Summary: "You should just give up, Felix. If he doesn t return your feelings soon, he never will." Aro was wrong for once. I knew he loved me, deep down inside. He just didn t know it yet.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or anything from the story. I wish I did, but I don't and never will. :(

Hello fanfic readers! Demetri and Felix are my favorite Twilight characters and I had to write this down. My first fic so be nice!

Beautiful

Demetri sat in the library strumming his fingers on the table. It had been weeks since we were needed outside Volterra's walls,
and everyone was bored as ever. I heard him emit a small sigh, and I nearly sighed myself.

He stopped strumming on the table and looked over at me, smiling his beautiful, perfect smile I saw every day. I silently prayed I would continue to see it every day for the rest of my existence.

"What are you going to do today, Felix?" He asked ever so innocently. I pried my gaze from his smile to his whole face. Again; beautiful. I know we all are beautiful-our kind, I mean-but he was far from just beautiful.

He was-well there wasn t even a word to describe someone more than beautiful. Words couldn t describe him, so I went a notch below what he was, and called him things like: perfect, beautiful, lovely, amazing, wonderful-okay, enough of the adjectives.

But like I said; words couldn t describe him. He continued to look at me, smiling, and I remembered he had asked me something and was awaiting my reply.

I tried, and failed, to smile as big as him.

"I was actually just thinking about what I would like to pass the time with." More like whom I wanted to pass the time with.

"I was going to listen to music." His smile never faltered. One side of my mouth tugged up to a smirk.

That was perfect. I could spend all day in here with Demetri listening to soft music. Demetri watched me as I stood up and walked over to the small stereo Aro had supplied us with.

I fiddled with the buttons and found a radio station that played a wide variety of music. I recognized my favorite song, and started to sing along with it. Forget soft music, I ll turn up the volume.

As it got louder, so did my singing. I could hear Demetri s bell-like laugh. I started dancing with random moves. I made everything up as I went along, and soon Demetri was dancing with me.

We matched all of our moves and steps perfectly after a few minutes. I went into the moonwalk and so did he. He was positioned in front of me, gliding along the floor gracefully.

Everything was interrupted when I backed up into something hard. When I suddenly stopped, Demetri didn t see and bumped into me.

He spun around and straightened up immediately. I didn t have to look around to know who it was. "Hello, Jane." He was visibly embarrassed to be caught goofing off by the last person who would laugh at seeing it.

I turned around to see a very serious Jane. "Aro wishes to speak with you, Demetri." It was odd to see Jane this serious. Usually she had a wicked grin on her face, or she was frowning. Demetri nodded.

"Thank-you, dearest Jane." I then noticed Alec at the doorway looking smug. I thought everyone was done with that; staring at Demetri.

He had cut off his long hair, and now it was closer to my hair length. It was lighter, too. It always made me curious because I knew he didn t dye it. The first week he walked around with it, everyone stared.

Aro had complimented it a few times during that time, Caius bitterly laughed at it, Marcus didn t seem to care, Heidi flirted with him (Much to my anger), Jane couldn t stop staring at him, Alec snickered every time he walked by, and everyone else whispered about it constantly.

It wasn t even that big of a deal. They were all acting as if he converted to killing animals instead of humans.

If that were the case, Aro would surely have a very, very, long talk with him about it. I personally liked it. He had gone six-hundred years with long hair, and he suddenly cut it short. Usually our kind that were born during the earlier years of man had long hair, and it stayed that way unless you needed to cut it. It sucks that if it gets chopped off it doesn't grow back.

I asked him why a few times, but he just shrugged. He most likely thought that I thought it was hilarious, like everyone else thought.

Demetri walked out of the library and Alec snickered as he walked by.

Demetri-being the nice person he was-stopped and said, "I like your bow," gesturing toward Alec s green bow on his black suit.

He stopped laughing instantly and glared at him. Demetri continued walking and disappeared out of sight quickly.

Alec started touching his bright green bow and started adjusting it self-consciously. Jane glided to his side and they hooked arms. She patted her free hand against his shoulder and told him it was fine.

I turned around on my heel and turned off the music. I was in no mood to dance or sing when Demetri wasn t in the room. I sighed. It was so boring here.

The last time we did something was when the Cullens were here saving Edward from his death he had asked for. As much as I hated them, I was grateful. If it weren t for Bella saying how much she loved a monster like Edward, I would have never had hope for me and Demetri.

After their visit, everyone was buzzing about and discussing love. It was all about how she could love someone like us. Demetri was even a little bothered by it.

He asked me if I ever loved a human. I said no. He asked me if I ever truly loved someone. I said yes. He got curious and asked me who it was. I never told him the answer specifically.

I said, "The one person I love didn t discover my feelings about them." He apologized for having to ask, and I said they will someday. How pathetic is that? Why can't I just tell him? Oh yeah, because I'm a chicken when it comes to admitting things.

The only person that knew about my secret was Aro. You could never keep secrets from him. When he found out I asked him for help, or advice. The only advice I got from him were numerous "You should just give up, Felix. If he doesn t return your feelings soon, he never will." sayings.

I honestly don't care if he never loves me that way. As long as I don't lose him. But then again, it would be nice if he did love me that way.

"The longer you wait, Felix, the more he'll think you're just friends." I spun around to see Jane standing there watching me. How did she know?

"I don't know what you're talking about." She smiled her wicked, angelic smile. The next thing I knew I was on the floor withering in pain.

"Don't lie. I see the way you look at him. I see the look in your eyes when you're with him and the sadness when he isn't around." She bent down by me. "Tell me something, Felix. How much do you love him?" She stopped the pain so I could answer.

"I love him a lot." She looked unsatisfied.

"Define 'A lot'." She demanded. I obeyed, as I didn't want another session of "Pain Felix until he explodes".

"I love everything he does. If someone made him upset, or hurt him in any way, I'd make sure that person doesn't live to see another day. If what I have to do for him to love me is kill thousands of people and vampires, then that's what I'll do. I'll do it for him and him only. You can't ask me how much I love him and expect me to say a whole lot, because I'm a loss for words when it comes to him."

Jane just sat there, her mouth slightly open. She blinked once when I was done. She smiled. "Go tell him before it s too late." Encouragement was something I needed, and something Aro didn t supply me with.

I looked around her to see the expression on Alec's face but what I found instead was something that made me want to sink in a whole and die right there.

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