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Sunlight: Renesmee's Love Story
Renesmee POV
He is so beautiful, I thought to myself. He was truly the most beautiful boy in the world. Not just because of how he looked, but who he is inside as well. Sure, he was an ass sometimes, but once I got past the walls he built up, I was able to see who he really was. I got to see his kind heart, and how he can make anyone laugh.
I have noticed more lately the small things about him. How he always helps everyone before himself, and when he smiles he has two little dimples. His eyes light up when he thinks of something brilliant or when something amazing happens to him… I can't imagine living without him.
And because I am his imprint, I am the reason for his existence. The reason he wakes up in the morning and why he still goes on.
The same motives are for me. I am nothing without Jacob Black.
But I cannot be with him. Not yet. He still thinks I am that little girl he watched grow up. The one who always thought of him as an amazing brother or a trustworthy best friend.
I have changed though. It's been so many years since I have stopped growing and am now at the permanent stage of my life. A teenager. An 18-year-old. I was stuck just like the rest of my family. And as long as Jacob chose to stay wolf, he would be, too.
I looked back up at Jacob and tried to hide a smile. I was so giddy whenever Jake was around. He was my sunlight and my warmth and without him I was cold and sad. Not fun.
"Do I have something on my face?" Jake asked as he noticed me staring at him. He wiped at his face trying to see if he had anything on it. I came back to reality and thought swiftly.
"Oh, um, right there," I said pointing to my right cheek. He quickly swiped at his cheek and I smiled.
"You got it," I told him.
"Thanks," He grinned a million dollar smile back at me and my heart skipped a beat. Jake looked back down at his homework and I sighed. If only he knew, I thought.
Jacob POV
I felt her eyes leave me and I traced mine back to her. She had most of her hair tucked behind her ears but a few strands fell to her face. Renesmee's eyebrows creased together and she bit her lip as she worked on a problem. I could watch her all day, doing anything. But of course I shouldn't. Nessie still only thought of me as a best friend, which, of course, pissed me off. I want her to be with me… no, I needed her to be with me. I am always praying that soon she will realize that we should be together.
I just wish that I could grab her face, look deeply into her beautiful, brown eyes, and say "I love you" and then kiss her enthusiastically. But I wouldn't. I couldn't. I don't want Renesmee getting angry with me and I especially don't want her father to rip me to shreds. He still isn't happy with my thoughts.
Almost every time I am around Renesmee, I just can't help but think about how beautiful she is and how much I wish I could just hold her in my arms and passionately kiss her. Edward always growled uncontrollably, and I chuckled to myself. Then I would glance at Nessie and she constantly had a perplexed look on her face.
"You okay there, special?" Nessie spoke up and brought me out of my flashback.
I laughed as I realized I must have looked pretty idiotic just staring into space like a moron. I slightly blushed then looked downward.
"Are you okay?" Nessie asked.
I calmly looked back up at her and shrugged.
"Just got some stuff on my mind," I told her. Then she did something unexpecting.
Her eyes went wide as she straightened up and paid attention to me. "About what?"
I swallowed carefully. This was my chance. Did I really want to risk everything we had? Or would I rather just wait until she was ready? But maybe she was ready. Edward has been getting extra angry lately whenever I thought about Nessie. Not in a "stop staring at my daughter or I'll kill you" look, but more like a "I can't believe they're going to be dating soon" growl!
I smiled. Renesmee smiled shyly back, and I took one deep breath.
"I… love…" My heart raced and Nessie's face lit up and she smiled her beautiful crooked grin.
"You," I let out. The next five seconds were the longest seconds of my life. It was unbearable.
One… Renesmee batted her eyelids and smiled even wider. Two… She bit her lip then took a deep breath. Three… I held my breath patiently. Four… She got up off the couch and ran over to me. Five… She kissed me.
I gasped as it happened. She kissed me! Renesmee kissed me! I tried to stay in control as my lips moved with her. She stopped standing and slowly sat onto my lap. My heart skipped a beat as she knotted both of her hands into my hair.
Renesmee POV
I finally did it. I finally kissed Jacob Black. And he loves me! Jacob Black loves me back!
I wasn't quite sure what I was doing, but I was finally with him. I kissed him passionately like they did in the movies and grabbed onto his hair obviously not letting go. Jake put one of his hands at the bend of my back and the other behind my neck. His cautious movements sent electric vibes through my body and it got even more intense. Our kiss seemed like it was going to last forever, that we could never stop. Jacob and I were one and I would never leave.
Unless there was one force out there that disapproved of everything. The one man who wanted me happy, but hoped this day would never come.
"What… the… hell."
I unwillingly broke our kiss to see my father, Edward Cullen, standing in the doorway with his fists balled up. His nostrils flared and I gasped.
This sucked.
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