Ally Dawson's Suicide Diary

by nutta2001-trekkie26

I'm 12 and have had depression since I was 6 all I want is to escape from this hell. Ally Dawson has had depression since she was Six. Her blade no loner takes away the pain. Her fake smile is becoming impossible to display. Every time she attempts suicide she writes an entry in her 'Suicide Diary' as an explanation. This is every one of them. Recorded here for you to read.

1. Chapter 1

Monday 22nd October 2007

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IM 12 and I've had depression since I was 6. My mother always treats my brother better than me my dad is okay but always sticks up for her. when I want to talk about or do anything mum is always to busy with scouts and tells me to just go upstairs and watch Dr Who or play D&D or carry on being antisocial. But when my brother goes down as I'm going upstairs she instantly has time for him. The only person who understands is my best friend but he lives in Great Yarmouth which is quite far away and he doesn't have a mobile phone so we can't talk. I've been thinking of suicide for a while and today mum pushed me too far. My blade no longer helps and neither does hiding behind a smile. All I want is an escape from this hell.

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Okay. I know how depressing this is but I want to know. Do I continue?

See u later

stay Rossome!