( Everyone this is my first story so I'm not a good writer but I hope with time and experience I can do better )
In a void not unlike a starless sky...it stirs
"Ghk!" It jerks it's visage along with a dark and dull purple aura into what could be considered upright "W-where am I? No... more importantly who"
Location Uknown
"WHO'S THERE!" It glances rapidly around in what could come out of children's nightmares as it's aura intensifies for a second.
CAUTION MEMORY LOSS DETECTED! DAMAGE TO SOUL SUFFICIENT TO CAUSE SELF CHECK TO AUTO-ACTIVATE!
"Memory loss? Self Check" It asked in confusion while it's one eye got a good look at its surroundings which consisted of nothing. It jerked back as a rectangular message with broken letters appears along with some horrifying news on his condition.
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Condition: Half the man you used to be. Immortal due to wish
"HALF!" He ignored the immortal part even as it's no HIS memories attempted to return he realized he certainly was missing something as he looked at his hands and attempted to blink feeling something wrong with his vision.
"AAAAAAAAH!" well hand is more like it as he awakened more from his stupor and began to try and remember who he was before it wa-
He was covered in a calm blue glow instead of the dark and dull purple which seemed to improve his stress and mental state as much as it can in this condition causing him to calm down.
Mental and emotional health was decreasing so GAMERS MIND was auto-activated along with the buff CALM SOUL
I feel like that should be deactivated right now but I guess In some ways this can help" he said as he looked around. Uh... can I have a personal mirror or something?
To his surprise one appeared inside another rectangle with many spaces filled with items. He reached out and grabbed the rectangular mirror before putting it in front of him and swiping it away in a habitual manner along with the other boxes. The mirror however evoked strange feelings before he truly saw himself. To his shock and horror he saw himself fully and where he was split a sort of purple fire remained with sparks flying off it with a sort of dark sense that reeked of the end of everything.
Ignoring it for the moment he looked and saw above his head ($9on and under whatever his hidden name was The Gamer. But he also noticed directly in front of his chest he could see a pale or cyan blue heart with half of it missing which was the same color as his eye.
"Oh look we're awake. I thought that nasty god may have did us in before I could rip his skull off but I suppose he's dead anyway." He startled and saw in the mirror another him or some sort of clone of himself except for a far more sinister look and with red eye and dark blood red soul but he and his soul were split just the same.
"Be quiet bloodlust we don't even need you here as we are injured enough." Another clone said this time orange. "Easy for you to say caution your active all the time normally because your the 'original soul' but your too soft and unadapted too your situations and that's why we exist! Except for calm but that's another thing entirely.
Now please explain why are we in this situation fearful?" He asks this while turning to his right and asking it too yet another clone with dark purple aura he had earlier along with a split dark Purple Heart.
"W-well I can't remember much like the rest of you but I was in control when he struck us down even as we had struck him" he weakly stutters. "WELL TELL US WHO DID THIS I CANT REMEMBER!" Bloodlust yelled out in rage making fear cower.
"I-I don't remember b-but maybe we should look back at our past and think of how this started?" He mildly said. "Fine then search for anything to jump start our memory then maybe we can get out of here." Said bloodlust turning to calm.
"Okay" He said in a eerily calm way as he began to look at the mirror again but thought of where and when he had seen it. "Gk!" He snarled holding his head with his hand. "I-I feel it! I've got something!" He said this before his one eye closed.
Another time, Another pace
"This may be the last time we see you... But know I will never forget you my child... take this as remembrance of me I know its bulky but your strange power will allow you to handle it well enough"
"Thank you i30e8 I wont forget you either and my inventory can store it well enough and I want to say thank you for doing your best to help me in my time here but I think 7ei(q needs you now..."
Void
Looks like that was a promise I couldn't keep. But It certainly wasn't enough to jog his memory. "That still doesn't explain who did this to us" Bloodlust said in simmering anger. "It may not but its a start" said Caution. Meanwhile calm mulled it over and said "inventory" allowing a box to pop up filled with many items and weapons such as a dust covered knife, Healing items such as a pouch of beans, and several types of clothes. None of them were quite enough to jog his memory except the knife and clothes.
Another time, Another place
"What have you done?" he asked the lone figure as they stood among the dust and remnants of innocents. "I'm just cleaning up shop the monster stated as it slowly walked towards him... and your another piece of filth that's crawled its way into MY world."
Void
He gripped his fists in anger and bloodlust grinned. "Yes that's right remember what they did that's quite useful anger because it could help us get out." But at that moment Gamers Mind took effect again and he calmly unclenched his hands. "Of course that stupid power would intervene while I'm trying to have fun" Bloodlust stated. "Bloodlust you know that trying to distract someone during a fight isn't well unless its an enemy right?" Caution said while Fearful cowered. "LOOK AROUND YOU THERE IS NO ONE TO FIGHT!" Bloodlust yelled allowing his anger to overcome him. "Both of you shut up" calm stated well calmly. They all sent a Fearful look including bloodlust " Oh he's in that state again, WELL we should probably get at solving this identity crisis later we should just leave you too it." They disappeared but Calm knew that they weren't truly gone.
He then thought... maybe I should go to the beginning... He promptly began to rack his half brain for the earliest memories he could.
Due to your attempts to remember who you are you gained one wis point!
He noticed that no errors were occurring this time so clearly some form of memory or intelligence was returning. It was also at this point that he remembered his home. Middle Class family with his mom and dad. He quickly went through various memories of his life along with some traits such as an avoidance of danger and being slightly overweight playing videogames some but mostly reading with good academic scores but no friends as ignoring other students who annoyed him was something he did daily. This ended on his twelfth birthday when... Jason? Jason? Can you hear me? We need a new G.O.D now that the old one has expired so can you please-and he's out again. Although the calls for his attention did not cease even when the person overlooking him stopped calling him but just became more feminine.