only with Edward, because I knew in my heart that he was the only one that could make me feel like this.

Edward leaned forward and started to kiss me and this kiss was so different than the other times, I knew then he would miss me, my heart will stay here with him.

This ends chapter 1 Next chapter Bella says her good byes to everyone, it's the toughest thing for Bella, having to leave everything she ever knew her who life, and leaving behind the one she loves.

I do not own some of my characters or some some parts of story Stephanie Meyer does. I own the rest of the characters and story lines though.

Feel free to comment on this. Once I get further in the book you will understand the why I did the first part. I do warn you as I do go further in the book I might have to change my rating of my book.

I will have graphic details of whats happening to Bella. I have a habit of going into detail to where it feels like your right there. I get involved in my writing so for give and I you enjoy this book. I'll be working on this in between my series wanting a life change. I'm working on the second book of the series called forever changed. Chapter 3 is almost done, its a long chapter.