Well this is my first fanfic,first chapter is small,but the next chapters will be more bigger, and sorry for my bad English, but I try to improve. the first chapter came out wrong, but I promise that next will be better,so here is it^^
On the streets of England now reigns a dense quiet and with the coming of night now it was dark and cold, only the echo of my steps are heard in the infinite black.
Everything around is empty just like my soul and now a dense fog has bedding all around me. I remember,when i eaten the most invaluable soul,that soul that I loved so much,Ciel's soul. I destroyed it,I pushed him whit my own bloody hands to inexistence, and I thought that I will never regret this but I do. I started to hate my pathetic existence for what I have done to you, will you forgive me someday?
200 years have passed after your death,but still I feel your innocent presence and I still hear your words in my head which sounds like a song for me,a sad song.
If you know how much the world has changed, you do not believe your eyes
I left myself wear by a strange feeling and I came to the cemetery,in front of your grave, on the black marble was engraved your name:Ciel Phantomhive,a very melodious name. And passed so much time that some letters have been erased and thorns have increased around the grave who made it look sinister. I have not come here recently and guilt overwhelms me. I can not bear this pain to longer,how long I will resist? I am immortal,but when you're immortal for what do you live? I just want to be human,why I am like this?And now I a weak just because of I am in love whit him?But how? I am a demon,I'm not suposed to have feelings. And to fall in love whit a kid?This is almost impossible.
I left that place,I think I've become crazy. I started to run, but had no where to go, but I know something inside me told me to go to a certain street and so I did. But when I got there I paralyzed.
in front of me a crime take place, in which the victim was a boy about 13 years, which was beaten violently by some thieves. I jumped to help the kid and I beat the four aggressors, then I went to that boy lying in a pool of blood to see if he is alive or not,but then I've noticed that he looks alot like Ciel,the difference was only the modern clothes that he wear And he luckily just passed out because of his wounds I've decided to take him to my house to heal his wounds and maybe I'll find out who and why is so much like not be him, no way, once someone dies no longer returns to life, especially when his soul is nonexistent ,is just a coincidence nothing more.
But I need to wait for the answer to my foolish question until he is awake, but still do not understand why I am afraid of his ,curse this feelings.