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Featuring Sam andDean

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I had those dreams again
I remember what it is like to die
I keep, keep trying to forget
But I can't-no matter how I try.

I wonder how I'll feel
When they come to seal our compact
I wonder how it will-if I do-feel
When I stop dead in my tracks

There's nothing to tell Dean
Should I ask Sam my question?

I don't want him to worry any more
What will he say if death is mentioned?

That I'm dead? Or that'll he'll soon be?
Does either of these words bother him?
As much as they bother me?

I'll just keep my mouth closed
And try not to think of hell hounds
Hopefully, my emotions won't show

The images aren't so vivid
As the sensations I recall
The blinding pain of dying
And then into hell- that tumbling fall

What will I feel? Is there a light?
Is their anything I should know-
About demons, about hell, about you-
Before I'm finally done and go

Pain, demons, death, no more
Dose he remember what it's like?

I'm not supposed to be here
When they come should I fight?

Dreams again, woke up screaming
He was already up, just as tired as I
He looked at me, and said finally-
"Sam what's it like to die?"

Please don't ask (Please do tell)
You shielded me when I was small
I'm trying to shield you now
"I didn't feel anything at all."

Of course he knows it's a lie
What doesn't he want me to know?

But I don't want him to worry
I have to know before I go

"Please, Sammy," I try to plead
"Do we need to talk now?" I ask
"I need to hear it from you."
"Okay, okay," and I set myself to the task.

I share my dreams with Dean
As I slowly start to explain
My journey through death and
What felt like years of torment and pain

I don't know what to say
I should have never let you leave my side
You were hurt, it was my last mistake
And
as price I will have to die

I had dreams again- of dying
My nightmares have vanished
But Sammy sleeps quietly now

I hope soon Dean's demons will also be banished

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