Disclaimer: I dont own Supernatural. CW does. Cuz trust me if I did, little kids would not be able to watch it.
Loving him was wrong...at least thats what everyone would say. Honestly, I dont care what they say.
As he lies there,sleeping,wearing my old Metallica shirt and a pair of sweatpants, I dont think I've ever seen a more perfect sight.
Perfect. Just perfect. He's leaving. Why? Doesn't he care anymore? He swears he does but really...How can he? It's just not right...
He left yesterday with nothing to remind him of me but a love bite and that old Metallica shirt.
But the bite will fade away...and someway, somehow, he'll lose that shirt. And I'll be left with nothing.
Fuck Him and his Ivy league dreams. I'm fucking over it. Ya, hes my brother but it still fucking hurts. Fuck this shit I'm going to the bar.
I cant believe I did that. I went to that school. But I was in the neighborhood...Okay so I drove 275 miles to that God-forsaken place. But seeing him was worth it. He was wearing my shirt.
Only one thing ruined the silent worship of my little brother. The blonde that ran up to him a little too happily. The way he held her a little too tightly. The way he kissed her a little too passionatly. The way his eyes shone a little too brightly for someone other than me. But hey...He was wearing my shirt.
He's back...She's dead. I need a drink and he hid all the boozes again. Sometimes I hate him, but then he looks at me with those eyes and it takes everything I am not to wrap him in my arms and tell him everythings going to be okay. But I cant... Because, truly, I dont know if it will be...
8 years since the day I realised I loved him. 8 years since the day I gave him my shirt and his first hickey.
He walks out of the bathroom wearing that old,faded,ripped and stained Metallica shirt and I see a single love bite on his neck. As he slides in next to me, I realise that these last 8 years have been perfect. Even with all the heartbreak. Because to really experience love, you must first experience pain...and we both have...first-hand.
A/N This is my first time posting so if you could give some feedback it would be welcomed with open arms. But flames however, will be given to Mez (hes a pyro).