This story is based on Stelena smut. This is based on 4x16 when Elena turns off her humanity. Don't read if one you love delena and haven't watched up to 4x16.
This story is going to be about Elena and how she handles her life with her humanity switch turned off. In my story Damon has tried to handle Elena and how she acts but she couldn't care less. And by Damon turning her humanity switch off he has broken the sire bond, now Elena is living in the Salvatore boarding house. A couple weeks have gone by and Elena has killed many innocent people and drunken from almost all of the people at school. Damon and Stefan have tried to control her but they can't help. Stefan has given up and is blaming all of this on Damon and Damon has to deal with Elena while Stefan is trying to help Caroline and bonnie with their problems.

~At Salvatore boarding house~

Elena POV

I am sitting on the couch feeding on some blonde. Damon has just walked in on me feeding on someone I can tell he furious; I find it quite funny that he is so grumpy. "Jesus Christ Elena, you can't just bring the head off the cheerleading team here!" he screams and tries to take her off. I push him away and wipe the blood away from my mouth "Oh is that what she is" I turn to the girl and giggle "want to join me?" I ask and move closer to him poking his chest. He grabs my finger and pushes me away "Someone is feisty" I growl teasing him. He walks to the girl and compels her to forget this place and leave. I sigh and begin to walk up to my room but before I can reach the third step Damon grabs my wrist and stops me and spins me around to face him. "Elena we need to talk!" I smirk "why?" "Because Elena what you are doing is wrong!" he growls, I laugh out loud "come on Damon don't pretend I am the bad one, you did this all the time." He frowns at me knowing that I am right "is that all?" I ask, he lets go of my wrist "Elena it's your birthday soon, did you want to do something" he asks more nicely. I turn around, I know what he is up to he wants me to feel again, but this seems perfect I would love a party; it's the only fun thing that can happen that Damon agrees with. "How about a big blood bath party with all my dearest friends? Sounds like a plan, have fun planning it." I leave into my room, I hate planning things, and Damon may as well do it since he asked.

Damon of course chooses the best party in my interest, with all my closest friends and just some nibbles and a chocolate birthday cake. Oh my god he is such a bore, he did promise for some drinking. That was my birthday wish from him. The party or should I say social gather of boring people started at 5 and will finish at 9, because Damon said that is my bed time. Everyone arrived, Caroline, Bonnie, Matt, Rebekah, April young and Stefan. Yes that was everyone; I can't drink from April tonight because apparently that's rude. And another problem was I wasn't friends with Rebekah, but I guess she had to come because she was with Stefan.

Everyone just sat one couch and spoke about the cure; I sat next to Caroline because apparently nobody could trust me elsewhere, I eyed April's neck and watched the blood pump through her veins. Rebekah sat next to April because they were friends and Rebekah wanted to protect her from me, Stefan sat next to Rebekah and Damon sat next to Stefan and matt and bonnie sat on the opposite side of the couch I was on. A whole hour went by about the cure and bonnie just argued with everyone. This was getting to boring I mean I couldn't drink from April it was just torture. I stood up and walked to the bourbon draw. Damon stopped me "what are you doing?" "leaving this tragic gathering" I hissed I was really pissed off, I went to the drawer and started sculling as much alcohol as I could I went to the radio and started playing some party music "Let's get this party started" I started dancing around the room with the bottle in my hand. I heard Stefan giggle and Damon moan, I felt a hand on my shoulder I spun around to face Caroline who was smiling and got the bottle out of my hand and began drinking and then screamed "woooohoooo!" and soon after that all of us girls were dancing matt was dancing with Caroline and getting drunk. Soon enough Stefan joined in, and Damon just sat down grumpy.

Another hour passed by and all of were drunk but Damon was angry drunk. Everyone had given me a birthday present apart from Stefan, I grabbed Stefan and led him outside we were both giggling we were alone. "So where is my present Stefan?" I asked him he laughed out loud "didn't get you one" I became a bit more serious now "what!" he noticed my anger and shrugged "Didn't think you cared" he said softly "I don't, but you missed my last birthday I just thought you would make it up to me" I felt more sober now and so did Stefan, vampires can get sober easily. We both stood there for a while, then all of a sudden I had a great idea of what he could give me, he noticed this and looked at me confused, I bit my lip and pressed my body against his "Elena wh-" I put my finger to his lips and whispered "I know something you could do to make it up to me" I said seductively "no ele-"he tried "shhh" I stopped him I trailed my free hand down his chest, he breathed heavily, I then used both my hands to pin him against the wall, he just kept looking at me confused, he had never seen this side of me.

With one of my hands I caressed his cheek "You know how you said we could be friends?" he nodded "I was thinking we could add an extra word" his eye brow twitched, I smiled. "I mean I am so bored" I took a while to say the last word and I looked at his body up and down slowly. He looked down at my body and with that look I held his head and made him look into my eyes, "Can I tell you something?" I asked seductively he tried to look away but I stopped him, I put my lips close to his ear "You are so much better than him" and with my lips still at his ear I trailed one finger down his chest slowly "so gentle" I started to circle his abs "so sexy and hot" I slowed down the whisper "good" I could feel his dead heart beating fast. "You fulfilled my needs…..So much better" he gulped which made me feel more in control and now I knew he knew what I wanted.

I moved my face from his ear, and our noses were almost touching. His eyes were closed. I could smell his sweet scent, I missed his scent, his body, his voice, and his hot sweet breath. I kept my eyes locked on his full pink lips; he then slowly put his hands on my waist this made me smile. He pursed his lips. My body was weeping for him. Then with a blink of an eye he took us to the forest and slammed my body against a tree, his eyes were red and veiny. Within seconds we ripped of each other's clothes. And before I could say it he put it in. he thrust against me faster and faster we both dripping like crazy and panting and moaning into each other, and the whole time our lips never separated which I didn't mind, I loved tasting him. We probably made love for 5 minutes. When we finished he quickly put his and mine clothes on, after all this time he still did that for me, I could tell he still cared for me, but I couldn't not yet I wasn't ready, he knew that it was hard for me, it was like we read each other's minds. I was ready to leave but before I could move he stopped me "Friends with benefits?" I smirked and nodded.

The party had finally finished and every one had left Stefan was last to leave, he was living with Rebekah now, she went to the car and Damon was cleaning up, me and Stefan were at the door "Thank you for coming" I smiled "Your welcome" he giggled in a weird way and I was confused for a second until I realised what he meant, when we made love "No I didn't mean that" I giggled he smiled, he then leant down to my cheek "happy birthday Elena" he then kissed my cheek and left. I sighed and closed the door. Damon looked at me confused he had just finished cleaning "What was that about?" of course he was listening "That's how friends talk" I said to him sarcastically and walked up the stairs I went to my room and then I noticed Stefan's room I smiled at all the memories I had in that room. I walked into his room remembering his scent. His scent filled the room. I laid on his bed and began to fall asleep.

Me and Stefan had this friends with benefits relationship worked out, whenever I was bored he would make love with me and vice versa. Every night I slept in Stefan's room every night for weeks. Everything felt better and I stopped feeding so much.
I sat on Stefan's bed reading a random book I found on his shelf. Damon walked in and watched me I just ignored him "Hey how are you" "fine" I answered back abruptly "Can we talk" he asked concerned, I sighed a deep sigh. He sat down next to me. He stroked his hand down my back.

"What do you want?" I placed the book down and looked at him "I have noticed something about you Elena" I rolled my eyes "your acting better" he smiled a sweet smile "thanks" I smiled back. He then placed his hand on my cheek "Elena I haven't told you this in a while, I love you" he the kissed me and then stopped because I wasn't kissing him back "do you love me?" he asked, I gulped "should I" referring to the sire bond, he knew this, "it's your choice" he kissed me again. He then left the room. I sighed I somehow felt like I was hurting him. I was slowly starting to feel again, I didn't want to, but I did at the same time. Just then my phone rang, it was Stefan I answered "Hey" "Hey could you meet me at the forest?" I was silent for a second I knew he wanted to make love to me; I really wasn't in the mood but a deal is a deal. "Okay" I said he hung up. We barley spoke, we just made love until it hurt, and we were to tired, which took a while. I missed talking to him.

I met him at the forest he greeted me and began to take off his shoes. "Can't we talk first?" I asked "I have to be somewhere after this" I began to undress as well, I knew he was still seeing Rebekah it sort off pissed me, was he sleeping with her? I asked myself, but why should I care this is not a relationship. Now we were both in our underwear, "hold I have to text someone first" he said and got his phone and began texting I sighed, he didn't help me put me clothes back anymore, he didn't even kiss me anymore. But why would I care? I shouldn't, I can't. But maybe just a bit of respect.

"Okay let's do it" he laid down on the ground "could we at least have a blanket" he giggled but then he noticed I was serious he sat up "why?" "You know so I don't get a stick up my ass" I said angry "You never cared before" he said a bit concerned but angry because he just wanted to get this over and done with. "Well it does now" I shouted, he then stood up "Fine, next time. Let's just hurry up and have sex" I crossed my arms annoyed "what now?" he got up, I then whispered "make love" he raised an eyebrow at me "are you serious?" I frowned "fine make love, now let's hurry up!" "Well I am not going to do it with someone that doesn't care" I shouted at him. "We are not supposed to Elena, that's why it's called friends with benefits. Now are we going to fight in our underwear or just 'make love'?" We are both angry now "I don't want to!" I shouted at him. "God dammit Elena! Why are you acting this way?" he shouted back, I spun around to face the other way, I could feel a tear trickle down my cheek, then it clicked everything was back on, all that I felt before apart from the way I felt about Damon, Jeremy is dead, oh my god, everyone is dead, and I burnt my house down, what have I done?

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