Well, I thought I would write a little follow-up to hate. See the response when athrun reads the letter left for him. Thank you all who posted comments and emailed me but instead of creating another chapter, I'll write you all a complete new fic, possible this will be multi chapter we will see….alright fine I'll tell you it will be hope you enjoy again comments always welcome.

Hate II

Athrun put the key into the lock on the door to the apartment he and cagalli shared. He was so glad to be home to be near her. He would never dare tell her the what he dose when he goes away. He wouldn't want to worry her so he created a fake job so she wouldn't worry.

It dose seem strange, she normally flings the door open throw her arms around him and gives him a kiss that makes time stand still. His absolute favorite part of coming home.

Well I guess she must be out shopping or something. Well I'll make her a nice dinner and surprise her when she gets home. I think tonight will be the perfect time to give her the little present that he had bought for her.

He noticed a letter folded over with his name on it. He reached to pick it up when the clock chimed, Damn I better get moving if I am going to get dinner done. He leaves the letter on the coffee table and gets to work cooking dinner.

Time flies by dinner is done and getting cold, when the knock came to the door. Athrun went to answer it. He saw his old friend and work partner kira yamato. Kira hi, how are you come on in.

Your in a remarkable good mood considering, athrun

What do you mean kira?

You didn't read the letter yet? Its because of that letter that I am here, to make sure you don't something stupid.

Kira I have known you a long time but I have no idea what your talking about. No I didn't read any letter the only letter was the one I think that cagal…..no do you mea she……. Where did I put that letter

Athrun rushes back to the coffie table open the letter and pours through her words, and the more he reads the harder he clenched his chest. His heart is about to stop due to sharp dagger her words have formed and plugged into his heart. He falls to his knees and the last thing he hears is his name being called.

Athrun awoke his head spinning his eyes came to focus on a familiar face,

K..k..kira? Is that you what happened?

You collapsed after reading her letter. I got a letter of my own from her although its not nearly as intense as yours was.

She left me, she said she hated me kira, said I caused her pain, she felt poisoned by me. How could this have happened and I not even see it?

She miss takes our leaving as being childish and lustful adventures. We didn't want her to know that we had volunteered to be part of the peace keep forces. So by our trying to protect her she feels betrayed

But to hate me? To say I have been with other women, doesn't she relies she is the reason I bother to get up in the morning? The very reason I go on living? I lost her once I…I…I. cant live with out her again.

Get a hold of your self, here have a drink and calm down. We both know cagalli is a very hot blooded women. I am sure she simply acted rash wrote the letter went out for a while or took a trip to cool off she will be back. This isn't the first time for her either, remember? You have put up with a lot of her shit as well.

Kira, what did your letter say?

She told me that she was sorry for putting me in the middle of her and you. And that she would call and let me know she was alright…..and that I am to some degree at fault for going along with you.

don't leave me kira stay with me for a while, I think we need to get drunk for the first time since the war I think you and I need to drink away the world we have been trying to protect, even as our own world crumble down upon us.