The Choice Shawn Never Wanted
by: apple jacks jules
Note: I really think that I hate this fic. There was a feeling that I got while I was watching that I was trying to get here, and it just didn't work out that way :p. But my beta loved it, and told me that it was fine and that things *would* have been that way in Shawn's head at this moment, so...here you go (this is also posted on Psychfic, hence my penname from there at the top of the page instead of jewel :p lol). Enjoy :)
Thanks to: fyd818, for the beta job and being an AMAZING twin!! I hope this inspires you, dear!! :D
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I never want to have to make that choice again.
Oh, gosh, if I ever find myself back in that position...that was the hardest thing that I have ever done. I don't think that I can ever tell anyone how much it effected me, though. If another crazy like Yin or Yang ever found out just how much it meant, they could get me to do anything. And I am not working for those killers. Never.
Abigail and Juliet. Both so special, and so different. I hate that he even thought that I could make that choice. Even now I'm still not sure that I chose right. I mean, yeah, they're both safe; and the last thing that I wanted was for Abby to die because of me. But I didn't belong there. Heck, she didn't belong there at all. Maybe she was right. She knows where she needs to be, and where I need to be...and right now, maybe that's not together. But Juliet...
The last place that she belonged was the edge of that clocktower. And I should have been there for her. I should never have let her go alone. I should have been there for her. Thank God that she's safe---I don't even know what I would have done if she'd died---but I should have been up there with her. Yin had no right to put her in danger like that. I don't care that he is psychotic and crazy and a killer; no one touches her! If I ever catch up with that man...
...Well, he's gonna wish that I'd had something to shoot him with on that beach.
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Fin.
Note: Thanks for reading!!! :D