A/N : Hi you guys! :D yes I know I usually don't make up characters but in this story I'm going to make up John's (fathers name Toretto Cena), ( Step Mother Fonya Cena), (child son Rupert Cena age 18), (older brother Sean Cena) but that's it everyone else is really a WWE superstar

(BIG A/N) : I'M MAKING MY OWN WWE IN THIS STORY

PAIRING'S (JOHN/RANDY) ( CODY/JOHN/ EVAN) (RUPERT/ ?)

WARNING : RAPE, MINIPULATION, ABUSE, INCEST, BETRAYAL, CHEATING, KILLINGS

SLASH MALE/MALE

Summary : John Cena A stay at home father with two pets/lovers Cody and Evan with a dark past including his best friend Randy an 18 year old adopted son Rupert working as a WWE trainer with a secret of his own as John is a daddy's boy begging for his fathers and brother's approval he gets caught up in a mess that drags his son and lovers in with him. {REALLY DARK SLASH AT TIMES}

## JOHN POV ##

Dark Memory's

Sat alone, there in the dark. The lone light bulb giving off little light. It was my only link left to my sanity. "Give up already." "Yes yes. Give up. Sink into the dark." "Join us. Let the last of it go." "Be free." The voices were back. I remembered my best friend Randy used to claim he heard them but I did all the time and as I looked down at the claw marks at my feet. I pulled my legs closer to my body. The chains on my ankles jingled. And

Something hit the small window at the door. Leaving behind a bloody mess that looked like fingerprints dragged across glass. The light around me started to shrink. I closed my eyes willing some of my little sanity back. Behind my eyelids was black. Pitch black. I felt a whirl in my head. Pictures played back through my mind.

"Sean don't come any closer please!" I remember screaming at my big brother to stop but all he did was play with himself with his pants down to his knees watching "Come on! Dad let me have a taste just one I promise!" That voice that scares me my brothers. "Please stop I'll be good please daddy I'm a good boy!" I screamed with sobbing tears running down my cheeks for my father Toretto to stop but he wouldn't and they laught and pointed as I feel my fathers fingers and hands grip tightly at my helpless chained naked hips that thrashed and turned to get him off me but it didn't help.

"GET OFF OF HIM!" dad and Sean stopped there torture to turn at the doorway of the shed to see my best friend Randy pointing a gun at my father with anger in his voice but tears in his eyes at his fear for me. "or what you going to shoot me?" my father stated boldly at Randy as if the gun pointed to his head didn't faze him in the least as if he welcomed death. "I will if I have to Mr. Cena now let Johnny go NOW!" Randy Demanded making me shake like a leaf at the thunder in his voice but all my father did was laugh at Randy's idiocy of thinking he was a killer. "Raaaanndddyy oh sweet Raaannndddyyy why so mad Raaanndddyyy" my Brother sing sang mockingly to Randy while keeping his hands in the air like an arrest moving slowly in Randy's direction as I watched terrified as Randy starts to shake in fear at my brothers approach to him. "stay away from me" Randy grits out pointing the gun now on Sean for him to back up but Sean instead takes that as an invitation smiling crazily going a little closer till he's right up on Randy near his ear. "you like watching Randy watching John being fucked by his own father hmm watching him squirm, cry and scream for it to stop do you get off on it watching your best friend with other men?" Sean whispers in Randy's ear leaning in a little closer sticking out his tongue licking up Randy's neck seductively making Randy gasp and jerk away from Sean forcefully. "You bastard I said stay away from me!" Sean smirks at Randy's surprised reaction.

Everyone in the city of Massachusetts know how mentally unstable my brother Sean is and keep there children, wife's, son's and daughters away from him as much as possible but what they didn't know is my brother has a certain type he looks for in men mostly to stalk as my brother knows burnets with blue eyes are his favorite and Randy and me both have that and ever since I became friends with Randy since we were kids we've been protecting each other from my brother but at night Randy goes home leaving me alone with this monster to molest me. I looked down at my father and pain shot through me as he thrust up inside me dry making me scream out in pure agony for him to stop "STOP DADDY PLEASE STOP IT HURTS TO BAD PLEASE!" my throat was going so horse I was screaming so hard and I hear Randy beg from behind faintly as my vision turns blurry as I try to stay away for Randy but I pass out after I feel the sticky feeling of my fathers cum coat my insides making me horrified.

It was them my father and brother who ruined Randy. And the moment I dreaded. Gunfire went off in the background that day as Randy's blood was splashed on the wall making the birds fly from the trees outside showing he was shot in the arm by my own father and all I could do was sit there crying and watching as my brother raped Randy and came for me next after they dumped Randy's unconscious body on the side of the road to rot. Hours later my neighbors found Randy bringing him to the hospital for them to patch up leaving Randy with only the mental scars of what happened that night he hasn't spoken to me ever since.

Another memory of John's childhood with Sean

Come on! Run faster he's coming!" I yelled for Randy to run. "My foot! Help its stuck!" My friend yelled back desperately. Its him. And the moment I dreaded laughter went off in the background "JOHNNY WERE ARE YOU JOHNNY I'M COMING TO GET YOU LITTLE BROTHER YOU CAN'T HIDE" I hear Sean yell and desperately I run to Randy to help so I can get him to safety. I pulled but heard a crunch and knew Randy' foot broke as I hear him scream as I pulled his now broken foot free from a hole. "Run Randy! I'll distract him!" I grabbed my pepper spray I bought just for this occasion from my boot uncovering the shiny bottle, "John no he wants you he's going to hurt you again please! I'm not leaving you!" I turned my head away so he wouldn't see me cry. "Go. Find someplace safe to hide your house is the best go now he's coming Randy I'll call you later to get your hide out and see you then." But we both new I would not see him that night as my brother dragged me home raped me and shared me with my father to only beat me in the end till I was coughing blood on my bedroom floor.

John's mother's death

I awoke to the screams of my mother Carol Cena and a burning wood smell. I opened my eyes. I felt cold metal on my hands and ankles. My usual clothes in a pile by my fathers sex toys. Soft white fabric rubbed on my skin of the thin sheet thrown over me. I looked over to see my mother huddled in a corner naked and drenched in bruises and blood making me sick to know my father beat on my mother again. I looked into her sweet beautiful baby blue eyes much like mine and I saw pure terror. I wanted to help her tell her everything's alright but I knew it was a lie I can't save someone or promise them something that I'm having trouble doing myself. I screamed wiggling on the ground trying to use my muscle to break the metal but they kept my hands together cutting into my skin. I didn't care. I needed to save her from dad.

"John stop he will hear you please baby you need to stay strong I love you but you need to fight through this" A Laughter was suddenly heard making me jump at the deep laughter of my father making me scared as hell at my vulnerable position. My tears mixed with the bruises and dirt marking my face. "Now why'd you even try to save your mother when you can't even save yourself Johnny?" my father asked making my heart sink "please daddy I'll do anything you want just let go of mom please she doesn't deserve it" I begged swallowing my pride. Toretto moved closer to me placing a hand that made me jump softly on my face soothingly petting me like a prized jewel "doesn't deserve it Johnny you shore your mother doesn't deserve to be punished when she's a fucking slut!" My father screamed making my mother jump but look away in tears.

Look at me when I'm talking to you!" Toretto yelled hunching down hoving over my mothers small form grabbing her face with his palm making her looked up into the dead eyes of the man she once called her loving husband and my loving father. "Why? Toretto! We used to be in love you used to worship the ground I walked on you used to tell me what happened to you! Then you turn on us your own son and me bringing Sean with you!" I watch as my mother tried to reason with my father and beg him to come back to us the old loving Toretto that my mother married once before. Dad laughed and spit on her face like she was nothing but a worm to him making me cry worse. "Shut your face you whore. I don't need your pity and I shore as hell don't need you." he laughed again watching as my mothers naked form hunched over gagging at the spit, "The great Carol! The woman who could take any sort of pain can't deal with a couple bruises and hits wow that's not the woman I fell in love with. Toretto sarcastically marked "well that makes two of us now don't it" Mom remarked back making dad's hand backhand her to a wall making mom groan in pain. "mom no!" I screamed after her trying to get free again but no avail. My blue eyes locked with my mothers blues but only for a second as I watched my father pour gasoline all over my mother right here in the house and as she smiled sweetly at me mouthing she loves me for the last time before she went up in flames and there was nothing left to look at.

"NOOOOOO! MOTHER OH GOD NO PLEASE NO MOMMY PLEASE SAVE HER PLEASE MOM OH DEAR GOD!" I kept screaming and crying out for her hoping some how she would make it praying some how this was a nightmare and I would wake up to and see my mother again but I didn't that night all I saw were the flames dancing in my fathers dark brown eyes almost a shade of black much like his soul and with a sick sinister smile stretched on his lips I knew from there on out my father was extremely gone for good and nothing could bring him back The air smelled of my mothers burning
flesh and hair, as I was unlocked of the table and dragged out of the burning house by Toretto and Sean that came in after he saw what happened.

My mothers blackened face forever burned into my mind with the same smile I received as soon as she was burned knowing she was going to die. My sanity level. The one I had tried to keep normal for the past several years, dropped. My vision filled with red. Then with black as I passed out from the stress and sadness and emptiness.

YEARS LATER

I jerked awake, sweat beading on my naked skin and a scream lodged in my throat wanting to shout for my mother wanting to save her from that fire. My heart hammered against my ribs, and enough adrenaline was coursing through me that I shook as I sucked in deep, greedy gulps of air as tears threatened to spill. My pet/lover Cody Rhodes still lay naked half sprawled across my chest, and my arm curled reflexively around his waist, drawing him impossibly closer. I looked to my right to see my other baby Evan Bourne curled up against my side sleeping soundly but twitching all the same. I buried my nose in Evan's hair and breathed deep, trying to surround myself with my baby's for comfort.

I met Cody and Evan on there debut in WWE and we three became the best of friends always hanging out, going shopping, late dinners, traveling on the road together and it was a blast for a year until we started feeling the sexual tension in the air the looks we would give each other and the pull that drug us to one another. I feel Evan stir as I still was thinking about all our times together, and as I felt his touch it was heavy with sleep as his fingers ran over my broad but firm chest, up the side of my throat in soothing circles making me smile. I looked down at a half awake Evan and see him looking up at me with his big brown eyes "you had a nightmare again" he said it as a fact not even having to be told. "don't worry about it sweet heart I'm fine I'm right here" I say holding his small body against me tighter "I'm worried about you baby your having them more often and there getting worse and more vivid I can tell by the way you cry out all the time like your looking for someone" Evan whispers making my stomach turn at the thought that he might hear my fathers name or Sean's and maybe even my mothers that comes more with the pain. "don't worry about it baby I'll get better I promise" I say not really believing my own words but going by them anyway as Evan leans up to kiss me before snuggling back down in my side…

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